Music of my Heart

Emo

2011-09-09T14:21:00.003+08:00

When think of tomorrow, today turn into not a so happy day for me...

I just don't wish to go back KL so so so so soon even i had rest at home for the past 4 months...

I miss my home & doggie...

They are everything to me..

I don't want to start work next week..

Just don't wish to... :(

But what to do?

I have no choices...

Everyone already start working except me this lazy bug...

Emo Emo..

Why the time flies?

How good if it can stop or pass slower...

But it is just impossible...

God's mercy will never dry up

2011-06-20T16:42:00.005+08:00

"For i know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD,

plans to prosper you and not to harm you,

plans to give you hope and a future.

Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me,

and I will listen to you.

You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart.

"I will be found by you," declares the LORD

(Jeremiah 29:11-14)

May you have your way in me..

May your will be done...

I'm grateful for everything that you done in my life..

Graduate

2011-05-08T13:24:00.003+08:00

Finally i graduate..

I am happy about it..

However, I am unemployed now..

While waiting for the release of my result, i am enjoying my holidays.. :)

AVAD 2011

2011-04-24T12:30:00.002+08:00

AVAD 2011...

A dinner that i didn't plan to go at the first place..

However, in the end..

I went..

Due to VAD R is going..

Thanks to this dinner that I able to meet up my best friends there..

A friends that i had not meet up since the convocation of him..

Finally see him and he doesn't change much..

He still look like before and keep on bully me for the night..

Prom King for the night

A 38 guy who make the mask himself during the dinner

VAD R

This gathering will be perfect if another 3 members of VAD R is around..

Looking forward for our next gathering..

Angry Bird

2011-04-14T22:06:00.000+08:00

Angry Birds video..

So funny.. :)

We were the reason

2011-04-10T16:32:00.003+08:00

Today while I am doing my internship's report...

I were listening to songs..

Suddenly this song pop up...

This song just touched my heart..

There is so many things that happen in my life recently..

I complained and grumbled..

I am blaming God for the things that happened..

I am complaining why the things come out is this way and not the way i want...

However, in this moment, I know i was wrong...

Thinking back everything that had happen, I am grateful now..

I am grateful for the things that actually happened...

I had never know that God actually had a better plan for me..

I am grateful now for the things that actually come out the way that not favor to me..

I am grateful that the things doesn't come out the way i want at the first place..

Or else i will be suffering now..

Thanks God for knowing what is better for me in future..
Thanks God for his better plans..

Thanks God for everything that He had prepared for me..
Thanks God for forgives my stupidness...

I am grateful...

As little children we'd dream of Christmas morn

And all the gifts and toys we knew we'd find

But we never realized a baby born one blessed night

Gave us the greatest gift of our lives

We are the reason that He gave his life

We were the reason that He suffered and died

To a world that was lost He gave all He could give

To show us the reason to live

As the years went by we learned more of our gifts

The giving of ourselves and what that means

On a dark and cloudy day a man hung crying in the rain

Because of love

* I finally found the reason for living

It's in giving every part of my heart to Him (every part to Him)

And all that I do every word that I say (you know I'll be saying)

I will give all my life just for Him, just for Him (every thing for Him)

We are the reason hat He gave his life

We are the reason that He suffered and died

To a world that was lost He gave all He could give (all that he could give all)

To show us the reason to live

#He is the reason to live (don't you know do you know the reason that he came, oh he came to save us when he gave his life for us)

He suffered and died

To a world that was lost He gave everything (everything that He had He gave)

To show us reason to live

You alone can Rescue

2011-03-27T20:21:00.002+08:00

Today my friend ask me to listen a song which named You alone can rescue..

It reminds me of God..

I am like ages didn't go to church already..

I think is time for me to go back to church on Sunday...

There is no excuses for me to say I am tired and i want to rest at home...

There should be no more working during Sunday...

Is time to go back to the house of Lord...

God, thanks for the remind..

Peter & guys

2011-03-27T13:00:00.002+08:00

Peter & Guys..

So called the hair Porfessionl since 1978..

I am doubt with their professionalism...

Yesterday i went to Times Square and have a hair cut in this so called Peter & Guys salon..

Their services is totally OUT..

And they called themselves professional hairstyling team..

The stylist who help me cut my hair ask me what type of hair cut i want..

I told them..

And she is like keep on persuading me to cut a hairstyle that is very fashion..

I am like.. oh god.. the hair is mine..

I want to cut what hairstyle should be decided by me what..

I don't understand why is her keep on persuading me this and that... =.="

And i didn't even ask her for opinion whether what hair suit me!!!

The stylist who cut hair for Ken is lagi OMG..

She can even accidently cut his ear..

I dunno how she cut the hair..

She is like rushing..

And not concentrating in cutting the hair...

A professional hairstylist can make such a mistake..

I am wondering..

Are they really professional???

Seriously no more next time...

And won't recommend friends to this shop as well!!!

The worse hairstylist i ever meet!!!

Comrades

2011-03-26T13:12:00.003+08:00

Recently i watched a korean drama so called Comrades a.k.a 战友...

It is a very nice drama for me..

It is a real story about how the korean's soldier protected their country around 1950s...

How they protected their comrades and how they see their companion leave them one by one in the war...

It is so touching when they didn't leave their companion alone and go back to rescue them in the enemy's camp and build their trust and friendship in the war...

It is so sad when they see their companion get kill by enemy in front of their eyes...

This drama aim to prevent another tragedy like Korean War from occurring...

War cause death and make family separated apart...

Scarification in the war cause sadness and sorrow to the family and friends who still alive...

Hope no more war in future..

It is sad to see people dying...

The actor and actress for this drama

Grateful

2011-03-13T09:53:00.003+08:00

It has been a while since my last updated on my blog..

Recently, earthquake and tsunami happened...

It is so sad when you read the newspaper, see the youtube..

It is all about human dead due to the incident..

The sudden earthquake and tsunami happen really make me feel so emo..

People are dying...

Future is unknown..

You will never know what will happen next...

Everything is just uncertain...

I am grateful that everything is fine now..

At least..

Nothing happen to my family, doggie, bf and my dearest friends...

It let me learn that i have to cherish everything i have now..

I have to be grateful...

God..

Thanks for your protection over my family, doggie, bf and friends..

Thanks for everything..

Hope that the victim able to stay strong..

Chinese New Year

2011-02-04T13:00:00.002+08:00

Chinese New Year should be a great and excited day for all the Chinese...

But recently...

Even it is CNY eve also i don't have the excitement for CNY.

I don't have the mood for it..

It is just like another holidays for me...

Izit after start to work...

We will start to have such feeling?

My colleague told me..

3 years ago she already feel that no CNY mood even CNY is approaching...

My goodness...

I m jz having my training now...

Yet i feel no CNY mood alr..

Hardly imagine if i really start working..

Will i feel the same again?

Ghoshhh...

Even before CNY eve also there is no CNY song to listen...

Everyday is just about working...

No feel for CNY..

Besides lou sang with my colleague...

It is really just like a normal day for me...

This year is Rabbit year...

It shows that i have go through 2 circle of 12 years...

Old alr... :(

Hoping for the best for everything that i going to go through in my life...

Hope to have a prosperous year ahead...

Be healthy and be happy...

Be grateful for everything that i already go through and going to go through...

Thanks God for everything...

Learn to be grateful!!!

A song for auditor

2011-01-20T12:52:00.003+08:00

Recently, I start to experience the peak period of audit life...

The recent job is not consider a nice one but it is challenging...

Overload with work that hit dateline soon...

I am busy, tired and sick....

But due to the nice and friendly colleague of this job...

I feel much more relax and enjoying my work...

I learn so much in this job...

Work until 1.30am in the morning in order to cut all the manager's queries...

What i can say is ... it is an honor to work together with them as a team...

Thanks God for everything...

Knowing that every changes serves it own purposes.

Am grateful for it...

Yesterday dinner..

They told me that they found a song about auditor life in you tube..

This video is the voice of the auditor...

Enjoy the song!!!

Sunday

2010-12-19T18:36:00.002+08:00

Weekend should be resting at home or maybe going out shopping or enjoy gathering with friends..

But my weekend..

For the very first time...

Working in the office from 9am to 4pm...

Sigh...

The office is damn HOT coz no air-conditional...

With a stand fan turning around which mess my hair...

Seriously, i dun like to go back office to work on weekend...

It make my life lagi no life..

Audit life is just about working...

Not sure if i like this kind of life or not...

Going through peak period soon...

Is time for me to decide whether to continue in audit life or take another path...

I would appreciate if everyday i have a lot of work to do...

And of course.. something new to learn...

At least i m not growing mushroom some where...

At least i m fully utilized my time...

Praying hard that i can go through my internship peacefully...

Just want to experience the real audit life...

Know new friends...

And learn new things...

Gathering

2010-11-21T10:32:00.003+08:00

It had been a long time since the last gathering with lovely VAD R members..

Thanks for Yin Pin who organized this gathering..

Enjoying the every moment there with you guys...

Their initial plans is to go IKEA in the afternoon and at night go to small genting...

However, it end up going Sunway and some park in Kepong..

Have a very nice chat in McD Sunway in the afternoon..

Doing a lot of stupid stuff as usual..

Laugh loudly...

Accidently pour out the whole coke on the table...

Eating wasabi like nobody business...

It is so happy and relax when gather with all of them...

They tell jokes...

They 38...

They very qian da...

It bring me back to the time when we still study in MMU..

Just miss those days so much...

Yu kiat, Chun Nang, Ming Wei & gf, Sin Yen, Yin Pin & Ken...

Thanks for attending..

It make this gathering a memorable one... :P

Looking forward to the next gathering and next trip...

Sick

2010-11-09T18:36:00.003+08:00

I was sick on the 2nd week of my internship... :(

Did not expected that i will take MC...

That's why i didn't really note down what is the procedure of applying medical leave...

Doctor give me MC yet i didn't plan to use the MC for today...

I wake up as usual and go to work...

However, when i approach to my department secretary regarding claiming for medical fees...

She ask me go back to rest immediately although i tell her that i am actually ok for that particular moment...

I told her that if i really not ok i will inform her and go back..

But she insist and ask me to go back to have a good rest...

What a kind secretary she is...

But instead she is right...

I had been sleeping for the whole day today...

Just could not wake up from my sleep..

The medicine is killing me..

It cause me to sleep like a death people...

Wake up at 6pm yet i feel sleepy..

Wondering how if i am in the office now..

I sure can't do my work well but searching for place to sleep..

Hope i can totally recover by tomorrow...

As there is no more MC for me tomorrow...

Dizziness..

Please get away from me...

I just hate it when i stand and walk and i feel dizzy....

My stomach o stomach..

Don't keep pain and make me so hard to sit straight...

The pain is killing me seriously...

It is more pain than when the fellow come... :(

N lastly..

Fewer...

Faster bye bye..

Since I hate u, then u pandai pandai la...

Reality

2010-10-28T15:36:00.004+08:00

It left 2 more night which i could still stay at my sweet home..

After that i going to face the reality..

Go back to BU..

Get everything done and prepare for my internship on Monday....

Honestly speaking, this is not what i wish the most..

I prefer staying at home..

Goyang kaki, watch movie/drama, doing housework, playing with dogs, chating with family...

But definitely not working..

Oh no..

Can't imagine the time past so fast..

It just a while and my one month holidays is going to end so soon..

Being emo for this few days..

As i really not prepared for work...

And of course i still wish to stay at home for a longer period...

Unable to sleep well at night when i think of going to temporarily say goodbye to my lovely bed..

I have to face the reality so so so soon...

Sometimes i will like to ask myself...

Can i just don't go to work?

Or can anyone replace me to go for work?

The answer is all NO NO NO NO NO...

Ghoshhhh...

Don't really like to accept the reality..

But hopefully it is a new start for me...

Hope to enter into a good team with a good senior that willing to guide me...

Hope for the best!!!

Tell me why

2010-10-20T16:09:00.006+08:00

In my dream children sing a song of love for every boy and girl
The sky is blue and fields are green and laughter is the language of the world
Then I wake and all I see is a world full of people in need

Tell me why (why) does it have to be like this?
Tell me why (why) is there something I have missed?
Tell me why (why) cos I don't understand.
When so many need somebody we don't give a helping hand.
Tell me why?

Everyday I ask myself what will I have to do to be a man?
Do I have to stand and fight to prove to everybody who I am?
Is that what my life is for to waste in a world full of war?

Tell me why (why) does it have to be like this?
Tell me why (why) is there something I have missed?
Tell me why (why) cos I don't understand.
When so many need somebody we don't give a helping hand.
Tell me why?

(children) tell me why? (declan) tell me why?
(children) tell me why? (declan) tell me why?
(together) just tell me why, why, why?

Tell me why (why) does it have to be like this?
Tell me why (why) is there something I have missed?
Tell me why (why) cos I don't understand.
When so many need somebody we don't give a helping hand.

Tell me why (why,why,does the tiger run)
Tell me why (why why do we shoot the gun)
Tell me why (why,why do we never learn)
Can someone tell us why we let the forest burn?

(why,why do we say we care)
Tell me why (why,why do we stand and stare)
Tell me why (why,why do the dolphins cry)
Can some one tell us why we let the ocean die ?

(why,why if we're all the same)
tell me why (why,why do we pass the blame)
tell me why (why,why does it never end)
can some one tell us why we cannot just be friends?

Love this song so much...
First time hear it when my sister send me the song...
But i simply listen it and keep the song in my song album...
Until today when my sister send me a you tube which related to this song..
I started to love this song...
I thought which girl is singing the song..
But actually it is a boy...
He has a nice voice and it is AWESOME!!!

Love the lyrics as well...
Why they should be war which cause people to suffer...
Why there is so many people in need yet not much people is giving them a helping hand...
Hope this world can fill with love and care...
Let's make the world a better one...

Decision

2010-10-20T10:26:00.005+08:00

爱大华国中逼女生脱内裤查手机事件

Recently, this is a very HOT news in my hometown...

This headmaster...

Not sure is fortunately or not...

Is my secondary school EX assistant headmaster...

I know him..

See him before..

Just that he did not teach me before...

The school that involved in this incident just 15 minutes away from my home...

News just spread so quickly when it is on the newspaper...

Everybody is talking about it..

Few days ago...

I saw some people just post this headmaster's photo in Facebook..

Many student of him is commenting on him..

Of course it is not in a good way...

Mostly is scolding him..

For the decision he make in this incident...

Before this headmaster actually make any decision..

He should think logically..

Nowadays..

Press media is so powerful that can even destroy a person future if the people make wrong decision...

I wonder how his family feel now..

Even they go anywhere also people will be talking about them..

My hometown is not big yet not small..

News spread so easily as it is on the second pages of the newspaper..

Lesson learn from this incident...

Think twice before you make any decision...

A good decision will always bring benefit to you..

But a bad decision might destroy your whole life...

Hopefully this incident can be settle as soon as possible..

Be a headmaster of a school is not easy..

Stress is always there..

But should be rational and logical when make any decision...

Pirates Ahoy

2010-10-17T14:51:00.003+08:00

I playing Pirates Ahoy in Facebook..

Something wrong with the program..

When i visit The Caribbean..

It will always come out some white line when i move the ship.. =.="

I also dunno what's wrong with the program..

The Caribbean

Today i found out one BIG YELLOW DUCK in The Cold North..

I thought my games sot again..

Luckily i go ask KH..

And he tell me that it is normal..

When i up level more..

The enemy will mostly in big size..

The big duck is cute anyway..

Hopefully the program will be back normal soon..

Blur

2010-10-14T20:25:00.002+08:00

I am just a blur blur girl...

Couldn't find my lovely big head photo just now..

I remember i put it inside my cupboard..

But i just cant find it..

Feel so so so sad.. T_T

However..

I am a big head prawn..

Finding here and there..

And finally i saw it..

It is inside my FILE..

Oh no..

I am such a blur girl..

Luckily it did not MIA..

Or else i really duno go where find back those lovely photo..

early

2010-10-08T06:46:00.002+08:00

This morning i woke up so early....

At 5.30am.. @@

Why?

Coz my neighbor's dog is crying..

wuwuwuwu...

And my lovely Jackie copy the way the dog is crying..

She wuwuwuwu also...

Then is like one soft crying sound and one loud crying sound take place alternatively...

Hmmm..

It cause me tot that something is happen and i am awake and unable to continue my sweet dream..

Go down and look at them..

They jumping up and down..

Want me to sayang them.. @@

Jackie stop copying..

Act like naughty girl...

Super many pattern...

But can't deny the fact that she is cute and clever.. :)

Doggie

2010-10-05T16:16:00.003+08:00

My dogs are just too cute until i want cubit all of them..

Love the moment i spend together with them..

They make my day better by making me laugh everyday..

Jumping up and down when see me..

Stick together with me when i am walking...

Show 38 face when they refused to take bath..

Hide here and there when i am searching them..

Never forget me even through i did not see them for few month..

All this moment is so sweet..

Hope the happy moment can last forever..

Connie

Coru

Teddy

Ngang Ngang

Snooky

Jackie

Bobky

Thanks for becoming my doggie..

Love you all so so so much..

Grow fat fat so that i can bully u.. :P

Home

2010-10-04T19:47:00.004+08:00

Long time didn't go back home already..

And I found that there is plenty of housework to be done everyday..

Started to feel how mum feel when she do all the housework..

Oh no..

It is so tiring..

And the housework is like never ends..

Have to repeat it again and again..

However..

Can be at home is the happiest things in my life..

As i can be with my family & my lovely doggie..

Hopefully time can slow down a bit..

At least..

Let me stay at home a bit longer before my internship start..

A new start

2010-10-03T14:03:00.007+08:00

Finally, it is the end of my University life..

3 and a half year just pass like that..

Like it just happen yesterday...

Hardly image that i finish my study..

No longer having exam in MMU..

No longer going to class in MMU...

Going for internship soon..

New beginning..

New start..

Hopefully it is a good one..

Miss my University life for sure..

Miss my coursemate especially AFC gang..

Miss my RC friends especially VAD R..

Miss everything...

Am grateful that i had been there for study..

Because i am there..

I get to know friends that bring joy and happiness to me..

Thanks for all the sweet memory...

I going to miss my life there..

Going to miss all my lovely friends..

Thank you for everything..

My coursemate

AFC gang

VAD R

New start begin...

Hope all my coursemate enjoy their holidays until the maximum before internship start..

N hopefully we will meet again..

Puppy husky

2010-09-17T20:28:00.000+08:00

The puppy husky is so cute..
Love it so much.. ^^

23

2010-09-14T13:59:00.002+08:00

Was chating with vy jz now..

Just realised that i alr 23 years old..

I tot i was 21 or 22..

Still long way to go and can enjoy my life..

But next year i going to be 24 years old..

Oh my goodness..

Can i every year 18 years old?

I never know that i had grown until so old..

I never know i going to be 24 years old next year..

I never want to be..

I look so old now..

Time passes so fast..

Soon i going to graduate from MMU..

Soon i going to experience my working life..

Soon i can't enjoy my life like how i enjoying now..

Can the time stop or pass slowly?

I just don't want to grow up..

study week

2010-09-13T23:29:00.003+08:00

This is my last study week in MMU..

It is bored and cyber is just like a desert..

Nothing to eat...

No ppl around..

I am talking to the wall everyday..

Soon going to become KUKU..

Miss home..

Miss my parents & sis..

Miss my doggie...

Miss HIM..

Hope this study week can end asap..

Then i can faster finish my final exam...

Want to go home..

Cubit my dear doggie face..

Eat home cook food..

Go shopping with family..

Want to relax..

Want let myself enjoy the life without study for 1 month before my internship start..

Things going to be different once i go for internship..

Ready to accept the challenge although i know i might not able to handle it well..

Room

2010-09-13T19:22:00.004+08:00

Having night mare for the past few weeks when thinking about room to rent during internship..

Just couldn't sleep well and keep awake in the mid night...

Was tired all the times...

Praying hard so that could get a nice room and good owner who willing to rent for half year..

Thanks God for hearing my prayer..

I got the room after i pray for few days..

Saturday afternoon, we confirm with the owner about the room..

Everything is settle..

At least i feel peace now..

At least i could concentrate in my study now..

At least i no need to search for room available online until 2am in the morning...

At least i no need like mad ppl asking around so many friends in order to find a room..

First time searching for room to rent...

Have been PM many owner asking about the room..

Most of the room is occupy.. Or the owner want to find ppl who can rent for 1 years.. or could shift in during sept or oct..

I get so nervous day by day as i couldn't find any room..

I was in rush in searching for room..

As i must go back home the latest by 2nd of Oct..

It is just too rush for me..

Worrying that i need to sleep on the street as i couldn't find any room to rent..

Stress...

Get mad...

As there is totally no room for me to sleep on during my internship if i can't get myself a room before i go back Sitiawan..

Am glad that everything is settle now..

Thanks God for everything..

Thanks for hearing my prayer..

God, pls let my friends find room to rent as well..

I know he is suffering the same things as i was when he chat with me yesterday..

He really need a room to rent..

Pls help him too..

Amen!

MSN

2010-09-06T16:13:00.003+08:00

Since last friday evening..

I cant sign in my MSN until today.. @@

Duno what's wrong with the MSN..

Maybe MMU block it..

Have to sign in using ebuddy which i not really like it but i have no choices...

Life without MSN is bored..

Cant chat happily with friends..

Hopefully..

MSN could resume as usual soon..

Or else really become mushroom.. @@

the extra 7

2010-09-03T07:42:00.003+08:00

It should be a happy & wonderful night..

But some ppl just spoil it!!!

The worse dinner and price i ever pay for!!!!

5.05pm, ca2 lecturer dismiss the class..

We rush back by walking just to change the clothes..

5.15pm, reach home and change..

5.25pm, meet my lovely dear friend up..

5.30pm, reach MMU bus stop on time..

BUT...

The person who suppose to be there IS NOT THERE!!!!

More than 5 cars is waiting!!!

Wondering the ppl who suppose be there Y aren't there yet!!!

We wait for 15 MINUTES!!!

This is the most stupid things we do!!!

Why should we wait?

We should like others wait for 5 minutes and go by themselves..

We just thought as a FRIENDS (we and U, almost 4 years friendship) we should wait for each others..

At least we are closer if compare to others..

At least maybe for the last time we gather, we can go together..

We reach TAO at 7.05pm or maybe 7.10pm coz the fellow DRIVE FAST & IGNORE ppl who don't even know how to go there!!! (was on fire and can't remember the time, just that when 6.55pm we was outside the Sunway Giza and not yet enter into the car park)

You r the one who leading & don't u need to care for the car behind u as well?

Nobody want to pay the extra 7!!!

You dun want!!!

We also dun want!!!

But we not only pay the extra 7 but extra HP money as well..

On the way, we need to call like crazy people coz we don't even know which road we should go..

left or right..

up or down..

Reach there and we are standing..

No place to sit..

Funny..

Not a single words of apology!!!

If you would have at least say a words of apology..

Maybe the night will turn better...

Maybe things will change better and not like now!!!

You act like nobody business..

As if it is none of ur business..

If we are late coz of traffic jam..

We are willing to pay the extra 7..

But the problem here is we are late coz U late 15 minutes..

If you could reach on time..

We will not have to pay the extra 7..

Stupid to believe YOU that we will reach on time!!!

Stupid to rush like nobody business yet need to wait for 15 minutes!!!

Stupid to walk so fast & the shoes cut my leg yet want to reach on time!!!

Stupid to trust u as a FRIENDS..

Stupid to thought that you treat us as FRIENDS!!!

Stupid to treat u using heart while u tear it apart cruelly without thinking twice!!!

A heartbroken night..

Almost end of this semester and thought to enjoy to the max..

But the mood jz gone away...

It is not the money matter..

But is the matters of RESPONSIBILITY & ATTITUDE..

Just don't let innocent people pay for the price u make...

At least if you are cherish the friendship...

629

2010-07-02T20:59:00.004+08:00

29th June..

A special date for you and me...

Being together for 2 years..

A period that i never expected for...

Thanks for always there for me whenever I need you...

Thanks for all the sweet memory you give to me...

Thanks for tolerate with me whenever when i bad mood...

Thanks for miss me every day and night...

Thanks for loving me..

Without you my life will not be so colorful...

Thank you for everything..

Love you & happy anniversary...

Teddy

2010-05-29T14:04:00.003+08:00

27th May 2008...

Teddy leave our family & went to a place far far away...

Heaven perhaps...

Now is year 2010...

Already 2 years yet i miss u Teddy..

Miss ur 38 face...

Miss everything about u...

Rest in peace ya Teddy..

Will always miss u...

Love love & hug hug.. ^^

Lucky

2010-05-25T19:39:00.005+08:00

Lucky is my cousin's dog...

He is a Rottweiler...

He passed away yesterday, 24th May 2010...

6 years ago..

When my uncle bought Lucky, they thought that he is a healthy dog..

However, after he stay for a few days in the house..

They realized that both of his back leg can't really walk properly...

It is like no energy and the leg is weak...

Lucky passed away coz both of his back leg got some problem and cause him hard to walk...

His skin got some sickness as well...

This few days he can't even eat and sleep...

After struggling for some times, my uncle family decided to put him to sleep on 26th May 2010 to reduce his pain...

However, he passed away on 24th May 2010 afternoon...

Maybe he know that his time had come..

Lucky was a very clever boy...

He know how to use a rope and tie another dog come to the kitchen and have dinner...

He know who he should bark at and who he should play with...

He is so clever until he can remind my uncle that my uncle did not install the things properly...

He very pattern some more..

He can show different type of expression in his face to make us happy...

Lucky is such a lovely dog...

Although i just meet him for not more than 5 times in my cousin's house..

Yet i love him..

I love him as much as i love my dog...

Without him, my house will never have Rottweiler..

It is because of him, my dad bought a Rottweiler...

And i love my Jackie too...

My Jackie is as clever as him...

Rest in peace Lucky...

U know i will always miss u...

Emo + ing

2010-05-21T20:51:00.003+08:00

Jz been emo recently...
Maybe i am too free and have too much times to think unnecessary stuff...
Jz miss them so much...
Never wish to back cyber on 6th June..
Feel so empty inside my heart...
But i have to go back when the time come...
I have no choice..
Unless i want extend.. @@

Cyber is cold without them..
Cyber is dead city for me without them...
Jz wish that they could be at my side and enjoy my life jz like this forever..
But i know it is impossible..
We have to seperate when the time come...
Everybody have their own destiny...

I am afraid that the friendship between us might cold down..
Maybe you are right..
I jz been emo and feel sad now...
When time pass i will be OK...
But not at this moment...
Feel so complicated now...

I miss u guys a lot...
Miss all the time we spend together..
Miss all those sweet memory...

Sometimes, i am regret...
Regreting that why i did not utilize the chances when i can go out with you all...
Now, want meet also hard and is a problem for us...
All are at different places already...

Sometimes, i duno who i miss actually..
I am confused..
I love u VAD R...
Thanks for the accompany throughout past 3 years uni life...

Emo Emo Emo~~~

VAD R

2010-05-19T11:07:00.007+08:00

第一次，VAD R 差不多全部成员都一起去旅行。。。

这个旅行算是他们毕业前 VAD R 的最后一个旅行吧。。。

在 Langkawi 的时候，时间过得超快的。。。

或许快乐的时光永远都会过得快一点。。。

真的很想那个时间过得慢一点。。。

可是，他总是越跑越快。。。

越跑越快。。。

想起当初的相识到后来的相交。。。

一切的点点滴滴。。。

我们从朋友变到超级好的朋友。。。

就这样我们认识了3年。。。

一个不算长也不算短的时间。。。。

我多希望时间可以停留在我们相识的那一刻。。。

想起他们，我真的变到好感触，好emo。。。。

真的好emo好emo哦。。。

好不舍得他们。。。

下个semester真的好难过啊。。。

他们不在campus了。。。

不能想疯就疯，想颠就颠了。。。

好难过的心情。。。

想念他们傻傻的样子。。。

想念他们疯狂的样子。。。

想念他们开玩笑的样子。。。

想念他们emo的样子。。。

想念他们的一切的一切。。。

第一次，有这么不舍的心情。。。

或许，你们的出现到陪伴，对我而言太重要了。。。

从来没有朋友让我真的有这种感觉。。。

即使累了，也想和你们出去。。。

即使心情不好，也想见到你们。。。

就只想珍惜大家还可以在一起的时间。。。

谢谢你们。。。

就因为你们，我的uni life变到很有趣。。。

真的。。。

认识了你们，我的生活变到很不一样。。。

真的很不一样。。。

总是感谢神把你们带来我的身旁。。。

你们肯定不会是我生命中的过客。。。

而是我生命中不会忘记的好朋友。。。

记得我们的约定。。。

一年一定要去一次 trip。。。

Ming Wei。。。

狗猴王。。。

我的commandant a.k.a daddy。。。

谢谢你总在我emo时弄我开心。。。

谢谢你总是帮我这个那个的。。。

谢谢你总是带我出去吃午餐晚餐的。。。

谢谢你总是像爸爸一样的担心我，教导我。。。

谢谢你的谅解。。。

谢谢你的好。。。

Chin Fon。。。

我的知己。。。

谢谢你常常不计较的帮我。。。

谢谢你总是在他们欺负我时为我挺身而出。。。

谢谢你在langkawi trip 时为我挡了6杯酒。。。

谢谢你总是了解我在想什么。。。

谢谢你总是和我一起八这个八那个。。。

谢谢你。。。

Jeffrey。。。

猪神 a.k.a 山猪 a.k.a 肥肥。。。

谢谢你总是一叫就到。。。

谢谢你总是这么的不计较。。。

谢谢你总是带我们做疯狂的事。。。

谢谢你陪我唱歌。。。

谢谢你总是带着那个肥肥的相机为我们拍照，把美丽的时刻留下。。。

谢谢你。。。

Chun Nang。。。

铁牙 a.k.a 猴王。。。

谢谢你总是那么的好脾气，总是可以好好的解决事情。。。

谢谢你教我在生气时应该如何讲话。。。

谢谢你的 beng beng beng。。。

谢谢你的欺负。。。

谢谢你的可爱。。。

Yu Kiat。。。

KYO a.k.a X-men。。。。

谢谢你3838酱。。。

在Langkawi trip把我们弄到开开心心。。。

谢谢你的细心。。。

谢谢你跟我解释东西的耐心。。。

谢谢你。。。

Yin Pin。。。

我在 VAD R 最好的姐妹。。。

第一次和你躺在一起谈天到深夜。。。

谢谢你的陪伴。。。

谢谢你和我很相似。。。

谢谢你明白我想些什么。。。

加油哦。。。

Sin Yen。。。

Lau Sai Yen。。。

总是那么的出奇不意。。。

喜欢在那里偷偷的笑。。

总让我们摸不清脑袋。。。

谢谢你的可爱，让我们很 enjoy 和你一起。。。

Meizhi。。。。

总是静静的。。。

喜欢拍照。。。

谢谢你常常做我们的camera gal。。。

喜欢你拍的照片。。。

谢谢你总是帮我们把回忆留下。。。

谢谢你。。。。

谢谢一切的回忆。。。

谢谢你们。。。

我会很想念你们的。。。

Bankruptcy

2010-03-22T23:07:00.002+08:00

I officially bankrupt... @@
Recently, i spent too much..
Just in 3 days times...
I bought 1 dress, 1 high hill and 1 shoes...
Buy dress and high hill just for prom night..
The shoes i buy just because i like it..
Not good in controlling my spending..
End up over spend.. @@

This few days need to eat kayu skin liao...
Pity pity pity...

Random

2010-03-05T21:03:00.002+08:00

It has been 3 months ago since the last updated for my blog..
Pity blog..
Have been so lonely without my visit..

Since the year 2010 started..
It has been a good year for me..
Thanks God for everything that he prepared and done in my life..
Enjoy the year 2010...
Have been so grateful for everything...

I hope the continuous days of the year 2010 will be better and better...
Hope everything is fine...

Just want to enjoy my remaining days in Uni life..
Unexpected that i going for intern soon...
I still hope to stick with my Uni life as long as i could...
Just don't feel like growing up...
I want forever 22...

Shock

2009-12-22T18:13:00.003+08:00

ng kok hong says:
ethics get a d wo
hari just tell me

The moment when i hear this..
I get SHOCK!!!
U will never know how SHOCK am i at that particular moment...
I missinterpret his meaning..
What i see is..
ng kok hong says:
ethics get a D wo
hair just tell me

I really feel GG that time..
I thought i going to retake the paper...
However, when i think logically..
Impossible Mr.Hari has finish mark the paper...
I get cheated!!!

The SHOCK for the days..
Credit go to Mr. NG KOK HONG...

Avatar

2009-12-17T19:41:00.003+08:00

Avatar..
A movie which i think it is really very nice..
Perhaps..
It is better than 2012..

It is the first movie i watch in cinema where once the movie ends..
The audience is so excited and clap their hand...
wow..
This movie have definitely touch their heart...
2 hours and 40 minutes is quite long yet it is worth for watching...
You will never know the time can pass so fast~~~

I love Avatar this movie so much...
The background was so fresh and attractive..
The story was so touching...
It is really worth for watch...
I just falling in love with this movie...

Hope to watch it for second time... ^^

Christmas gift

2009-12-15T19:58:00.003+08:00

Jingle bell~~~ Jingel bell~~~

Christmas is around the corner...

All the shopping complex is full of christmas decoration..

I love christmas a lot...

I love the atmosphere of christmas...

It is warm and full of joy...

This is the first time my final exam end before the christmas...

Thanks God for that as i was able to go back to celebrate my dad's birthday...

Unable to celebrate christmas with my dear as i need to go back immediately after my exam...

Dad's birthday is biggest than any others things...

Dear..

I love the christmas gift..

I did not expected myself to received 2 gift on different days...

Although the gift was deliver before the christmas yet i am happy to have it..

Thanks for the gift... ^^

HIM

2009-11-26T18:22:00.002+08:00

It has been almost 1 month since we last meet..
Both are busy and unable to spend time together...
Keeping in touch with each others by phone call and sms everyday...
Yet heart still hoping to meet him face to face...

Today is his last day of working..
We going to meet next week..
Waiting for the arrival of this days...
Hoping to spend more time with him~~~

VAD R

2009-11-20T11:53:00.006+08:00

It has been a long time since the last time i go out with VAD R to do some crazy stuff...

Again..

Yesterday was a good night..

We watch 2012 in the cinema...

The only things that spoil my mood is my sickness ---> cough..

I cough like idiot inside the cinema while watching the 2012... @@

Seriously i fall in love with VAD R...

It is so comfortable and nice when together with them...

Doing some crazy act together...

Bullying each others..

I really enjoy the moment when we are together...

Around 6 months more...

All of them will be graduating except me n Meizhi...

Wondering how VAD R will be after 6 month..

I believe with the passion in us..

This relationship will keep long..

And it has been proven that my believe is right...

During their industry training...
They still come back from far away just to have a gathering...

We still gather although not as often as before...
_

Lastly...

Hoping that VAD R will stay active and ROCK!!!

New Goal

2009-10-29T13:26:00.003+08:00

Yesterday result coming out...
The result was not good at all..
Can say is the worse among all the semester..
However, still feel grateful that i pass all my subject...
At least all my worries has gone...
At least, i no need to drop my this semester subject or extend one more year...
Finally, i can sleep well...

I have been worry and stress for the result since the final end..
Even at home also unable to sleep well...
Too much pressure on myself...
Yesterday finally put down the very big stone which has been stay inside my heart for 3 weeks...

Feel sad when see my result...
However, no one i can blame except myself..
Have been too playful last semester...
Facebook...
Msn...
Outing...
It maybe is too much that cause my heart can't concentrate in study...
Everyday in holidays mood...

Goal starting from this semester...
Study hard so that no need repay the 64k loan...

The birth of my belover one

2009-09-19T11:53:00.002+08:00

19th September 2006...
My dear doggie Jackie give birth to 6 cute puppy...
Those cute puppy now already turn up to become a dog...
3 years old lo..
Left 3 of them with us...

Now is Raya holidays...
Soon is study week...
While everybody is going home celebrating the holidays...
I was alone here..
Facing the 4 wall everyday....

Miss my home and doggie so much..
3 more weeks to go..
Then i will be at home...
Waiting for the day to be arrive...

To my belover Kendy, Connie and Coru...
Happy birthday neh~~~
Miss ya so much...

Miss u

2009-09-05T00:06:00.004+08:00

Today is 6th September 2009...
It has been 2 years...
Already 2 years since you leave us...

You have been my belover since the day you enter my house...
You are cute and clever...
Every moment I spend with you..
It is still fresh in my mind..

Still remember the first time i help you to wear a shirt...
Scaring that you will get cold as you still so small...
But..
You are just too clever that you take off the shirt by yourself..
Maybe you really feel uncomfortable with it...
It is surprisingly to see what you have done...
You are just too cute for me~~~

It is unforgetable...
Every moment...
Every second...

From the moment you enter my house until you leave me...
It is a fate that we love each others...
It is a fate that i will remember you for life...
It is a fate that i will miss you all the time...

Day time when i think of you..
I feel myself is blessing with your appearance in my life...
Night time when i dreams of you...
I remember every single things you do...
Every time when i think of you..
I laugh myself.....
Coz i am really happy to see you by my side...

I miss you so much...
I miss you every moment i could...
I hope you could be at my side now..
I hope you still at my side now...
Yet i know it is impossible..

I can't find anyone to replace you...
You are too special for me...
I love you so much...
I really love you so much...

Bobky...
Love ya~~~
Will remember you every moment i could..

Pao

2009-08-25T21:53:00.003+08:00

While i was talking phone with my mum..
One sms come in..
"Where r u now??"
Replying him that i am at home...

Wow..
15 minutes later..
"Sophia.." Somebody shout my name...
Hoho..
There comes delivery of pao...
This pao come without my notice...
Is kind of surprised...

Thanks for the pao...
You know who u r.. hehe.. ^^

A Walk with Lord at Sea Shore………….

2009-08-14T23:35:00.000+08:00

One night a man had a dream that he was walking along the beach with the LORD. Across the sky flashed scenes from his life. For each scene, he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand; one belonging to him, the other belonging to the LORD. When the last scene of his life flashed before him, he looked back at the footprints in the sand. He noticed that many times along the path of his life there was only one set of footprints, and that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times in his life... This really bothered him and he questioned the LORD about it.

"LORD, you said that once I decided to follow you, you'd walk with me all the way. But during the most troublesome times in my life, there is only one set of footprints. I don't understand why when I needed you most you would leave me." The LORD replied, "My precious, precious child. I love you and I would never leave you. During your times of trial and suffering, when you see only one set of footprints, it was then that I carried you."

Promise for the Day: Give your burdens to the Lord, and he will take care of you. He will not permit the godly to slip and fall. (Psalm 55:22)

Who Cares.....?

2009-08-14T00:15:00.001+08:00

Who cares about your broken heart?
Who cares the pain you are in?
Who care about the race you lost?
Who cares about when u doesn't win?
Who cares when you're fallen down?
Who cares when you can’t sleep in night?
Who cares when you were a frown?
Who cares when you suffer nights with pain?
Who cares when you are crying?
Who cares about your life at all?
Who cares about your dreams, when they are scattered?

"GOD", is the one who cares for you…....
No matter what you do. He is the one cares for you, and he will always be with you. God is the one who loves you the most. No matter what you say. God is the one who walks with you at night and during day. Finally it is God who cares for you.

Promise for the Day:
Give all your worries and cares to God, for He cares about you. (1 Peter 5:7)

Coward

2009-08-13T21:45:00.002+08:00

I won't care anymore..
Now i am happy with what i have..
I am happy with my life where i got my family, my dear and a gang of good friends with me...

Why should i bother how you feel???
At first, I care because we are friends...
But you never cares and you are just a cowards that never dare to face the fact...
So???
Why should i bother???
Why should i care if you are my good friends or not???

I had gives you chances again and again...
But you never cherish...
So who you think you are and deserve so many chances???
Never bear for second chances again!!!
Chances have been given...
And there is no more chance!!!
As you already pissed me off!!!

Mr. Noob is noob

2009-08-12T20:43:00.003+08:00

Today after advanced AIS tutorial class...
Mr.Noob ask me go find CA1 lecturer together with him...
Very good...
We cant find the room at 3rd floor...
Why??
Coz lecturer's name is write on a pieces of A4 paper and not on those blue color board...
I just wonder why we cant see his name...
N we do stupid things in a way that we search the lecturer's room floor by floor, room by room..
Until in the end we go ground floor search where his room located...
Nice~~~

Walk up and down...
I am tired...
So decided to go 3rd floor by lift...
Horrible experience..
Stupid Noob...
Jump up and down in the lift..
N cause the lift shake..
Oh god..
I am just so worry..
Later the lift putus then i will die there...
I ask him don't jump..
Yet he jump more...
Really feel like kicking him out of the lift at that moment..

Go see the lecturer..
He say..
I am rushing for meeting now..
Come and see me tomorrow..
Nice..
At that moment, i just feel want pengsan...

Mr.noob say he is not going bek his room but go lab...
I tot he walk down to the lab using stair..
I am happy at that moment when he tell me he is not going bek home..
Coz i tot he won't go down by lift..
Mana tau..
Omg..
Again..
He jump up and down in the lift..
And make the lift shake n shake n shake...
N he is just so excited and happy..
I wonder...
Why this noob so noob..
Jump until make ppl scared and still so happy there..

Next time..
Mr. Noob..
Don't enter the same lift where i enter..
Unless u buy me insurance..

Thanks God

2009-08-11T20:02:00.004+08:00

Thanks God for everything...

Thanks for hearing my prayer..

Thanks for protecting me & my family..

God...

You know what i thankful for...

You know what i grateful of...

You know everything that i wish to say...

Thanks for make me strong when i am weak..

Thanks for accompany me go through my tough time...

I know in your hand, i will always be safe...

I know with you, i will always have joy...

Aba father...

I love you~~~

珍惜

2009-08-11T19:39:00.006+08:00

人总是在失去后才会明白什么对自己才是最重要的。。。

倘若从来没有失去过，就不会懂得珍惜。。。

人总是身在福中不知福。。。

拥有时，总会要求更多。。。

但却从来不会珍惜所拥有的。。。

失去了，才发现原来自己很幸福。。。

后悔了，却发现太迟了。。。

因为伤到了最爱的你。。。

终于发现越在乎，就越容易伤害所爱的。。。

原来幸福可以很简单。。。

只要自足就能常乐。。。

感恩。。。

因为有你。。。

你让我懂得珍惜所拥有的。。。

你让我明白当下的可贵。。。

你让我知道原来我很幸福。。。

谢谢你~~~

Love ya~~~

My Birthday~~~

2009-07-30T16:15:00.004+08:00

27th July..

My birthday...

This year birthday..

I experience something wonderful and memorable...

25th July 2009...

I going out with my bf to celebrate my birthday as monday is quite tiring for him to travel back to MMU just to celebrate my birthday...

Going to Pavillion to have a movie watch...

THE LAND OF THE LOSE!!!

This movie is quite funny and can consider is nice...

Going to Jogoya to have our dinner...

First time entering Jogoya...

Wow, i never see so many ppl rampas want beratur and go inside although it is so expensive!!!

Enjoy the meal there...

After that bf bring me to meet his best friends...

A surprised teddy bear been given to me..

He hide in his car back!!!! ^^

26th July 2009...

My house no more gas for cooking...

Ming Wei help me to buy and install for me...

After that, he want to go back..

Is kind of weird that he ask me to open the door as normally he will open the door himself n go back...

I open door for him...

So sudden..

I get shock coz...

Chun Nang & Yu Kiat is outside the door with a birthday cake...

Omg..

I really feel so surprised and touching~~~

On the same night...

While i was studying my audit...

Suddenly Kok Hong & Vin Yee calling me from outside...

I get shock...

They ask me to go out for a while...

Before i enter Chiew Shi car..

They fold my eyes...

Feel very nervous + excited + scared at that moment..

Kok Hong keep bullying me~~~

Perhaps i am clever that i know where they bring me to..

But this cause myself to be brought to another place...

Haha..

Sometimes cant be too clever...

Go see scenery first before going to Old Town...

Really a surprising birthday for me...

A lot of cute bread which arrange according to my name S.O.P...

And a surprised delivery cake from my bf...

My coursemate..

A lovely gang - Shi Yun, Jia Yun, Chit Pei, Winson, Shin Yi, Kok Hong, Vin Yee & Chiew Shi~~~

Celebrate my birthday for me...

Wow.. Such a wonderful and memorable birthday for me...

Thank u all so much~~~

I really feel grateful for all of you all which celebrate my birthday for me...

Love u all so much~~

Brother

2009-07-24T12:52:00.003+08:00

My brother..
A very nice and good guy..
Which treat me super duper good...
Always help me to do this and do that..
I have no extra energy to walk out and tapao something to eat..
He buy for me and send to my house for me...
Not one time but 2, 3, 4 times...
Touching~~~
I believe there is more to go... Hehehe...

I am proud of having this kind of brother...
Thank you brother..
Love ya so much~~~

Cold

2009-07-24T12:06:00.002+08:00

My body is weak...
A fact that cannot be deny..
The second day after i donating my blood..
I just feel myself so cold so cold..
I am lacking of blood...
Omg~~~

I feel cold for the whole day...
But i never regret~~~
Hope my body can faster recover and become strong back...

First time

2009-07-23T20:24:00.003+08:00

This is my very first time where i dare to move one step on to donate my blood...
I have never think that i would have donating my blood..
The feeling is kind of complicated...
Nervous + happy + scared = complicated
However, i am very proud of myself for been dare to do so...
Coz i can save life just by doing this...
And it should be great...
Doesn't it???

It has been my desire to donate the blood since i know MMU got blood donation drive..
However, a lot of times..
I fail to do so coz of certain reason...
Finally...
I donating my blood..
I become part of the donor...

Saturday

2009-07-23T00:22:00.002+08:00

Waiting for the arrival of saturday...
It will be a fun and memorable one..
I guess~~~

A wonderful afternoon

2009-07-19T18:05:00.003+08:00

Today...
While i was preparing myself to take a small nap..
Someone phone me...
Telling me that they will reach my place after around half an hours to pass me sth...
Alright...
I just lay on the bed and wait...
I am thinking..
They sure will phone me once they reach...

45 minutes later...
Sophia... Sophia.. Sophia...
I suddenly awake by the calling sound...
Oh god....
I fall asleep...
And they duno arrived how long liao..

They are just too caring..
They don't want to phone me coz scared to wake me up...
Standing outside and call so soft...
And hope i could wake up myself...
It is just too soft...
Duno how many times they have called my name...
Until i wake up out of sudden...

Thank you for been caring...
Thank you for been passing me such an important things..
Thank you for helping me in searching the things i need...
Thank you so so so so much~~~

The missing photo

2009-07-18T21:02:00.003+08:00

Omg...
Who steal his photo???
Out of sudden his photo MIA from the list...
Oh god...
Find whole day liao still cant find it..
Wondering which of his admirer steal it...

I know he is handsome...
And i know he is cute...
But please don't steal his photo...
Sob sob sob...
Where can i go find another photo of him???

Praying that miracle can happen~~~
Hope i can find it...
Or else i really die until very teruk... @@

Emo + ing

2009-07-17T23:33:00.002+08:00

这几天的我。。。
好 Emo 哦。。。
考试要到了。。。
可是我却没有什么开始读到书。。。
只是一直觉得自己好累好累的。。。
看到书就好不想读。。。
根本就没有那种心思想读书。。。
Emo 到爆~~~
或许是压力吧。。。
又或许是真的是累了。。。

Emo 的时候。。。
总觉得什么事都不对劲。。。
做什么都生气。。。
任性的我。。。
想要他无时无刻的陪着我。。。
但知道这是不肯能的事。。。

好 Emo 呀~~~
明天还要去 AGM。。。
更加的闲啊~~~

感觉

2009-07-16T23:18:00.002+08:00

我好像越来越找不回当初的那种感觉。。。
好累。。。
真的好累。。。
我看不到。。。
摸不到。。
也感觉不到。。。

当初的感觉失去了。。。
是因为太执着吗？？？
还是因为不肯放手？？？

麻木了。。。
没感觉了。。。
找不回了。。。

是时候学会放手了。。。

Moment of joy

2009-07-14T23:48:00.010+08:00

Today...
I am kinda happy...
Coz he is back...
He come back for the SIFE agm..

After 2 week no meet each others..
The feeling is kind of complicated...
Never try before except for the semester break...
It is full of joy and happiness when i meet him just now...
We have our dinner together..
Although just meet for 1 hours...
Yet it is sweet..
It is satisfy...
It is more than enough...

However, he forget to bring back his lovely monkey just now..
He sure wanna kill me already..
Hehe...
My Dogu still got his Monki to accompany..
At least for this moment, Dogu wont feel lonely..

Bukit Tinggi

2009-07-12T17:47:00.006+08:00

Saturday...
7 of us went to the Dusun Eco to visit the junior for their binding trip..

Feel tiring on the way walking to the area for them to build the raft...

Coz the road is just like a mountain...

Helping them to build the raft...

They should have enjoy it...

After that is our fun time...

We went to Bukit Tinggi to visit the Franch village and Japanese village..

Enjoy the scenery there..

We are just too hungry coz we did not eat our lunch..

We walk until want pengsan coz memang no energy to walk so many road...

When we on the way back, oh god..

It is really torturing...

It is just so pening and feel like vomiting...

Coz we keep on turn circle while going down from the mountain...

A wonderful day where i enjoy it a lot..

Thanks for the sweet memory...

Thank you

2009-07-06T01:07:00.004+08:00

Thanks for your understanding...
Thanks for your helping...
Thanks for been my friends...

Apologize if i hurt you...
I am so sorry that i never mean it...

Thanks for been my friends..
A good friends where always there for me..
I cherish every moment we have together..
Is part of my memory...
Is part of my life as well...

Appreciate everything you do for me as a friend...
Thank you for everything...

Blessed moment

2009-07-01T22:30:00.003+08:00

It is blessed for you all to appear in my life..
Without knowingly..
You all already become very important in my life...
Always give me a helping hand when i am busy..
Always bring happiness to my life when i am sad..
Always bring me experience new things when i say i never experience it before..
You all make my life meaningful and wonderful...

Thanks for always be at my side..
No matter what time is it..
Early in the morning, afternoon, late in the evening and even midnight..
Although you all are busy everyday yet spend time for me just to help me..
Whenever i need help you all just appear...

You all are just too sweet that don't even let me do things alone by myself...
You all are just too lovely that don't even let me feel lonely when i am alone...
You all are just too cute that concern about everything i do...
You all are just too care and never leave me alone~~~

I know i am blessed with a gang of friends like you....
I will have no regret to mix around with you all..
It is fun..
It is wonderful..
I feel grateful that i can meet you all ...
I just cant express what i have to say to you all...
It is just thousand and thousand of thank you...
Yet i know it is not enough...

Thanks for accompany me when i have a hard time..
Thanks for appear in front of me when i need you all...
Thanks for supporting me in everything i do..
Thanks for agreeing with me when i do something..
Thanks..
Thanks for everthing..

I am blessed in this moment..
Just with a gang of friends like you all~~~

Busy moment

2009-06-25T17:57:00.002+08:00

When just starting new semester...
It should be the most unbusy one..
However, i have been busy from the first day of my new semester until now..
The life is busy..
No time for rest..
However, i enjoy the moment of busy..
At least i am doing something meaningful instead of wasting my time watching drama..
I enjoy the moment when i go out with RC fren to have fun...
I enjoy every moment i have now...

I know..
I should cherish all the time i still can have now with all my lovely fren..
Coz after seperate..
It is hard to gather again...
One more year before we will seperate..
I hope all of us can enjoy..
At least keep all the sweet memory in our mind..
Become part of the history..
At least i have been go through all the moment with no regret..

Life is busy..
Always busy..
Today i have a very good nap..
Which recharge me for the past 1 week for not having enough sleep..
Hope everything is fine...
And make all event a great success~~~

Miss u

2009-05-29T13:51:00.003+08:00

The moment when we have to say goodbye with each others...
My heart just feel so sad..
Have to temporarily seperate for 6 month~~~
Just feel like going together with u yet i noe it is impossible...
Hope to have more time with u yet unable to do so...
You busy tranfering house and i busy packing going to genting later...

Already get used of it with u besides me...
Suddenly lose sth to be dependent on...
I just feel so empty...
World going upside down...

Without u besides me, i hope i can be strong..
Without u besides me, i hope i won't miss u so much..

Dear..
Hope everything will be alright..
Hope u can faster come bek here after intern..
Hope this 6 month can pass as soon as possible..
I just miss you so much~~~

Complicated

2009-05-29T11:37:00.002+08:00

After the exam supposely to be a happy day for me..
Yet my feeling is complicated...
Have to seperate with RC friends for time been..
As well as HIM...
This feeling is just too complicated~~~
I hate this feeling honestly...

Hope i can be strong without them~~~

Miss those days

2009-05-27T21:35:00.005+08:00

Just after finish my auditing test yesterday...
Supposely it should be a very happy day..
Alone in the room after back from sing K with my coursemate..
Opening Facebook like usual...
Yet my feeling was complicated...

Gamma year will come to an end after i take my Korean's test on coming friday..
And immediate come my 2 week holidays...
Yet my feeling was sad..
It is just too sad...
Not because i don't want to enter the Delta year..
Yet is i will be seperate with one gang of my belover RC's fren and HIM temporarily...

He will be temporarily away for training...
I can't immediately see him as i always do now..
I can't have meal with him often...
Can't go out with him often...
He just like temporarily physically disappear from my side...
Normally can't meet him at least just for the 3 weeks..
Yet now is 6 month..
In this 6 month there is an unknown number of times that i can meet him...
Perhaps more perhaps less...
Who will know it???
I hope i can go through this time without him by myself where i have to learn to be independent and strong...

Dear..
Thanks for always be there for me..
Thanks for appear in my life..
Thanks for accompany me walk through all the sweet and tough moment...
Thanks for the care especially during the exam period..
Thanks for waking me up when i oversleep..
Thanks for the food u pack for me when i lazy want go tapao..
Too many things to thanks..
What i can say is.. i will definetely miss you when u r not around... T.T

Go through all the photo and video in my facebook and my album..
All the sweet memory just keep on refresh in my mind...
I miss those days so much...
I miss the days when u guys are with me..
I miss the days when we go duty together..
I miss the days when we crazy together..
I miss the days when we go eat supper together in the mid night...
I miss the days when i sad all of your shoulder are there for me all the times...
I miss the days when we organize camp together..
I miss the days when we sleep together in camp..
I miss the days when we become casualty together...
I miss the days when we laugh together,cry together and go through all the tough moment together...
I really miss all those days...

Dear friends...
Thanks for appearing in my life..
Your appear make my uni life full with fun and joy..
Without u all, my uni life will be definetly bored and meaningless...
Thanks for all the sweet memory..
I will miss you all so much for sure..

I feel grateful that God bring those friends in my life..
Thanks God..
Really thanks God~~~

作文名稱：我的家庭‏

2009-05-22T22:11:00.001+08:00

某天 ~ 黃淙暐的老師 ~在課堂上出習題 ~
作文名稱：我的家庭　

我出生在一個非常貧苦的家庭，記得小時候，爸爸的生活很無聊，整天只能數錢，媽媽也是，整天都在掃錢。

我家住在深山中，每次要出去買東西，都相當麻煩，開保時捷要 5 小時，開賓士也要4 小時；雖然家裡有直昇機，但是開到那邊很難找到停機位，相當的不方便。

我偶爾也會出去逛街，爸媽怕我被綁架，隨身有 20 多個保鑣保護著，大家看到我都嚇跑了，所以我從小就開始被排斥......

因為家裡是在深山，每次到了冬天都非常冷，爸爸也說，出去買東西很麻煩，所以冬天沒有暖爐 ...沒有棉被 ...每天只能陪著爸媽燒錢取暖 ... 而睡覺的時候，也只能蓋著錢睡覺 (我覺得英鎊比較溫暖) 。　

記得小時候，有一次，因為房間太大，還來不及跑出房間，就尿褲子了。所以，爸爸在我房間放了一台小綿羊機車，好讓我能在 10分鐘以內，衝出 1000 坪的房間，穿越 5公里的走廊，到達 800 坪的廁所 (我常常在走廊迷路 ) 。　

爸爸又另外叫人加蓋了 20間 600坪裡面有著250 坪小廁所的破房間。爸爸說：以後如果尿濕了，直接換房間，如果房間不夠或是太小的話，再告訴爸爸，爸爸再叫人來多蓋幾間，我們的生活很辛苦，你要忍著點！！現在想起來，爸爸真是個善良的人！！　

還記得有一次，家裡遭小偷，因為他用炸藥炸壞了我爸的保險箱，使得裡面的金幣不斷的往外滾出來，結果竟把那個小偷壓死了 ......我覺得那個小偷好可憐 ...... 金幣壓死人是很痛的!! 他不像之前那個被鈔票悶死的小偷一樣幸運。媽媽也常常告訴我，我們家生活非常困苦～要我學著吃苦～　所以我從小養成了刻苦耐勞精神，

我將來的志願，是要找 200 隻會吃錢的怪物，好把家裡的錢都吃光，為那些可憐的小偷報仇！！

嘉義市蘭潭國小六年一班黃淙暐老師評語：去死啦！

Feel this essay is very funny so i post here to share with you all since it is in the period of exam.. guess everyone is very stress.. just have a moment of laugh ba~~~

祝福全天下所以的有情人都能夠忠誠眷屬

2009-05-18T10:04:00.004+08:00

＊誰可以當男朋友，誰只能當普通朋友。＊

普通朋友：半夜會找妳打BBS聊天到很晚。
男/女朋友：半夜看妳還在BBS上會趕你下線(當然妳可以柪個幾分鐘)。

普通朋友：他會找你出去玩,叫妳放棄報告或翹課。
男/女朋友：他會催妳快寫作業,或者想要跟你討論功課。

普通朋友：在你生病時，會講好話關心妳。
男/女朋友：在你生病時，他會關心到你很煩，而且逼你去看醫生。

普通朋友：他會盡量說好話來討好妳，妳會覺得他很棒。
男/女朋友：他所說的話，都是關心妳的！但通常像是在命令妳，妳會覺得他幹麻這麼做

普通朋友：他什麼事情都會配合著你，只要你高興。
男/女朋友：他會幫你辨別是非，但你會覺得他管太多。

普通朋友：他會說他要給你最大的幸福。
男/女朋友：他只能給你保證，妳跟他在一起，他是最快樂的。

普通朋友：他會幫你買消夜，送宵夜，載你上下課。
男/女朋友：他會幫你買宵夜，不過他會提醒你，吃什麼比較健康。他會載你上下課，不過要他有順路，因為他不能為你而翹課。因為他翹課，他成績便會不好，成績不好不會有好工作。那你們將來日子怎麼會好過，他會想的很遠。

普通朋友：他只有想到現在。
男/女朋友：他已經預見將來，該怎麼自我努力，好給你幸福。

★我要把幸福裝滿.一起送給再看我的部落格的你～。。☆

愛上一个人..........如此的甜蜜卻又讓人受傷害
放棄一个人..........如此的難過卻又讓人心碎

珍惜身旁的每一个人,不要等到失去了才瞭解到遺憾.和後悔是如此的痛苦....

~※→因為愛你.所以放手還你自由←※~
~※→因為愛你.所以不再讓你困擾←※~
~※→因為愛你.所以寧願自己難過←※~
~※→因為愛你.所以我逼自己離開←※~

如果我還一直深愛著你...你是否還會待在我身邊?
如果我還一直在乎著你...你是否會再多看我一眼?
是否我已不存在了...你才感覺的到我的離開?
是否我已離開了....你才感覺的到我對你的好?

~*~在此祝福全天下所以的有情人都能夠忠誠眷屬~*~

┴┬┴┬┴　　珍惜友誼　┴┬┴┬┴┬┴┬
┬┴┬┴　在繽紛的塵宇中　┴┬┴┬┴┬┴┬
┴┬┴　　　你我相識　　　┬┴┬┴┬┴┬┴
┬┴　不管是一次偶然的相逢　┬┴┬┴┬┴
┴┬┴　　或是成為永遠的知已　┬┴┬┴┬┬┴
┬┴┬　　我都一樣珍惜　┬┴┬┴┬┴┬

最真摯滴愛情不需要承諾
注定緣份滴情人不需要約定
只要真心真意滴對待眼前滴你‧‧‧‧
只願陪伴著你直到你不愛他‧‧‧‧‧

Patience

2009-05-06T10:09:00.002+08:00

I don't have any patience at least in this moment of time..
I am just easily get hot...
This few days i have been like that...
This is all because of my stupid body that easily get tired...
I just feel tired all the times..
My leg is injured and can't even walk for a long journey...
Yet i have to walk here and there to settle all the stuff everyday!!!
Tired and pain make myself get emo...

I hate ppl asking me to wait for him when he is the one who request for something..
I hate ppl asking me to take sth yet the things not even deliver and waste my time to become a fool...
I hate ppl dunno be a good listener but giving so many stupid advise that i at that moment of time don't even need it..
I hate ppl keep on delaying sth that is urgent!!!
I hate ppl keep on depending on me when he himself can settle the things in a more easy way...
I hate ppl always make things complicated!!!
I hate it..
I hate everything...
At least in this moment of time i hate everything..

I am serioulsy tired...
I hate myself more than any others things..
I want to rest..
I want to at least have a moment of rest..
I play Restaurant city yet it can't reduce my stress..
I go out with Rc friends to have fun yet the problem stil there..

I am very tired already~~~
I can't be patience at least in the moment like this..
If i emo in front of you, please forgive me~~~

tAxatioN eXam

2009-04-27T23:29:00.002+08:00

Today is the Taxation mid term exam..
Lecturer at first ask us read until lec 10 for the exam..
However, in the tutorial class..
While he is doing the revision, he some sort like giving tips and revise until lec 6 only..
In the end all of us assume that the mid term exam is until lec 6...

I am glad that i revise until lec 6 only as i really lack of time to read until lec 10...
The exam question just cover lec 1 and 3..
Omg...
All the case law i didn't memorise..
Fantastic~~~
Haha.. I think almost everyone the same..

The worse things in this exam is not i duno how to do the exam paper..
Yet is we sit in a lecturer hall with no air con for 2 hours for the exam...
I really sweating while doing the exam paper..
Do until i want faint..
It is really too hot~~~

MMU facilities is really too bad...
How can they let the student sit in the lecturer hall to take exam without air con provided???
How the student can concentrate in the exam in a situation like this???
I really want faint after come out from the exam hall...
Whole body is sweating and smelly...
Need to bath again~~~ =.="

gOodbYe mY lovely tEachEr

2009-04-23T22:40:00.002+08:00

So-Yoon Choi...
My korean teacher..
A lovely one with pretty face, slim body and kind heart...
I like this lecturer so so so much~~~
Perhaps she is better than my Japanese teacher...
She teach us how to make conversation with friends..
At least now i know how to speak some simple korean sentences and communicate with my friends...
The way she teach is so good and make me feel so comfortable to attend the class...
I never miss her class and never think of miss the class as well..

Unfortunately, she going to leave us and back to Korea soon..
Today is our last Korean class..
Suddenly feel so sad that i might not have chance to see her again...
Suddenly feel like crying..
Just feel so berat hati to say goodbye to her..
Tears just drop automatically...

Today the time just past so fast so fast...
A while it already come to 630pm where half and hours more we will be saying goodbye to each others...
Just feel so empty when suddenly no korean class to attend for the next 2 week...
I know i will miss her...
I know i will miss all the times in class while i learning korean language..
I will have no regret of taking this subject..

I just hope she can live happily in Korea..
Stay pretty always and can faster find a love one~~~

선생님 감사합니다

gOldeN keY

2009-04-18T08:27:00.006+08:00

Yesterday night, i went to the Golden Key's new member reception award ceremony...

Surprisingly...

4 of us (Mr.Noob, Siau Ching, Vin Yee & me) wearing the same black lines formal shirt...

Haha..
It is unexpected as we did not discuss before this yet we have the same thought of wearing black shirt...

4 of us who wearing the black formal line shirt...

The Golden key's reception award ceremony was started on time and ended on time..
I think this is the only ceremony i went so far in MMU which is so panctual...
Thanks for the committees of the Golden Key who done a good job on that...
But, sigh..
They type wrong my name on my certificate...
Just don't understand why they type my name as "SOPHIA HUEY"...
Many of my friends who check the attachment will ask me why they type my name wrongly???
I wondering why???
My name got 4 words yet 2 of them is missing...
Izzit HUEY is sir name??
Funny..
Lucikly the committees are good..
They help me to correct the mistake and will come back to me soon...

Such a tiring day when i still have to go attend some ceremony on friday night..
Friday night normally is a day for me to rest..
To have fun..
To watch movie..

Obviously i am the SPORT LIGHT between 2 of them...

Chiew Shi and me.. First time taking photo alone with her.. Haha...

Vin yee and me...

Mr. Noob a.k.a my pembully with me..

tIreD

2009-04-14T11:11:00.001+08:00

When there is too many things to do yet too less time left...
I will become super tired + emotional..
The things is just like a mountain...
No matter how i do.. how much times i use...
The mountain still look the same..
Never turn into a small mountain or even disappear..
I am just too tired...

Preparing for the mid term exam + assignment..
Using my tired physical body...
My brain just can't function...
I am just mentally and phsically tired...
Hope to have some good rest soon...

tHank yOu mY chApteR coMMittEes 2008/2009

2009-04-12T18:36:00.003+08:00

Been busy for the past 2 weeks..
Finally everything is done...
Today is RC's Agm..
The dissolution of chapter committe 2008/2009 and election of the new line up of chpater committee 2009/2010...
MMU award, AGM report..
Everything is finally over for this moment...
But my feeling is just too complicated...

Feel happy yet at the same times feel sad...
Why???
Coz been working together with those chapter committees for the past 1 year...
Every moment...every minutes...every second...
Which we work together..
Laugh together..
Cry together...
Face problem together...
Do things until mid night together..
Organizing camp together..
Been casualty together...
Duty together...
Eat together...
Sleep together...
All the things we do together...
It is really memorable...
I miss those day with all of you...
Really..

If the time can go back again to the time where we first been appointed to become the chapter committees..
I would like to choose working together with you all once again..
But unfortunately you all going to industry training..
Left me alone with all the new chapter committees...
8 of u...
How dare u???

I really miss those day...
Although sometimes the opinion and idea is different yet we still can work together unity and make all the event a success...
I never regret for been work together with you all for the past 1 year...
I learn...
I grow..
Thank you all my chapter committees 2008/2009...
Love you all so so so much~~~

Must keep your promise to come back visit me often o...
Dont left me alone...
Never!!!

aNgRy

2009-04-10T19:31:00.003+08:00

Stupid conference...
Why i have to attend this kind of talk to waste my 5 hours there tomorrow in order to get additional 3 marks in the final exam for audit???
Why the lecturer sound like threaten us to go???
He know marks is very important for us as student..
Is it the reason why he want to give the additional 3 marks in order to force us attending the stupid boring conference when nobody else would like to attend???
If yes why they want to invite them to come for giving the conference???
Stupid right???

The high comm who ask the audit lecturer to do so...
Honestly, you all are really irritating..
I hate you all for using this stupid way to get us into the conference...
You know who you are...
And i know who you are as well...
You cause us to sacrify our precious time for you this stupid conference...
If you don't have any others way to persuade others to come for the conference willingly...
Please get lose together with all your conference...
Don't even organize it to waste you and our time...

Today is good friday yet i can't go to church due to you this stupid idiot conference...
If i am not going to the conference i would have a lot of times to completed my RC's agm report and tomorrow afternoon can take for photocopy...
Yet due to this, i have to work until midnight today and sacrify my good friday...
Good...
Fantanstic!!!

cHeraS pAsaR mAlaM

2009-04-08T23:42:00.002+08:00

Today is my first time go to the Cheras pasar malam...
At my hometown, we don't have chinese night market...
The market we have is thursday market...
It is almost same like the Cheras pasar malam...
The only different is we don't have as much stall as the pasar malam...

The pasar malam is full of people..
It is just too crowded..
Hard to walk also..
Just walk a while i already fully sweat!!!
Like just finish running marathon...
Feel like jump into the swimming pool and swim at that moment...

When reach there the first things we do is hunting for food...
I eat laksa...
But i feel the laksa is so so only..
Perhaps my hometown one nicer...
Hehe..

Something funny happen...
Kang and Ping Ting buy a "ma la" type of sausage to eat..
At first i want to buy as well but i don't really like the taiwan sausage..
So, i didn't buy anything from that stall..
Ping Ting eat the sausage until want cry already..
It is really very spicy...
She say this is her second times of eating something so spicy..
Kang2 also eat until beh tahan...
I think it is really spicy enough to make them feel like drinking water to reduce the spiciness..
Haha..

This visit to Pasar malam was fun...
But i am tired to walk so long as i lack of sleep for continuos few days...
I am just so sleepy in this moment..
Haha.. ^^

aPprEciAte

2009-04-08T13:11:00.004+08:00

I have been super duper busy for the past few days due to the nomination of MMU award...
I am just so tired and exhausted when every night i have to do the nomination report until 3am or 4am only i can go to sleep while i am sick at that time..
My brain just can't function like usual as it is really extremely tired for me to think...
My eyes is tired but my brain just can't rest...
There is too much to do yet I am hanging there everytimes as the information are not complete...
However, I do manage to complete all the report by yesterday 3am in the morning...

In the process of preparing the report..
I do appreciate all the help i get from my RC friends when i really need it...
They do give co-operation and make me can complete the report on time...
They make me feel like i am not alone..
I am not doing all the work by myself but they are with me...
Thanks for Chun Nang, Yu Kiat, Teresa, Jeff, Chin Fon, Ming Wei, Shi Yun, Sim Por, Victor and Kok Hong...

Special thanks to Teresa for her help in doing the DRRO report for the nomination...
Special thanks to our VAD C baba Ming Wei for giving me idea on writing the report...
Special thanks to Jeff for the help in editing my grammar...
My english is really limited edition... @@
Special thanks to Chin Fon for his help in accompany me doing all those cutting and pasting work for more than 140 photo with the description...
And thanks for fetching me here and there to complete the work when i am sick...

It is really tiring doing all those things yet it is fun with the help from Jeff and Chin Fon as they accompany me to complete the work until late at night although they are as tired as me...
Without them i cant complete the report on time...
I really very appreciate for what you all done for me as a friends...
Our VAD C relationship is really good...
It really make me feel so touching~~~
It is really an honour to have a gang of friends like you..

Sorry Shi Yun for unable to celebrate your birthday for you...
I have sacrify your birthday celebration due to the MMU award...
I am just too busy with it..
That day i do until 4am only can go to sleep..
Really sorry neh~~~

Things i feel sien is the SRC dare to change the dateline of nomination today...
Today they just send an email to my RC president and inform them that they have extended the submition of the nomination of MMU award...
They make me do until half dead yet they extended the dateline???
Omg...
What law is that???
If i know it earlier i wont have miss any celebration of birhtday or any gathering of my VAD R...
I am kind of regreting now~~~~

By the way, thank you all my RC friends..
Love you all so much~~~

tHanks mUm

2009-04-03T09:23:00.003+08:00

This few days so many things happen...
It just make my mood turn bad...
Plus mid term exam is going on...
Make me feel even tired of everything...
So many things to do yet i have only 2 hands and 1 brain...
Too many things to settle in a short time yet my brain is jam when i am tired...
I can't think of anything when my brain & physical body is tired...
Feel like giving up..
Feel like don't want to care...
Feel like disappear for a time being just for some rest...
But..
I just can't do it...

Thanks mum for the advise & care...
Thanks mum for the words of encouraging...
Thanks mum for solving my problem when i am emotional about it...
Thanks mum for eveything...

Sorry for making you worry...
Sorry for been emotional when i am too stress...
Sorry for not taking care of myself and make myself sick...
Sorry mum...

I really feel so grateful and thankful to my dear mum..
I love you~~~

sWimMinG

2009-04-02T21:24:00.002+08:00

Today is my first time going to Cyberia swimming..
I go with Jie Jie, Mr.noob, & noobie...
I forget to take off my contact lens and cant really swim...
The water is so cold there as i not really swimming but standing there and see they all swim..
Haha.. ^^
That Mr.noob wear one 'underwear' swim..
Omg..
He really so brave...

I meet one doggie there..
He is just so cute & friendly...
I like that doggie so much le...
But i know i unable to take it back and feed him...
That doggie looks so pity..
Sitting there alone...
No friends to accompany & play with him...
Sure sometimes nothing to eat...
He is just so lonely...
Compare to my doggie he really very pity...
He make me think of my doggie..
Suddenly miss my doggie so much...

How good if i can feed that dog & bring him home..
At least he got master and no longer have to worry what to eat...
At least he wont be lonely and at least got someone to accompany...
At least there is someone who will help him to take bath & he won't be so smelly...
Sigh..
How good if he can belongs to mine...
I just miss that doggie as well..
Wondering what is he doing now...
Izzit sitting alone there again???

.....

2009-04-01T21:39:00.002+08:00

.....
Mood is just too bad..
Today overslept for the BDS's class..
Wake up at 350pm...
Rush to class & reach exactly at 4pm...
Whole body is sweating...
Feel so tired and moody...
Hishh..
Such a black day for me...
It is really an April fool...

Have to study for Korean test tomorrow...
So much to study yet so less time left...
I am just someone who really don't have heart want to continue my study now...
At least now is...

I just feel angry...feel heartless...
Just dunno what's wrong with me...

Tomorrow going to be another tiring day...
Hope my day will be fine...
Hoping~~~

buLlyfiAblE

2009-04-01T18:08:00.002+08:00

Bullyfiable...
Have you ever heard of this words???
Confirm nope..
Even you cant find this words in the dictionary...
This words is create by Mr.Ng Kok Hong a.k.a Noob Kayu Hantu...
He is just too excited today...
Wondering why...
Perhaps today is April Fool...

He just can't stop bully Chit Pei in front of the library foyer while we are waiting the arrival of 11am for corporate finance's test...
Perhaps he is really a big Pembully...
He over excited today...
Out of sudden he say the words ---> Bullyfiable...
I, Chit Pei, Vin Yee & Shin Yi just can't stop laughing...
What is that???
Bullyfiable!!???
A words that we never heard before...
Then he continue say..
Learn a new words each days...
New words for today is bullyfiable...
Omg!!!
Just can't tahan him for that moment..
Haha...^^

lEg

2009-03-19T09:44:00.002+08:00

My leg has been create problem for me for the past 2 week...
I just duno what's going on with it...
It is just so itchy...
And the itchiness won't stop at all...
No matter what type of medicine i apply...
How much i apply...
It still the same...
Hishh...

My leg has some wound...
I think is the wound cause my leg to be itchy...
The wound until now stil don't want to recover..
It still the same...
I have been suffer for the past 2 week just because of my leg...
This morning i awake also because of my leg...
Sigh...

I hope tomorrow can faster come so that i can go back home and see doctor...
I just hope my leg can be cure as fast as possible so that i no need to suffer from this anymore...
I am just so bad mood when think of my leg...
It just make my life miserable~~~

eXam

2009-03-17T18:42:00.004+08:00

Tomorrow is my first mid term exam in this semester 3...
Audit exam...
The time just pass so fast....
So lazy neh when thinking of studying it..
Maybe i still in honey moon mood and not really well prepared to start my study for this semester...
However, hope tomorrow my exam will be ok...

All the best to myself & my coursemate...
Ganbatte~~~

sTalkEr

2009-03-14T10:25:00.004+08:00

What is stalker???
Stalker is a person who follows and watches another person over a long period of time in a way that is annoying or frightening...
My coursemate get used of this words after Ng Kok Hong mention about it many times...
Why this words will appear among us???
Hmm...
Here goes the story of stalker...

Me, Vin Yee and Ping Ying use to sit together in class..
Got one guy..
I can't remember is in which class already...
He just sit one row in front of us...
He keep on turn his head back and look at behind (Our row)...
I did not feel anything at the first place as i think it is something normal...
Maybe he is looking behind searching something or looking at others who is telling joke or making fun with their friends...
But later in the audit tutorial class...
Vin Yee and Kok Hong tell me got people stalk me..
I just wondering why they must say that people is stalking me...
He can be stalking at them also what...
I really feel nothing for that moment...

From that day onwards...
Everytimes when they saw him they will say sophia, your stalker...
Hahaha...
Then i will be alert and pay attention on that guy...
Dunno since when...
During the Taxation class...
That guy use to come and sit one row in front of us...
As usual he just like to turn his head behind and look at our row...
Even he is late to class and when lecturer give break...
He at first sit behind also will change place come sit on the row in front of us...
Wondering why he behave like that...
Wondering what things so attractive and make him like tat...
I never care what he is looking at...
But my friends start to feel annoying....
He keep on turn his head behind and look at us make us feel so uncomfortable...
Just feel like changing place...

Dunno since when all my coursemate (my gang) know he is my stalker..
Everytimes when they saw him they will be very excited telling me eh, your stalker...
Haha...
Then they will pay attention on him and see how many times he is turning his head to our side...
Yesterday...
I first time sence that he really very kua zhan...
5 minutes at least duno turn his head to our side how many times..
Wondering what things so attract his attention and make his willing to do like that...
He won't feel his neck pain or tired de meh???
Sigh...

I never confess that he is my stalker...
He can be stalking at any of my friends as well including Ng Kok Hong...
Coz all of them are leng lui and leng cai also...
Hehe.. ^^
But that stalker really make us feel uncomfortable...
Yeah...
Make us feel uncomfortable..
Hope he can stop stalking and let our life back normal again...

rEst iN pEacE mY dEar fRen

2009-03-12T23:35:00.005+08:00

12th March 2009...
My fren Nen Ching birthday...
Of course i have to wish her Happy Birthday...
Who knows she tell me a bad news...
One of our secondary school fren passed away...
Not because of illness...
Just because of ACCIDENT!!!
Sigh...

He is my high school fren...
When i was still studying in Nan Hwa High School, I know him through the Prefect society...
He is a prefect like me...
He study next class of me as well..
We are just a hi bye fren...
We can say never chat with each others before...
In my mind it was just a memory that he appear in my life before...
It is just part of my memory...
The memory of him is not so clear yet i won't forget him...
Just because he has been appear in my life before..
He can be just passing by in my life...
Yet i know him with his name...
I remember his name...

I just feel so sad when Nen Ching tell me that he passed away...
At first i thought he is sick or something...
But i never know he die of accident...
Although i don't know him well...
Yet i have a feeling of sadness...
My heart just feel so sad...

Although he is just a hi bye fren for me yet he is my fren...
I am losing a fren now...
Just in that moment...
Just because of accident...
I am losing a fren forever...
I will never have chance to talk to him anymore...
Feel so regret why i never chat with him before...
At least if i do so, i can have more memory on him...
At least i can remember him better...

Life is just too short...
We won't know what wil be going on tomorrow...
We might not wake up after we sleep tonight...
What will happen tomorrow we don't know and will never know...
What we can do is to be grateful when every morning we still can open our eyes and breath...
We should feel grateful for everything we have now...
At least we are still alive...
We still can do a lot of things where my fren will not longer can do...
Do cherish every moment we still can have with family, friends and love one...
At least cherish every monent we have and we won't feel regret in the future...

My dear fren...
Rest in peace...
You will always stay inside my memory...

sLeEp

2009-03-08T15:00:00.001+08:00

I this few days is just like a pig...
Keep sleep and sleep and sleep...
Maybe is because it was weekend ba...
Plus he is not around...
Nothing to do...
So, the only things i can do is sleep sleep sleep..
Haha...

Watchmen

2009-03-07T09:40:00.002+08:00

Nowadays...
Almost every friday we went to watch movie...
Yesterday we watch Watchmen...
This is a 2 hours and 45 minutes long movie...
But for me it look ok only...
Not as expected like that look so great...
Maybe is because it is too long???
Or perhaps it story line is a bit bored...

This movie is full of people watching....
When we arrived want to buy ticket that time it just left 1st and 2nd row got seat...
Then we wait for them to open the Reserve seat....
Luckily we get the reserve's seat...
Or else our neck will be patah after watch this movie...

After bought the ticket is already 805pm...
The movie start at 830pm...
We go to the Alamanda's food court to eat food...
I just eat until so so so rush as 830pm is near...
But the 2 guy eat slower than me yet finish faster than me...
Perhaps their mouth is big...
Haha...
When the time we go in to watch movie the movie exactly just start...
Luckily...

The ending of the movie is not like expected...
A not very good ending for me...
But it just end in this way...
I really dislike it...
Haha...

lOvelY dAy

2009-03-01T23:02:00.004+08:00

28th February 2008...
952pm...
Eh, tomorrow morning we go eat dim sum..Hehe..
Good night...

At that moment when i received this sms from my dear i already sleep..
Next morning 4am when i saw this sms i feel so happy..
Finally he bring me go eat dim sum again...
The last time when i eat dim sum was 4 month ago...
With him as well...

After eat the dim sum, i, him and Kang go Jusco buy things..
Guess what this 2 guys buy???
Lamb chop...
Omg..
Everytimes i go Jusco with them sure they buy Lamb chop...
He want to cook Lamb chop for me as dinner..
But unfortunately i don't want to eat Lamb...
He keep on persuade me to try yet i refused...
A bit stupid right???
Haha.. ^^

As usual i buy my lovely Vitagen...
I plan to buy 2 pack of vitagen as it is just RM7.15..
I pack contain 2 row of vitagen...
It is cheaper than before...
Normally the price is RM7.95..
When i plan to take another pack of Vitagen...
Mr Ken stop me..
He don't allow me to buy..
Sob... sob.. sob..
He say if i buy i will finish it very fast...
Waste money only..

I am going to CCF at 725pm just now..
7pm...
My dear ask me don't go...
Coz want to rain soon...
He scared later i go cyberia will kena rain drop and sick again...
But i just stand on my decision I want to go...
We have small quarrel...
He think my health is important than CCF...
But i tell him i will take care of myself...
He really speechless at that moment...
But i know how much he care for me...
At the moment, i really know...
Thank you dear...

Tonight is my first time go to CCF...
Quite enjoy the fellowship there...
The brother and sister there is very friendly..
Pastor also...

I thought my dear still angry with me...
He no reply my sms...
I phone him he also no accept my call...
Until i phone Kang only he phone me back...
He really...
Aikzz...
Feel like killing him...
He actually is rushing for the tutorial as tomorrow need to submit...
And he dare to put his Hp SILENT...
Omg...
At that moment really feel like killing him...
Make me worry only...
I thought he still angry with me for want to go CCF during the raining day...

Today is a lovely day for me...
I finally go to join fellowship and do the responsibility as a christian...
And i know how my dear care for me for a small matters...
Just feel so happy for today...
Cheers~~~

bObkY, tEddY & sNookY

2009-02-28T16:49:00.008+08:00

Bobky, Teddy and Snooky..
Is all my belover dog's name...
Today i just suddenly miss them so much...
However, they already rest in peace long ago...

I just miss them so so so much now...
Miss all the happiness they bring to me...
All the joy...
All their action...
All their cute cute behavior...
I just miss them so much...
I will never forget them in my life...

My belover Bobky....
My belover teddy...
My belover Snooky...

I thanks God for bringing them into my life...
Although the time is short yet it make my life colorful...
I will have no regret for been their master...
I love you all...
Bobky, Teddy, Snooky...
Rest in peace!!!

I really miss u all so much that i will never forget you 3...

sEcreTarY

2009-02-28T16:35:00.004+08:00

Been a secretary is not an easy job...
However, i have been a secretary for quite a long period for different event or society...
Although it seen like a lot of paper work to be done yet i enjoy it...
Maybe it is just like what others say this is my occupation sick..

Just like today...
I have spend my whole morning and afternoon just by cleaning out all those RC's paper stuff...
Report and letter...
Type, cut, paste, print....
Just some simple paper work yet it take a lot of my time to complete it...
Meeting with branch is near soon...
A lot of things to be prepared...
Many things not yet done as well...
But i never regret as i really enjoy this work...
Maybe without it i will be bored...
Maybe without it i won't be able to know so many stuff...

Secretary..
A job that seen easy yet tough...
Have make my live meaningful...

lOve mAttErs

2009-02-28T15:36:00.004+08:00

Yesterday when i was about to take a nap, a sms from my dear suddenly come in...

He ask me whether want to go watch movie or not later...

They want to go watch Love matters...

I say ok then continue to take my nap...

Plan to wake up at 430pm...

Time pass so fast...

Out of sudden i received a phone call from him...

He say 6pm go Sunway...

Then i like blur blur...

I take my Hp and see...

Omg.. it is already 530pm...

The first things we do when we reach Sunway is to go and buy ticket...

Aikzz.. The movie really so many people want to watch...

Almost all is full...

Then we choose 930pm movie...

We go the BBQ plaza to have our dinner...

I, Ken, May Yeng and Kang eat until so full...

The love matters is really a funny movie..

It is just so fun and nice...

We laugh from the beginning of the movie until the end...

The content of this movie is just so cute~~~ ^^

I like this movie so much..

I started to like those Singapore movie already...

Those actor are always almost the same...

But just wont feel sien to see they all act...

Coz it really entertain me...

Hehe.. ^^

kOreAn lAngUaGe

2009-02-26T20:22:00.002+08:00

Korean Language...
Actually i feel like this subject is quite tough for me as there is a lot of vowels and consonance there..
Those things is just like symbol...
Each time when i am writing the words is just like drawing all those symbol out..
It more look like i am drawing...
Their pronunciation is quite similar as well...
Sometimes I just get confused...

However, today...
I finally love this korean language...
Haha.. ^^
Finally i can differentiate all the things and know how to pronounce it...
I am so happy for that..
At first i still thought i might can't follow up what the lecturer is teaching..
Now finally i feel release...
Happy... ^^

hAppY

2009-02-25T00:15:00.002+08:00

Today, while i was suffering in the mood of miss him...
Out of sudden he phone me..
Today he end his meeting earlier...
And he do come and visit me without i request...
Suddenly i just feel like both of us started have the same heart to feel what each others want at the important moment..

I really feel happy for that...
At least i finally meet my dear dear...
It reduced my feeling of miss him...
And make me not that suffer anymore...
Thanks God for that...

mIss

2009-02-24T21:06:00.003+08:00

I just miss my dear so so so so much...
He recently busy with his career fair stuff...
Can't often sms with me and phone me like usual...
My mood not good also don't dare to tell him as he don't even have much time to rest...
Every night also sleep so late and wake up so early..
I just don't want kacau him and hope he can concentrate in doing his stuff without worrying about me...

My mood damn bad today...
I speechless coz i am stupid...
I just miss him so much...
Hope to see him now...
I know if i tell him he sure will come and find me...
But, I can't be so selfish...
He everyday meeting until so late yet if he come and find me...
Means he got less time to rest...
Aikzzz...

I just hope his busy season will end soon..
But still got 1 more month to go...
Have to be patient...
But really miss him so much~~~

mMu

2009-02-23T22:24:00.007+08:00

Today after the Corporate Finance class, we as usual go to one of the room in FOM AR to study as we have one hours break before the next class start...
Half and hours later...
Got one stupid security guard come in and tell us we can't use the room...
Coz we only got 2 people...
Omg...
I thought the empty room everybody have the right to use it...
We tell her we are having class 20 minutes later at the next door...
She say... We can only use the room when LECTURER is around...
Omg..
That time i really speechless..
She not only chase us out but also chase others student self study in the next door OUT...
I am really angry...
I feel like burn the stupid security guard alive...

What stupid MMU is???
Making Money University???
Ask us paid this and that for this fees and that fees...
What library fees??? Huh???
I one year also did not enter the library more than 5 times...
Use the website of the Library searching for Past Year paper not more than 3 times...
Charges us around RM90 per year???

Another fees is IT services fees....
What stupid fees is that???
Out of sudden have this fees...
Waste my money pay RM 75 per year for this....
Ask us pay this and that and then now DUN EVEN ALLOWED US TO USE THE ROOM???

The security dare to chase us OUT..
And then close the light and air corn...
Some more LOCK THE DOOR...
Omg...
MMU scared us waste his electricity izzit???
Or treat us as theives???
Scared us steal their things???
The security even scold us for open the light and air corn...
Omg..
The light and air corn before we enter already is open...
It is OPEN before we are there...
If MMU really want to save money on the electricity bill...
Then call all the security to close all the light and no need open la....
What for open the light and make them so hard to ask us to close it???

If they are really so hardworking, do patrol every minutes every second la...
What for sit at the corner there???
Once the lecturer let the student leave the room early, immediately go in and CLOSE all the AIR CORN and LIGHT like what they wish so much la...
Or else make an annoucement in the bulletin board telling all the student that we can't use the room...
What for create so many trouble for us???
We just finish one class and is quite tired especially it is afternnon and can't even have a good rest in the 1 hours break...

Is that MMU is stupid enough???
I dunno..
Maybe i am regret for coming to this University...
Stupid security guard of MMU...
You make me look down on you...

finAlly

2009-02-23T17:50:00.003+08:00

Finally, everything is back like usual...
It is a good news anyway...
What i wish for so long finally become a fact...
Thanks God for it...
Hope the life back to normal again~~~ ^^

All my dear friends...
Be happy everyday neh~~~

不要错放了幸福温暖的手

2009-02-23T07:21:00.003+08:00

往往许多人在抉择伴侣时，容易东想西想，不知所措，就是因为害怕一时做错决定，看错人，造成终生的遗憾。诺贝尔文学奖得主萧伯纳说：“此时此刻在地球上，约有两万个人适合当你的人生伴侣，就看你先遇到哪一个，如果在第二个理想伴侣出现之前，你已经跟前一个人发展出相知相惜、互相信赖的深层关系，那后者就会变成你的好朋友，但是若你跟前一个人没有培养出深层关系，感情就容易动摇、变心，直到你与这些理想伴侣候选人的其中一位拥有稳固的深情，才是幸福的开始，漂泊的结束。

爱上一个人不需要靠努力，只需要靠“际遇”，是上天的安排，但是“持续地爱一个人” 就要靠“努力”，在爱情的经营中，顺畅运转的要素就是体谅、包容与自制 (面临诱惑有所自制)。有许多人总是被

“际遇”所迷惑与苦恼，意念不停、欲念不断、争逐不散，而忘了培养经营感情的能力才是幸福的关键。

所以不要去追问到底谁才是我的Mr.Right，而是问说在眼前的伴侣关系中，我能努力到什么程度、成长到什么程度，若没有培养出经营幸福的能力，就算真的Mr.Right出现在你身边，幸福依然会错过的，而活在犹疑与遗憾当中，这不就是许多“爱情虚无症”的遭遇与心态吗？

若你此刻已有一位长久相伴的伴侣，不要再随便三心二意地犹疑了，我们往往不易察觉感情中的一个陷阱，就是“近亲生慢侮”，也就是经济学中的铁律“边际效益递减法则”，跟你在一起越久的人，就越容易麻木与忽视，而新鲜的“际遇”总是那么动人可爱。

在感情对待中，难免有摩擦与无心的伤害，而且论得罪自己的次数累加起来最多的人，当然是跟我们在一起最久、最亲近的人。而新欢呢，又还没开始有得罪你的机会，再加上他的刻意讨好，所以新欢怎么看怎么可爱，旧爱怎么看怎么讨厌。但别忘了，新欢身上总是有不确定的未知数，旧爱身上就是有难得的熟悉感、确定感、信赖感。千万不要随便在偶然的“际遇”中迷失了自己，错放了幸福温暖的手。

所以萧伯纳的话，是要提醒情人不要太钻牛角尖于寻觅那唯一，应该把精神用在学会经营幸福的能力上，同时也提醒我们“弱水三千只取一瓢饮”若有幸遇到了难得的伴侣，就不要再三心二意了，因为我们永远不知道一生何时会遇到两万个其中的几个，所以要知福惜福、活在当下。

今早我 check mail 的时候，突然间发现从朋友发送来的信息中有一篇叫做“不要错放了幸福温暖的手 ” 。。。当时就觉得这篇文章很有意思，所以就 copy & paste 了放在这里和大家分享咯~~~

希望大家不要错放了幸福温暖的手，珍惜所拥有的。。。