Sunday

Weekend should be resting at home or maybe going out shopping or enjoy gathering with friends..

But my weekend..

For the very first time...

Working in the office from 9am to 4pm...

Sigh...

The office is damn HOT coz no air-conditional...

With a stand fan turning around which mess my hair...

Seriously, i dun like to go back office to work on weekend...

It make my life lagi no life..

Audit life is just about working...

Not sure if i like this kind of life or not...

Going through peak period soon...

Is time for me to decide whether to continue in audit life or take another path...

I would appreciate if everyday i have a lot of work to do...

And of course.. something new to learn...

At least i m not growing mushroom some where...

At least i m fully utilized my time...

Praying hard that i can go through my internship peacefully...

Just want to experience the real audit life...

Know new friends...

And learn new things...

Gathering

It had been a long time since the last gathering with lovely VAD R members..

Thanks for Yin Pin who organized this gathering..

Enjoying the every moment there with you guys...

Their initial plans is to go IKEA in the afternoon and at night go to small genting...

However, it end up going Sunway and some park in Kepong..

Have a very nice chat in McD Sunway in the afternoon..

Doing a lot of stupid stuff as usual..

Laugh loudly...

Accidently pour out the whole coke on the table...

Eating wasabi like nobody business...

It is so happy and relax when gather with all of them...

They tell jokes...

They 38...

They very qian da...

It bring me back to the time when we still study in MMU..

Just miss those days so much...

Yu kiat, Chun Nang, Ming Wei & gf, Sin Yen, Yin Pin & Ken...

Thanks for attending..

It make this gathering a memorable one... :P

Looking forward to the next gathering and next trip...

Sick

I was sick on the 2nd week of my internship... :(

Did not expected that i will take MC...

That's why i didn't really note down what is the procedure of applying medical leave...

Doctor give me MC yet i didn't plan to use the MC for today...

I wake up as usual and go to work...

However, when i approach to my department secretary regarding claiming for medical fees...

She ask me go back to rest immediately although i tell her that i am actually ok for that particular moment...

I told her that if i really not ok i will inform her and go back..

But she insist and ask me to go back to have a good rest...

What a kind secretary she is...

But instead she is right...

I had been sleeping for the whole day today...

Just could not wake up from my sleep..

The medicine is killing me..

It cause me to sleep like a death people...

Wake up at 6pm yet i feel sleepy..

Wondering how if i am in the office now..

I sure can't do my work well but searching for place to sleep..

Hope i can totally recover by tomorrow...

As there is no more MC for me tomorrow...

Dizziness..

Please get away from me...

I just hate it when i stand and walk and i feel dizzy....

My stomach o stomach..

Don't keep pain and make me so hard to sit straight...

The pain is killing me seriously...

It is more pain than when the fellow come... :(

N lastly..

Fewer...

Faster bye bye..

Since I hate u, then u pandai pandai la...

Reality

It left 2 more night which i could still stay at my sweet home..

After that i going to face the reality..

Go back to BU..

Get everything done and prepare for my internship on Monday....

Honestly speaking, this is not what i wish the most..

I prefer staying at home..

Goyang kaki, watch movie/drama, doing housework, playing with dogs, chating with family...

But definitely not working..

Oh no..

Can't imagine the time past so fast..

It just a while and my one month holidays is going to end so soon..

Being emo for this few days..

As i really not prepared for work...

And of course i still wish to stay at home for a longer period...

Unable to sleep well at night when i think of going to temporarily say goodbye to my lovely bed..

I have to face the reality so so so soon...

Sometimes i will like to ask myself...

Can i just don't go to work?

Or can anyone replace me to go for work?

The answer is all NO NO NO NO NO...

Ghoshhhh...

Don't really like to accept the reality..

But hopefully it is a new start for me...

Hope to enter into a good team with a good senior that willing to guide me...

Hope for the best!!!

Tell me why

In my dream children sing a song of love for every boy and girl
The sky is blue and fields are green and laughter is the language of the world
Then I wake and all I see is a world full of people in need

Tell me why (why) does it have to be like this?
Tell me why (why) is there something I have missed?
Tell me why (why) cos I don't understand.
When so many need somebody we don't give a helping hand.
Tell me why?

Everyday I ask myself what will I have to do to be a man?
Do I have to stand and fight to prove to everybody who I am?
Is that what my life is for to waste in a world full of war?

Tell me why (why) does it have to be like this?
Tell me why (why) is there something I have missed?
Tell me why (why) cos I don't understand.
When so many need somebody we don't give a helping hand.
Tell me why?

(children) tell me why? (declan) tell me why?
(children) tell me why? (declan) tell me why?
(together) just tell me why, why, why?

Tell me why (why) does it have to be like this?
Tell me why (why) is there something I have missed?
Tell me why (why) cos I don't understand.
When so many need somebody we don't give a helping hand.

Tell me why (why,why,does the tiger run)
Tell me why (why why do we shoot the gun)
Tell me why (why,why do we never learn)
Can someone tell us why we let the forest burn?

(why,why do we say we care)
Tell me why (why,why do we stand and stare)
Tell me why (why,why do the dolphins cry)
Can some one tell us why we let the ocean die ?

(why,why if we're all the same)
tell me why (why,why do we pass the blame)
tell me why (why,why does it never end)
can some one tell us why we cannot just be friends?



Love this song so much...
First time hear it when my sister send me the song...
But i simply listen it and keep the song in my song album...
Until today when my sister send me a you tube which related to this song..
I started to love this song...
I thought which girl is singing the song..
But actually it is a boy...
He has a nice voice and it is AWESOME!!!

Love the lyrics as well...
Why they should be war which cause people to suffer...
Why there is so many people in need yet not much people is giving them a helping hand...
Hope this world can fill with love and care...
Let's make the world a better one...

Decision

爱大华国中逼女生脱内裤查手机事件

Recently, this is a very HOT news in my hometown...

This headmaster...

Not sure is fortunately or not...

Is my secondary school EX assistant headmaster...

I know him..

See him before..

Just that he did not teach me before...

The school that involved in this incident just 15 minutes away from my home...

News just spread so quickly when it is on the newspaper...

Everybody is talking about it..

Few days ago...

I saw some people just post this headmaster's photo in Facebook..

Many student of him is commenting on him..

Of course it is not in a good way...

Mostly is scolding him..

For the decision he make in this incident...

Before this headmaster actually make any decision..

He should think logically..

Nowadays..

Press media is so powerful that can even destroy a person future if the people make wrong decision...

I wonder how his family feel now..

Even they go anywhere also people will be talking about them..

My hometown is not big yet not small..

News spread so easily as it is on the second pages of the newspaper..

Lesson learn from this incident...

Think twice before you make any decision...

A good decision will always bring benefit to you..

But a bad decision might destroy your whole life...

Hopefully this incident can be settle as soon as possible..

Be a headmaster of a school is not easy..

Stress is always there..

But should be rational and logical when make any decision...

Pirates Ahoy

I playing Pirates Ahoy in Facebook..

Something wrong with the program..

When i visit The Caribbean..

It will always come out some white line when i move the ship.. =.="

I also dunno what's wrong with the program..

The Caribbean

Today i found out one BIG YELLOW DUCK in The Cold North..

I thought my games sot again..

Luckily i go ask KH..

And he tell me that it is normal..

When i up level more..

The enemy will mostly in big size..

The big duck is cute anyway..

Hopefully the program will be back normal soon..

Blur

I am just a blur blur girl...

Couldn't find my lovely big head photo just now..

I remember i put it inside my cupboard..

But i just cant find it..

Feel so so so sad.. T_T

However..

I am a big head prawn..

Finding here and there..

And finally i saw it..

It is inside my FILE..

Oh no..

I am such a blur girl..

Luckily it did not MIA..

Or else i really duno go where find back those lovely photo..

early

This morning i woke up so early....

At 5.30am.. @@

Why?

Coz my neighbor's dog is crying..

wuwuwuwu...

And my lovely Jackie copy the way the dog is crying..

She wuwuwuwu also...

Then is like one soft crying sound and one loud crying sound take place alternatively...

Hmmm..

It cause me tot that something is happen and i am awake and unable to continue my sweet dream..

Go down and look at them..

They jumping up and down..

Want me to sayang them.. @@

Jackie stop copying..

Act like naughty girl...

Super many pattern...

But can't deny the fact that she is cute and clever.. :)

Doggie

My dogs are just too cute until i want cubit all of them..

Love the moment i spend together with them..

They make my day better by making me laugh everyday..

Jumping up and down when see me..

Stick together with me when i am walking...

Show 38 face when they refused to take bath..

Hide here and there when i am searching them..

Never forget me even through i did not see them for few month..

All this moment is so sweet..

Hope the happy moment can last forever..

Connie

Coru

Teddy

Ngang Ngang

Snooky

Jackie

Bobky

Thanks for becoming my doggie..

Love you all so so so much..

Grow fat fat so that i can bully u.. :P

Home

Long time didn't go back home already..

And I found that there is plenty of housework to be done everyday..

Started to feel how mum feel when she do all the housework..

Oh no..

It is so tiring..

And the housework is like never ends..

Have to repeat it again and again..

However..

Can be at home is the happiest things in my life..

As i can be with my family & my lovely doggie..

Hopefully time can slow down a bit..

At least..

Let me stay at home a bit longer before my internship start..

A new start

Finally, it is the end of my University life..

3 and a half year just pass like that..

Like it just happen yesterday...

Hardly image that i finish my study..

No longer having exam in MMU..

No longer going to class in MMU...

Going for internship soon..

New beginning..

New start..

Hopefully it is a good one..

Miss my University life for sure..

Miss my coursemate especially AFC gang..

Miss my RC friends especially VAD R..

Miss everything...

Am grateful that i had been there for study..

Because i am there..

I get to know friends that bring joy and happiness to me..

Thanks for all the sweet memory...

I going to miss my life there..

Going to miss all my lovely friends..

Thank you for everything..

My coursemate

AFC gang

VAD R

New start begin...

Hope all my coursemate enjoy their holidays until the maximum before internship start..

N hopefully we will meet again..

Puppy husky

The puppy husky is so cute..
Love it so much.. ^^

23

Was chating with vy jz now..

Just realised that i alr 23 years old..

I tot i was 21 or 22..

Still long way to go and can enjoy my life..

But next year i going to be 24 years old..

Oh my goodness..

Can i every year 18 years old?

I never know that i had grown until so old..

I never know i going to be 24 years old next year..

I never want to be..

I look so old now..

Time passes so fast..

Soon i going to graduate from MMU..

Soon i going to experience my working life..

Soon i can't enjoy my life like how i enjoying now..

Can the time stop or pass slowly?

I just don't want to grow up..

study week

This is my last study week in MMU..

It is bored and cyber is just like a desert..

Nothing to eat...

No ppl around..

I am talking to the wall everyday..

Soon going to become KUKU..

Miss home..

Miss my parents & sis..

Miss my doggie...

Miss HIM..

Hope this study week can end asap..

Then i can faster finish my final exam...

Want to go home..

Cubit my dear doggie face..

Eat home cook food..

Go shopping with family..

Want to relax..

Want let myself enjoy the life without study for 1 month before my internship start..

Things going to be different once i go for internship..

Ready to accept the challenge although i know i might not able to handle it well..

Room

Having night mare for the past few weeks when thinking about room to rent during internship..

Just couldn't sleep well and keep awake in the mid night...

Was tired all the times...

Praying hard so that could get a nice room and good owner who willing to rent for half year..

Thanks God for hearing my prayer..

I got the room after i pray for few days..

Saturday afternoon, we confirm with the owner about the room..

Everything is settle..

At least i feel peace now..

At least i could concentrate in my study now..

At least i no need to search for room available online until 2am in the morning...

At least i no need like mad ppl asking around so many friends in order to find a room..

First time searching for room to rent...

Have been PM many owner asking about the room..

Most of the room is occupy.. Or the owner want to find ppl who can rent for 1 years.. or could shift in during sept or oct..

I get so nervous day by day as i couldn't find any room..

I was in rush in searching for room..

As i must go back home the latest by 2nd of Oct..

It is just too rush for me..

Worrying that i need to sleep on the street as i couldn't find any room to rent..

Stress...

Get mad...

As there is totally no room for me to sleep on during my internship if i can't get myself a room before i go back Sitiawan..

Am glad that everything is settle now..

Thanks God for everything..

Thanks for hearing my prayer..

God, pls let my friends find room to rent as well..

I know he is suffering the same things as i was when he chat with me yesterday..

He really need a room to rent..

Pls help him too..

Amen!

MSN

Since last friday evening..

I cant sign in my MSN until today.. @@

Duno what's wrong with the MSN..

Maybe MMU block it..

Have to sign in using ebuddy which i not really like it but i have no choices...

Life without MSN is bored..

Cant chat happily with friends..

Hopefully..

MSN could resume as usual soon..

Or else really become mushroom.. @@

the extra 7

It should be a happy & wonderful night..

But some ppl just spoil it!!!

The worse dinner and price i ever pay for!!!!

5.05pm, ca2 lecturer dismiss the class..

We rush back by walking just to change the clothes..

5.15pm, reach home and change..

5.25pm, meet my lovely dear friend up..

5.30pm, reach MMU bus stop on time..

BUT...

The person who suppose to be there IS NOT THERE!!!!

More than 5 cars is waiting!!!

Wondering the ppl who suppose be there Y aren't there yet!!!

We wait for 15 MINUTES!!!

This is the most stupid things we do!!!

Why should we wait?

We should like others wait for 5 minutes and go by themselves..

We just thought as a FRIENDS (we and U, almost 4 years friendship) we should wait for each others..

At least we are closer if compare to others..

At least maybe for the last time we gather, we can go together..

We reach TAO at 7.05pm or maybe 7.10pm coz the fellow DRIVE FAST & IGNORE ppl who don't even know how to go there!!! (was on fire and can't remember the time, just that when 6.55pm we was outside the Sunway Giza and not yet enter into the car park)

You r the one who leading & don't u need to care for the car behind u as well?

Nobody want to pay the extra 7!!!

You dun want!!!

We also dun want!!!

But we not only pay the extra 7 but extra HP money as well..

On the way, we need to call like crazy people coz we don't even know which road we should go..

left or right..

up or down..

Reach there and we are standing..

Y?

No place to sit..

Funny..

Not a single words of apology!!!

If you would have at least say a words of apology..

Maybe the night will turn better...

Maybe things will change better and not like now!!!

You act like nobody business..

As if it is none of ur business..

If we are late coz of traffic jam..

We are willing to pay the extra 7..

But the problem here is we are late coz U late 15 minutes..

If you could reach on time..

We will not have to pay the extra 7..

Stupid to believe YOU that we will reach on time!!!

Stupid to rush like nobody business yet need to wait for 15 minutes!!!

Stupid to walk so fast & the shoes cut my leg yet want to reach on time!!!

Stupid to trust u as a FRIENDS..

Stupid to thought that you treat us as FRIENDS!!!

Stupid to treat u using heart while u tear it apart cruelly without thinking twice!!!

A heartbroken night..

Almost end of this semester and thought to enjoy to the max..

But the mood jz gone away...

It is not the money matter..

But is the matters of RESPONSIBILITY & ATTITUDE..

Just don't let innocent people pay for the price u make...

At least if you are cherish the friendship...

629

29th June..

A special date for you and me...

Being together for 2 years..

A period that i never expected for...

Thanks for always there for me whenever I need you...

Thanks for all the sweet memory you give to me...

Thanks for tolerate with me whenever when i bad mood...

Thanks for miss me every day and night...

Thanks for loving me..

Without you my life will not be so colorful...

Thank you for everything..

Love you & happy anniversary...

Teddy

27th May 2008...

Teddy leave our family & went to a place far far away...

Heaven perhaps...

Now is year 2010...

Already 2 years yet i miss u Teddy..

Miss ur 38 face...

Miss everything about u...

Rest in peace ya Teddy..

Will always miss u...

Love love & hug hug.. ^^

Lucky

Lucky is my cousin's dog...

He is a Rottweiler...

He passed away yesterday, 24th May 2010...

6 years ago..

When my uncle bought Lucky, they thought that he is a healthy dog..

However, after he stay for a few days in the house..

They realized that both of his back leg can't really walk properly...

It is like no energy and the leg is weak...

Lucky passed away coz both of his back leg got some problem and cause him hard to walk...

His skin got some sickness as well...

This few days he can't even eat and sleep...

After struggling for some times, my uncle family decided to put him to sleep on 26th May 2010 to reduce his pain...

However, he passed away on 24th May 2010 afternoon...

Maybe he know that his time had come..

Lucky was a very clever boy...

He know how to use a rope and tie another dog come to the kitchen and have dinner...

He know who he should bark at and who he should play with...

He is so clever until he can remind my uncle that my uncle did not install the things properly...

He very pattern some more..

He can show different type of expression in his face to make us happy...

Lucky is such a lovely dog...

Although i just meet him for not more than 5 times in my cousin's house..

Yet i love him..

I love him as much as i love my dog...

Without him, my house will never have Rottweiler..

It is because of him, my dad bought a Rottweiler...

And i love my Jackie too...

My Jackie is as clever as him...

Rest in peace Lucky...

U know i will always miss u...

Emo + ing

Jz been emo recently...
Maybe i am too free and have too much times to think unnecessary stuff...
Jz miss them so much...
Never wish to back cyber on 6th June..
Feel so empty inside my heart...
But i have to go back when the time come...
I have no choice..
Unless i want extend.. @@

Cyber is cold without them..
Cyber is dead city for me without them...
Jz wish that they could be at my side and enjoy my life jz like this forever..
But i know it is impossible..
We have to seperate when the time come...
Everybody have their own destiny...

I am afraid that the friendship between us might cold down..
Maybe you are right..
I jz been emo and feel sad now...
When time pass i will be OK...
But not at this moment...
Feel so complicated now...

I miss u guys a lot...
Miss all the time we spend together..
Miss all those sweet memory...

Sometimes, i am regret...
Regreting that why i did not utilize the chances when i can go out with you all...
Now, want meet also hard and is a problem for us...
All are at different places already...

Sometimes, i duno who i miss actually..
I am confused..
I love u VAD R...
Thanks for the accompany throughout past 3 years uni life...

Emo Emo Emo~~~

VAD R

第一次，VAD R 差不多全部成员都一起去旅行。。。

这个旅行算是他们毕业前 VAD R 的最后一个旅行吧。。。

在 Langkawi 的时候，时间过得超快的。。。

或许快乐的时光永远都会过得快一点。。。

真的很想那个时间过得慢一点。。。

可是，他总是越跑越快。。。

越跑越快。。。

想起当初的相识到后来的相交。。。

一切的点点滴滴。。。

我们从朋友变到超级好的朋友。。。

就这样我们认识了3年。。。

一个不算长也不算短的时间。。。。

我多希望时间可以停留在我们相识的那一刻。。。

想起他们，我真的变到好感触，好emo。。。。

真的好emo好emo哦。。。

好不舍得他们。。。

下个semester真的好难过啊。。。

他们不在campus了。。。

不能想疯就疯，想颠就颠了。。。

好难过的心情。。。

想念他们傻傻的样子。。。

想念他们疯狂的样子。。。

想念他们开玩笑的样子。。。

想念他们emo的样子。。。

想念他们的一切的一切。。。

第一次，有这么不舍的心情。。。

或许，你们的出现到陪伴，对我而言太重要了。。。

从来没有朋友让我真的有这种感觉。。。

即使累了，也想和你们出去。。。

即使心情不好，也想见到你们。。。

就只想珍惜大家还可以在一起的时间。。。

谢谢你们。。。

就因为你们，我的uni life变到很有趣。。。

真的。。。

认识了你们，我的生活变到很不一样。。。

真的很不一样。。。

总是感谢神把你们带来我的身旁。。。

你们肯定不会是我生命中的过客。。。

而是我生命中不会忘记的好朋友。。。

记得我们的约定。。。

一年一定要去一次 trip。。。

Ming Wei。。。

狗猴王。。。

我的commandant a.k.a daddy。。。

谢谢你总在我emo时弄我开心。。。

谢谢你总是帮我这个那个的。。。

谢谢你总是带我出去吃午餐晚餐的。。。

谢谢你总是像爸爸一样的担心我，教导我。。。

谢谢你的谅解。。。

谢谢你的好。。。

Chin Fon。。。

我的知己。。。

谢谢你常常不计较的帮我。。。

谢谢你总是在他们欺负我时为我挺身而出。。。

谢谢你在langkawi trip 时为我挡了6杯酒。。。

谢谢你总是了解我在想什么。。。

谢谢你总是和我一起八这个八那个。。。

谢谢你。。。

Jeffrey。。。

猪神 a.k.a 山猪 a.k.a 肥肥。。。

谢谢你总是一叫就到。。。

谢谢你总是这么的不计较。。。

谢谢你总是带我们做疯狂的事。。。

谢谢你陪我唱歌。。。

谢谢你总是带着那个肥肥的相机为我们拍照，把美丽的时刻留下。。。

谢谢你。。。

Chun Nang。。。

铁牙 a.k.a 猴王。。。

谢谢你总是那么的好脾气，总是可以好好的解决事情。。。

谢谢你教我在生气时应该如何讲话。。。

谢谢你的 beng beng beng。。。

谢谢你的欺负。。。

谢谢你的可爱。。。

Yu Kiat。。。

KYO a.k.a X-men。。。。

谢谢你3838酱。。。

在Langkawi trip把我们弄到开开心心。。。

谢谢你的细心。。。

谢谢你跟我解释东西的耐心。。。

谢谢你。。。

Yin Pin。。。

我在 VAD R 最好的姐妹。。。

第一次和你躺在一起谈天到深夜。。。

谢谢你的陪伴。。。

谢谢你和我很相似。。。

谢谢你明白我想些什么。。。

加油哦。。。

Sin Yen。。。

Lau Sai Yen。。。

总是那么的出奇不意。。。

喜欢在那里偷偷的笑。。

总让我们摸不清脑袋。。。

谢谢你的可爱，让我们很 enjoy 和你一起。。。

Meizhi。。。。

总是静静的。。。

喜欢拍照。。。

谢谢你常常做我们的camera gal。。。

喜欢你拍的照片。。。

谢谢你总是帮我们把回忆留下。。。

谢谢你。。。。

谢谢一切的回忆。。。

谢谢你们。。。

我会很想念你们的。。。

Bankruptcy

I officially bankrupt... @@
Recently, i spent too much..
Just in 3 days times...
I bought 1 dress, 1 high hill and 1 shoes...
Buy dress and high hill just for prom night..
The shoes i buy just because i like it..
Not good in controlling my spending..
End up over spend.. @@

This few days need to eat kayu skin liao...
Pity pity pity...

Random

It has been 3 months ago since the last updated for my blog..
Pity blog..
Have been so lonely without my visit..

Since the year 2010 started..
It has been a good year for me..
Thanks God for everything that he prepared and done in my life..
Enjoy the year 2010...
Have been so grateful for everything...

I hope the continuous days of the year 2010 will be better and better...
Hope everything is fine...

Just want to enjoy my remaining days in Uni life..
Unexpected that i going for intern soon...
I still hope to stick with my Uni life as long as i could...
Just don't feel like growing up...
I want forever 22...