study week

This is my last study week in MMU..

It is bored and cyber is just like a desert..

Nothing to eat...

No ppl around..

I am talking to the wall everyday..

Soon going to become KUKU..

Miss home..

Miss my parents & sis..

Miss my doggie...

Miss HIM..

Hope this study week can end asap..

Then i can faster finish my final exam...

Want to go home..

Cubit my dear doggie face..

Eat home cook food..

Go shopping with family..

Want to relax..

Want let myself enjoy the life without study for 1 month before my internship start..

Things going to be different once i go for internship..

Ready to accept the challenge although i know i might not able to handle it well..

Room

Having night mare for the past few weeks when thinking about room to rent during internship..

Just couldn't sleep well and keep awake in the mid night...

Was tired all the times...

Praying hard so that could get a nice room and good owner who willing to rent for half year..

Thanks God for hearing my prayer..

I got the room after i pray for few days..

Saturday afternoon, we confirm with the owner about the room..

Everything is settle..

At least i feel peace now..

At least i could concentrate in my study now..

At least i no need to search for room available online until 2am in the morning...

At least i no need like mad ppl asking around so many friends in order to find a room..

First time searching for room to rent...

Have been PM many owner asking about the room..

Most of the room is occupy.. Or the owner want to find ppl who can rent for 1 years.. or could shift in during sept or oct..

I get so nervous day by day as i couldn't find any room..

I was in rush in searching for room..

As i must go back home the latest by 2nd of Oct..

It is just too rush for me..

Worrying that i need to sleep on the street as i couldn't find any room to rent..

Stress...

Get mad...

As there is totally no room for me to sleep on during my internship if i can't get myself a room before i go back Sitiawan..

Am glad that everything is settle now..

Thanks God for everything..

Thanks for hearing my prayer..

God, pls let my friends find room to rent as well..

I know he is suffering the same things as i was when he chat with me yesterday..

He really need a room to rent..

Pls help him too..

Amen!

MSN

Since last friday evening..

I cant sign in my MSN until today.. @@

Duno what's wrong with the MSN..

Maybe MMU block it..

Have to sign in using ebuddy which i not really like it but i have no choices...

Life without MSN is bored..

Cant chat happily with friends..

Hopefully..

MSN could resume as usual soon..

Or else really become mushroom.. @@

the extra 7

It should be a happy & wonderful night..

But some ppl just spoil it!!!

The worse dinner and price i ever pay for!!!!

5.05pm, ca2 lecturer dismiss the class..

We rush back by walking just to change the clothes..

5.15pm, reach home and change..

5.25pm, meet my lovely dear friend up..

5.30pm, reach MMU bus stop on time..

BUT...

The person who suppose to be there IS NOT THERE!!!!

More than 5 cars is waiting!!!

Wondering the ppl who suppose be there Y aren't there yet!!!

We wait for 15 MINUTES!!!

This is the most stupid things we do!!!

Why should we wait?

We should like others wait for 5 minutes and go by themselves..

We just thought as a FRIENDS (we and U, almost 4 years friendship) we should wait for each others..

At least we are closer if compare to others..

At least maybe for the last time we gather, we can go together..

We reach TAO at 7.05pm or maybe 7.10pm coz the fellow DRIVE FAST & IGNORE ppl who don't even know how to go there!!! (was on fire and can't remember the time, just that when 6.55pm we was outside the Sunway Giza and not yet enter into the car park)

You r the one who leading & don't u need to care for the car behind u as well?

Nobody want to pay the extra 7!!!

You dun want!!!

We also dun want!!!

But we not only pay the extra 7 but extra HP money as well..

On the way, we need to call like crazy people coz we don't even know which road we should go..

left or right..

up or down..

Reach there and we are standing..

Y?

No place to sit..

Funny..

Not a single words of apology!!!

If you would have at least say a words of apology..

Maybe the night will turn better...

Maybe things will change better and not like now!!!

You act like nobody business..

As if it is none of ur business..

If we are late coz of traffic jam..

We are willing to pay the extra 7..

But the problem here is we are late coz U late 15 minutes..

If you could reach on time..

We will not have to pay the extra 7..

Stupid to believe YOU that we will reach on time!!!

Stupid to rush like nobody business yet need to wait for 15 minutes!!!

Stupid to walk so fast & the shoes cut my leg yet want to reach on time!!!

Stupid to trust u as a FRIENDS..

Stupid to thought that you treat us as FRIENDS!!!

Stupid to treat u using heart while u tear it apart cruelly without thinking twice!!!

A heartbroken night..

Almost end of this semester and thought to enjoy to the max..

But the mood jz gone away...

It is not the money matter..

But is the matters of RESPONSIBILITY & ATTITUDE..

Just don't let innocent people pay for the price u make...

At least if you are cherish the friendship...

629

29th June..

A special date for you and me...

Being together for 2 years..

A period that i never expected for...

Thanks for always there for me whenever I need you...

Thanks for all the sweet memory you give to me...

Thanks for tolerate with me whenever when i bad mood...

Thanks for miss me every day and night...

Thanks for loving me..

Without you my life will not be so colorful...

Thank you for everything..

Love you & happy anniversary...

Teddy

27th May 2008...

Teddy leave our family & went to a place far far away...

Heaven perhaps...

Now is year 2010...

Already 2 years yet i miss u Teddy..

Miss ur 38 face...

Miss everything about u...

Rest in peace ya Teddy..

Will always miss u...

Love love & hug hug.. ^^

Lucky

Lucky is my cousin's dog...

He is a Rottweiler...

He passed away yesterday, 24th May 2010...

6 years ago..

When my uncle bought Lucky, they thought that he is a healthy dog..

However, after he stay for a few days in the house..

They realized that both of his back leg can't really walk properly...

It is like no energy and the leg is weak...

Lucky passed away coz both of his back leg got some problem and cause him hard to walk...

His skin got some sickness as well...

This few days he can't even eat and sleep...

After struggling for some times, my uncle family decided to put him to sleep on 26th May 2010 to reduce his pain...

However, he passed away on 24th May 2010 afternoon...

Maybe he know that his time had come..

Lucky was a very clever boy...

He know how to use a rope and tie another dog come to the kitchen and have dinner...

He know who he should bark at and who he should play with...

He is so clever until he can remind my uncle that my uncle did not install the things properly...

He very pattern some more..

He can show different type of expression in his face to make us happy...

Lucky is such a lovely dog...

Although i just meet him for not more than 5 times in my cousin's house..

Yet i love him..

I love him as much as i love my dog...

Without him, my house will never have Rottweiler..

It is because of him, my dad bought a Rottweiler...

And i love my Jackie too...

My Jackie is as clever as him...

Rest in peace Lucky...

U know i will always miss u...