tHaiPusaM duTy

First time in my life i went for the Thaipusam duty...
I have never expect myself to join this type of duty as it require a lot of energy and strength as it is a national event...
I choose to go to the night shift as it won't so hot & burn my skin...
I just don't want myself to become mangali...
Our duty time slot is from 9pm to next day 9am...
Exactly 12 hours...

5pm...
We depart from MMU...
Go to Serdang there take KTM...
It is free of charge as we are RC's member who go for duty...
We reach KL central and change another KTM...
We reach Sendol....
Then at there we sit train go to the Batu Caves for duty...
We reach there almost 830pm already....

At first, i, Shi Yun & Victor is in charge of bases...
But we feel that stay there is extremely boring and we go inside the caves for duty...
Wow...
I never expected myself to go inside the caves and see how the indian celebrate their Thaipusam...
Can't stand for the smell and the music...
But whole day staying there...
No matter how much i dislike, i also will have to get use of it...

Climb up to the caves...
We need to go through 272 stairs...
Due to have to open way for the casulty to be transport from the caves to the base under the caves...
I & Shi Yun have climb the stair up and down for 3 times...
We totally climb 1632 stairs for this duty...
Extremely exhausted and tired...
Feel like want to faint~~~

The food there is extremely spicy...
That's why we can't really eat it and feel hungry all the time...
Can't sleep as the people coming time to time...
The caves just too crowded..

However, i really enjoy this duty although i am exhausted...
This is because this is a great experience for me to learn how to handle cases in this type of event which involved so many people...
From this duty, can see how the RC's member from different state co-operate together just to serve the people voluntarily...
Just feel is a type of fate that we all are there to serve...

5pm - 12pm...
Totally spend 19 hours just for this duty...
It takes almost one of my days away...
However, i have no regret...
But, i just extremely tired and exhausted now...
Is time for me to sleep...
Haha... ^^

rEd cLiFf 2

Today after BDS class...
I with Ping Ying, Kok Hong, Chiew Shi & Winson went to Alamanda to watch Red Cliff 2...

I and Ping Ying go to eat Mc Donald...
While Kok Hong, Chiew Shi & Winson go and eat KFC...
We eat until so rush as our movie start at 720pm...
The time when i and Ping Ying bought the Mc Donald already almost 710pm...
The time we finish eating is already 725pm..
It is already late for the movie...
However, Kok Hong they all still not yet finish eating...
I and Ping Ying wait them outside the cinema...
We went in the cinema at around 740pm...
At that time the movie already dunno do until where liao...

Red Cliff 2 is such a nice movie...
It is better than the Red Cliff 1...
It is much more interesting...
There are a lot of part in the movie touches me...
Such as the soldier willing to sacrifice for the country...
Even in the winter solstice, the soldier is unable to back to their home to celebrate with their family yet stay in the camp side to protect their country...
The part when they all eat the Tang Yuan together...
They just hope so much to go back home to see their family...
However, they know there is something more important for them to do...
It is to protect their country and let the people there live in peace...

The part where many soldier die due to the war is really a bit cruel...
The moment when they get kill...
It is really very sad for me...
As they will never see their love one again...
Their hope to go back to meet their family will never reach...

War is such a cruel things..
It takes away so many human life...
Just because of ambition...
An ambition of a King to become the empire for many country...
I hope there is no war in this world...
So that won't so many people sacrifice just because of it...
I hope every family can Tuan Tuan Yuan Yuan...

Actually i feel quite happy after watching this movie...
I have been waiting for so long time just to watch this movie...
Finally, i watch it...
Haha.. ^^
It is really such a nice movie that it show the real situation of the cruel war...

tHieF

Today, one incident that frighten me happen...
I and Ping Ying went to our Uni's book store to buy book...
When we arrive the book store, there is no bag on the bag stand there...
So, as usual we have to put our bag there before we enter the book store...

When we go in, one international student come out...
A while more, she suddenly come in and say her bag is missing...
The bag she put on the book stand there is missing...
Oh God...
I just feel so afraid and went out and see...
Luckily my bag is still there...
Another malay girl went out...
A while she also say her bag is missing...
Both of the girl who put their bag on the bag stand before us is missing....

It really frighten me...
How can the bag get missing???
How if i went to the book store as early as them???
How if my bag get stole???
I really thank God for his protection on my belonging...
Luckily i and Ping Ying went to the book store later than that 2 girls...
Or else our belonging will get stole like them...

I just feel so weird...
Why the things will get missing???
I went to the book store for so many times also i never hear of this incident happen there...
Even the book store's owner say so....

The thief...
How can you steal others belonging and make them sad????
You are not supposed to do so...
You should not become a thief...
A thief that people will hate....

Really thank God for his protection everyday...
So grateful~~~

tHank yOu

Today finally finish my PSA exam paper..
I just feel so happy lo...
So release and relax...

Yesterday night feel quite touch...
Thank you for my coursemate for their greeting...
Some of them purposely MSN me just to say good luck and ganbatte in exam...
That moment just feel so touch...
Thank you neh my dear friends...

sUrPrisEd

3 weeks of holidays cause me and my dear can't meet each others...
During the holidays, we sms each others everyday but we seldom phone...
At first he say most probably will be back to campus on tuesday...
However, he is back today...

I took my nap at around 3 sth...
At that moment i am thinking of smsing him asking him after reach campus come and find me since we long time no meet already...
At the same time, i also waiting for my langkawi gift as well...
However, due to scared of been reject...
At last i also did not sms him telling him about what i hope in my mind....

At around 530pm he sms telling me he come back to campus now...
Then i was hoping him to say i come and find you but he didn't...
So it is really disappointing...

7 sth...
Out of sudden my hp ring...
Ken : What are you doing???
Sophia : Huh??? do nothing...
Ken : I come and find you now...
Sophia : oOoo...

An unexpected phone call...
It surprised me...
But my heart is full of happiness & joy...
Did he miss me???
Did he bring the gift he bought in the Langkawi???
Did he... ???
My mind is full of question mark...

He appear...
Finally appear in front of me after 3 week no meet...
My feeling is just too complicated...
All the feeling of missing him during this 3 weeks of holidays is just like a burden suddenly been put down...
Just feel like crying...
But it is with joy...^^

He grow until more fat already...
I am wishing him to give me the Langkawi gift..
However, he is really a coconut...
He put the chocolate inside his refrigerator at his house in Ampang and forget to bring it back...
Sob.. Sob.. Sob...
Have to wait for 2 more week only can eat already...
He is really coconut la...

But today really surprising me...
I did not even tell him i am taking the supplementary paper tomorrow yet he know about it...
Wondering how he can make it...
My coursemate did not tell him also...

Today is a happy day for me~~~
Hoping that tomorrow will be a better one...
Ganbatte to myself for the paper~~~ ^^

pRayEr

Please take a moment to relax your mind and humble your heart to focus on Christ. Allow God to be the only person on your mind while you read this prayer. If we can take the time to read long jokes, stories, etc, we should give the same respect to this prayer. Friends, who pray together, stay together.

Dear Lord, I thank you for this day. I thank You for my being able to see and to hear this morning. I'm blessed because You are a forgiving God and an understanding God. You have done so much for me and You keep on blessing me. Forgive me this day for everything I have done, said or thought that was not pleasing to you. I ask now for Your forgiveness..

Please keep me safe from all danger and harm. Help me to start this day with a new attitude and plenty of gratitude. Let me make the best of each and every day to clear my mind so that I can hear from You.

Let me not whine and whimper over things I have no control over. Let me continue to see sin through Your eyes and acknowledge it as evil. And when I sin, let me repent, and confess with my mouth of my wrongdoing, and receive forgiveness.

And when this world closes in on me, let me remember Jesus' example -- to slip away and find a quiet place to pray. It's the best response when I'm pushed beyond my limits. I know that when I can't pray, You listen to my heart. Continue to use me to do Your will.

Continue to bless me that I may be a blessing to others. Keep me strong that I may help the weak. Keep me uplifted that I may have words of encouragement for others. I pray for those who are lost and can't find their way. I pray for those who are misjudged and misunderstood. I pray for those who don't know You intimately. I pray for those who will delete this without sharing it with others. I pray for those who don't believe. But I thank you that I believe.

I believe that You change people and You change things for good reasons. I pray for all my sisters and brothers. For each and every one of my family members and friends and their families. I pray for peace, love and joy in their homes that they are out of debt and all their needs are met.

I pray that every eye that reads this knows there is no problem, circumstance, or situation greater than You. Every battle is in Your hands for You to fight. I pray that these words be received into the hearts of every eye that sees them and every mouth that confesses them willingly..

This is my prayer.
In Jesus' Name, Amen.

sAd

Today, i finally come back to MMU after the 3 week of holidays...
However, my heart doesn't has any feeling of happiness...
It is just full of sadness...
The moment when i left my home, i just feel so sad..
I tell my mum, can i just don't go back to campus???
I just don't have the feeling of wanna coming back this time...
Why???
I dunno...
I just dunno...

Now, I miss my home so much...
I miss my parents, my sister, my brother & my doggie so much now...
Just feel so stress when think of everything...

Normally come back to MMU for the first week sure can relax but now i have to study for the supplementary paper...
Just because of this paper, i can't really enjoy my new year...
Just feel so stress when think of it...
I hate it..

So sad so sad...
Dunno why my heart is so sad now...
Sad for what???
I also dunno...
Feeling is so complicated...
Just feel like wanna go home now...
Dad, Mum, I really miss you so much...