bObkY, tEddY & sNookY

Bobky, Teddy and Snooky..
Is all my belover dog's name...
Today i just suddenly miss them so much...
However, they already rest in peace long ago...

I just miss them so so so much now...
Miss all the happiness they bring to me...
All the joy...
All their action...
All their cute cute behavior...
I just miss them so much...
I will never forget them in my life...

My belover Bobky....
My belover teddy...
My belover Snooky...

I thanks God for bringing them into my life...
Although the time is short yet it make my life colorful...
I will have no regret for been their master...
I love you all...
Bobky, Teddy, Snooky...
Rest in peace!!!

I really miss u all so much that i will never forget you 3...

sEcreTarY

Been a secretary is not an easy job...
However, i have been a secretary for quite a long period for different event or society...
Although it seen like a lot of paper work to be done yet i enjoy it...
Maybe it is just like what others say this is my occupation sick..

Just like today...
I have spend my whole morning and afternoon just by cleaning out all those RC's paper stuff...
Report and letter...
Type, cut, paste, print....
Just some simple paper work yet it take a lot of my time to complete it...
Meeting with branch is near soon...
A lot of things to be prepared...
Many things not yet done as well...
But i never regret as i really enjoy this work...
Maybe without it i will be bored...
Maybe without it i won't be able to know so many stuff...

Secretary..
A job that seen easy yet tough...
Have make my live meaningful...

lOve mAttErs

Yesterday when i was about to take a nap, a sms from my dear suddenly come in...

He ask me whether want to go watch movie or not later...

They want to go watch Love matters...

I say ok then continue to take my nap...

Plan to wake up at 430pm...

Time pass so fast...

Out of sudden i received a phone call from him...

He say 6pm go Sunway...

Then i like blur blur...

I take my Hp and see...

Omg.. it is already 530pm...

The first things we do when we reach Sunway is to go and buy ticket...

Aikzz.. The movie really so many people want to watch...

Almost all is full...

Then we choose 930pm movie...

We go the BBQ plaza to have our dinner...

I, Ken, May Yeng and Kang eat until so full...

The love matters is really a funny movie..

It is just so fun and nice...

We laugh from the beginning of the movie until the end...

The content of this movie is just so cute~~~ ^^

I like this movie so much..

I started to like those Singapore movie already...

Those actor are always almost the same...

But just wont feel sien to see they all act...

Coz it really entertain me...

Hehe.. ^^

kOreAn lAngUaGe

Korean Language...
Actually i feel like this subject is quite tough for me as there is a lot of vowels and consonance there..
Those things is just like symbol...
Each time when i am writing the words is just like drawing all those symbol out..
It more look like i am drawing...
Their pronunciation is quite similar as well...
Sometimes I just get confused...

However, today...
I finally love this korean language...
Haha.. ^^
Finally i can differentiate all the things and know how to pronounce it...
I am so happy for that..
At first i still thought i might can't follow up what the lecturer is teaching..
Now finally i feel release...
Happy... ^^

hAppY

Today, while i was suffering in the mood of miss him...
Out of sudden he phone me..
Today he end his meeting earlier...
And he do come and visit me without i request...
Suddenly i just feel like both of us started have the same heart to feel what each others want at the important moment..

I really feel happy for that...
At least i finally meet my dear dear...
It reduced my feeling of miss him...
And make me not that suffer anymore...
Thanks God for that...

mIss

I just miss my dear so so so so much...
He recently busy with his career fair stuff...
Can't often sms with me and phone me like usual...
My mood not good also don't dare to tell him as he don't even have much time to rest...
Every night also sleep so late and wake up so early..
I just don't want kacau him and hope he can concentrate in doing his stuff without worrying about me...

My mood damn bad today...
I speechless coz i am stupid...
I just miss him so much...
Hope to see him now...
I know if i tell him he sure will come and find me...
But, I can't be so selfish...
He everyday meeting until so late yet if he come and find me...
Means he got less time to rest...
Aikzzz...

I just hope his busy season will end soon..
But still got 1 more month to go...
Have to be patient...
But really miss him so much~~~

mMu

Today after the Corporate Finance class, we as usual go to one of the room in FOM AR to study as we have one hours break before the next class start...
Half and hours later...
Got one stupid security guard come in and tell us we can't use the room...
Coz we only got 2 people...
Omg...
I thought the empty room everybody have the right to use it...
We tell her we are having class 20 minutes later at the next door...
She say... We can only use the room when LECTURER is around...
Omg..
That time i really speechless..
She not only chase us out but also chase others student self study in the next door OUT...
I am really angry...
I feel like burn the stupid security guard alive...

What stupid MMU is???
Making Money University???
Ask us paid this and that for this fees and that fees...
What library fees??? Huh???
I one year also did not enter the library more than 5 times...
Use the website of the Library searching for Past Year paper not more than 3 times...
Charges us around RM90 per year???

Another fees is IT services fees....
What stupid fees is that???
Out of sudden have this fees...
Waste my money pay RM 75 per year for this....
Ask us pay this and that and then now DUN EVEN ALLOWED US TO USE THE ROOM???

The security dare to chase us OUT..
And then close the light and air corn...
Some more LOCK THE DOOR...
Omg...
MMU scared us waste his electricity izzit???
Or treat us as theives???
Scared us steal their things???
The security even scold us for open the light and air corn...
Omg..
The light and air corn before we enter already is open...
It is OPEN before we are there...
If MMU really want to save money on the electricity bill...
Then call all the security to close all the light and no need open la....
What for open the light and make them so hard to ask us to close it???

If they are really so hardworking, do patrol every minutes every second la...
What for sit at the corner there???
Once the lecturer let the student leave the room early, immediately go in and CLOSE all the AIR CORN and LIGHT like what they wish so much la...
Or else make an annoucement in the bulletin board telling all the student that we can't use the room...
What for create so many trouble for us???
We just finish one class and is quite tired especially it is afternnon and can't even have a good rest in the 1 hours break...

Is that MMU is stupid enough???
I dunno..
Maybe i am regret for coming to this University...
Stupid security guard of MMU...
You make me look down on you...

finAlly

Finally, everything is back like usual...
It is a good news anyway...
What i wish for so long finally become a fact...
Thanks God for it...
Hope the life back to normal again~~~ ^^

All my dear friends...
Be happy everyday neh~~~

不要错放了幸福温暖的手

往往许多人在抉择伴侣时，容易东想西想，不知所措，就是因为害怕一时做错决定，看错人，造成终生的遗憾。 诺贝尔文学奖得主萧伯纳说：“此时此刻在地球上，约有两万个人适合当你的人生伴侣，就看你先遇到哪一个， 如果在第二个理想伴侣出现之前，你已经跟前一个人发展出相知相惜、互相信赖的深层关系，那后者就会变成你的好朋友， 但是若你跟前一个人没有培养出深层关系，感情就容易动摇、变心，直到你与这些理想伴侣候选人的其中一位拥有稳固的深情， 才是幸福的开始，漂泊的结束。

爱上一个人不需要靠努力，只需要靠“际遇”，是上天的安排，但是“持续地爱一 个人” 就要靠“努力”， 在爱情的经营中，顺畅运转的要素就是体谅、包容与自制 (面临诱惑有所自制)。有许多人总是被

“际遇”所迷惑与苦恼，意念不停、欲念不断、争逐不散，而忘了培养经营感情的能力才是幸福的关键。

所以不要去追问到底谁才是我的Mr.Right，而是问说在眼前的伴侣关系中，我能努力到什么程度、成长到什么程度， 若没有培养出经营幸福的能力，就算真的Mr.Right出现在你身边，幸福依然会错过的，而活在犹疑与遗憾当中，这不就是许多“爱情虚无症”的遭遇与心态吗？

若你此刻已有一位长久相伴的伴侣，不要再随便三心二意地犹疑了，我们往往不易察觉感情中的一个陷阱， 就是“近亲生慢侮”，也就是经济学中的铁律“边际效益递减法则”，跟你在一起越久的人，就越容易麻木与忽视，而新鲜的“际遇”总是那么动人可爱。

在感情对待中，难免有摩擦与无心的伤害，而且论得罪自己的次数累加起来最多的人，当然是跟我们在一起最久、最亲近的人。而新欢呢，又还没开始有得罪你的机会，再加上他的刻意讨好，所以新欢怎么看怎么可爱，旧爱怎么看怎么讨厌。但别忘了，新欢身上总是有不确定的未知数，旧爱身上就是有难得的熟悉感、确定感、信赖感。千万不要随便在偶然的“际 遇”中迷失了自己，错放了幸福温暖的手。

所以萧伯纳的话，是要提醒情人不要太钻牛角尖于寻觅那唯一，应该把精神用在学会经营幸福的能力上，同时也提醒我们“弱水三千只取一瓢饮”若有幸遇到了难得的伴侣，就不要再三心二意了， 因为我们永远不知道一生何时会遇到两万个其中的几个，所以要知福惜福、活在当下。


今早我 check mail 的时候，突然间发现从朋友发送来的信息中有一篇叫做“不要错放了幸福温暖的手 ” 。。。当时就觉得这篇文章很有意思，所以就 copy & paste 了放在这里和大家分享咯~~~

希望大家不要错放了幸福温暖的手，珍惜所拥有的。。。

dInnEr

Yesterday was a raining day...

The rain really non stop rains until 8 sth...

At first i and Ken plan to have our dinner at 6pm..

But due to raining we think of wait the rain become small already only go out for dinner..

Then we change the time to 630pm..

Who knows the rain just rains more heavily and don't want to stop...

When the rains become smaller is around 745pm already...

Aikzz..

At first we plan to go SK de Jusco to shopping as i want to buy something..

And then go eat our dinner...

But due to raining we change our plan...

We go Secret Receipt to have our dinner in the end...

Omg..

So expensive la the things there...

Although it is not my first time go there eat..

But, the things still for me is quite expensive..

We eat for RM50.90 just for a dinner..

Sob.. Sob...

Everytimes no matter where we go to eat...

Especially eat those expensive stuff...

I and Ken sure will choose the same food to eat...

Aikzz...

I prefer if we choose to eat different meal so that we can exchange and taste different stuff...

But always our taste is the same...

Just like yesterday, we also choose the same meal to eat...

But this is good also..

At least it proving that i and him have the same interested in the same type of food...

sUndAy

Today is Sunday~~~
I wake up at around 7 sth...
Then do my stuff..
Cleaning here and there...
Mana tau at 1030am Mr Yeo Chin Fon suddenly sms me asking me want to go eat breakfast or not...
Of course i say okay since i not yet have my breakfast...
It is really so rush for me...
They give me 10 minutes to get ready...
I have to take bath and iron my DRRO tshirt...
Unexpected they have to wait for Mr Ng Kok Hong who is same with me going to take bath as well..
Of course Ng Kok Hong get ready faster than me...
We depart from MMu around 11am...
Hehe...

We go here and there searching for photostat shop coz we need to photocopy the IHL's exam question...
Mana tau all photostat shop no open...
Then we go to Dengkil hoping to find one photostat shop...
But in the end still can't find it..
We eat our breakfast at Dengkil..

At 1pm supposedly we have to attend the Health Education courses...
Who knows the courses is cancel...
Actually it can't be say totally cancel as we will be having the test soon...
It is just a courses that no need to attend lecture and can have test immediately...
I first time experience this type of exam...
A test without lecture~~~
Hehe.. ^^
By the way, it is really fun~~~
Save my time & energy..

My dear say today 7am will wake up coz need to go somewhere...
I sms him he no reply..
I sms him second time at around 12 oso no reply..
I phone him also no accept my call...
Wondering what is he doing now..
Perhaps he is busy with his things...
Mana tau at 111pm, he sms me tell me he is still finding sandman at home...
Omg...
He is really a pig that like to sleep...
Haha... ^^

rAinINg dAy

Today is a raining day again...
The rain just rains none stop...
At first i and Ken plan to go out for our dinner at 6pm..
But now almost 7pm already still we cant go out...
Why le???
First, he oversleep coz too tired...
Second, the rain rains more heavily for this moment...
Some more got thunder...
Aikzzz...

Raining ar raining...
Why you want to rain in time like this??
Make me cant go out for my dinner only...
I am just too hungry...
Sob.. sob... sob...

Today although is a raining day but my mood is quite good..
At least, i have done with my things..
At least i choose to be neutral...
Hope rains can wash away all the sad moment & welcome the others new and happy day~~~ ^^
Waiting for it arrival...

sOri

Sorry for the hurt i bring to you as a friends...
At least at that moment, i really hurt you...
An unexpected type of decision i make cause everything to change...
The hurt i bring to you is already a fact...
Although i did not expected it to hurt you that much...

I know a broken heart no matter how it heal also will have scar there...
The wound will not get heal immediately...
Just hope that the scar can be decrease until the very small...
At least, i am not hurt you purposely...
I am some how regret for the decision i make...
My dear friends, i am really sorry for that...

I dunno how should i apologize to you...
I dunno how only you will forgive me in that matter...
Thousands and thousands of sorry is what i can say now...
At least now, what i can say is just sorry...
Hoping you can totally forgive me in that matter one day...

Feel sorry from deep inside my heart~~~

wIsh

This few days...
Many of my friends go through some sad moment...
My coursemate..
My dear friends...
Even my best friends...
Izzit now is the sad season???
How come so many things happen???

My heart just feel so sad for this...
I feel like myself is kind of useless as i can do nothing for them...
I can do nothing besides concerning them...
I can do nothing besides praying that everything will be back like usual..
I can do nothing besides hoping that my friends can have a good rest...
I can do nothing besides wishing that my friends will be happy all the times..

Wish...
I wish...
I do wish...
Wish my dear friends will be strong...
Wish my dear friends will be happy...
All the best for my dear friends~~~ ^^
Ganbatte~~~

thAnkS

Maybe is because my mood is damn bad...
I just feel sad for small small things...
Today my mood is totally out of the range...
However, thanks for my dear...
The words of encouragement...
The concern...
The care...
It make me feels better...

A simple sms...
A simple phone call...
It always appear in times like this without knowing...
Thanks for always be at my side...
Thanks for always understand me...
Thanks for knowing what i want & want i think...
Thanks for understand how i feel always...
Thank you~~~ ^^

rAcCoOn

Anybody know what is that ma???

At first i don't even know what this cute cute animal call...
Finally i know it...
This things call raccoon...

Raccoon is just so cute..
With fat fat body shape...
Lying on the floor...
Sleeping there i think...

This picture taken by my dear...
He send this picture to me...
At first i thought he go google search for it and say is him de..
But who know is him really use camera to take one...
It is just so cute...
Everynight before i sleep i will open this cute Raccoon to see see...
It is just so cute until i wish to have one...
Hehe.. ^^

mIss u

Since after Valentine we did not meet each others..
He is just too busy with his career fair things...
I was busy with my things as well...
Less meet cause me miss him more...
However, he do phone me almost everyday...
At least when he free he will phone me...
We sms non stop like usual....
However, this still can't make my feeling of missing him get lesser...
It just increase day by day...

This few days...
Too many things happen among my friends...
My feeling is just too complicated...
I am worry.. I am sad..
But i can do nothing besides hoping that everything will go on as usual...
Praying is what i can do now...
I do hope everything can be back normal...
At least, that time all of us is happy...
I dunno what is happen among them...
Yet i know something is going on...
I don't wish to know...
Coz i am tired to know...
Not because i am not concern about them...
Just i am not them..
I am not the person who is in the situation...
I cant really understand their feeling as i don't really know what is the exact situation that is going on...
Just wish all of them is fine...
Just wish all of them is happy....

All this things happen make me so bad mood...
I am just too down...
I started to miss him more and more..
I just hope he can be at my side now...
At least hug me...
Coz i really need to have a rest..
I am really tired now....

学会幸福

1、日出东海落西山，愁也一天，喜也一天；遇事不钻牛角尖，人也舒坦，心也舒坦

2、后悔是一种耗费精神的情绪.后悔是比损失更大的损失 ,比错误更大的错误.所以不要后悔

3、我不去想是否能够成功,既然选择了远方,便只顾风雨兼程 ; 我不去想,身后会不会袭来寒风冷雨,既然目标是地平线,留给世界的只能是背影

4、我们确实活得艰难，一要承受种种外部的压力，更要面对自己内心的困惑。在苦苦挣扎中，如果有人向你投以理解的目光，你会感到一种生命的暖意，或许仅有短暂的一瞥，就足以使我感奋不已

5 、生命中，不断地有人离开或进入。于是，看见的，看不见的；记住的，遗忘了。生命中，不断地有得到和失落。于是，看不见的，看见了；遗忘的，记住了。然而，看不见的，是不是就等于不存在？记住的，是不是永远不会消失？

6、真正的爱情是不讲究热闹不讲究排场不讲究繁华更不讲究嚎头的

7、 <<和平年代>>里的话：当幻想和现实面对时，总是很痛苦的。要么你被痛苦击倒，要么你把痛苦踩在脚下

8、人生短短几十年，不要给自己留下了什么遗憾，想笑就笑，想哭就哭，该爱的时候就去爱，无谓压抑自己

9 、每个人都有潜在的能量，只是很容易:被习惯所掩盖，被时间所……

10、于千万人之中，遇见你所遇见的人；于千万年之中，时间的无涯荒野里，没有早一步，也没有晚一步，刚巧赶上了。

11、男人在结婚前觉得适合自己的女人很少，结婚后觉得适合自己的女人很多

12 、你出生的时候，你哭着，周围的人笑着；你逝去的时候，你笑着，而周围的人在哭！一切都是轮回!!!! 我们都在轮回中!!!!

13、死亡教会人一切，如同考试之后公布的结果——虽然恍然大悟，但为时晚矣~！

14 、快乐要有悲伤作陪，雨过应该就有天晴。如果雨后还是雨，如果忧伤之后还是忧伤.请让我们从容面对这离别之后的离别。微笑地去寻找一个不可能出现的你！

15、鱼对水说你看不到我的眼泪，因为我在水里.水说我能感觉到你的眼泪，因为你在我心里。

16 、也许有些人很可恶，有些人很卑鄙。而当我设身为他想象的时候，我才知道：他比我还可怜。所以请原谅所有你见过的人，好人或者坏人

17、我不知道我现在做的哪些是对的，那些是错的，而当我终于老死的时候我才知道这些。所以我现在所能做的就是尽力做好每一件事，然后等待着老死。

18 、令狐冲说'有些事情本身我们无法控制，只好控制自己。'

19、如果朋友让你生气，那说 明 你仍然在意他的友情

20、如果敌人让你生气，那说 明 你还没有胜他的把握

21、世上的姑娘总以为自己是骄傲的公主(除了少数极丑和少数极聪 明 的姑娘例外)

22 、智慧的代价是矛盾。这是人生对人生观开的玩笑

23、怨言是上天得至人类最大的供物，也是人类祷告中最真诚的部分

24、能冲刷一切的除了眼泪，就是时间，以时间来推移感情，时间越长，冲突越淡，仿佛不断稀释的茶。

25 、记住该记住的，忘记该忘记的。改变能改变的，接受不能改变的

dIzZy

Yesterday i slept around 11 something...
It is consider quite early for me as i normally will sleep around 1am...
I forget to sms Ken to tell him that i sleep already...
Then, he phone me at 1 something as he thought i not yet sleep...
I just remember that he phone me and i can't remember our conversation...
I am quite blur for that moment...

This morning when i wake up...
I just feel so dizzy...
My head feel so dizzy until i can't stand properly..
I dunno why...
That is why after i sms with Vin Yee i continue sleep until 9am only wake up..
However, i still feel a bit dizzy now..
Maybe is the way i sleep not correct and cause this happen...
Maybe is i really sick already...
I dunno..
Just hope that this condition will disappear and let myself become normal back...

mEaninGfuL wOrDs

1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.
我愛你不是因為你是誰，而是我在你面前可以是誰。

2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.
沒有男人或女人是值得你為他流眼淚，值得的那一位，不會要你哭。

3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
那人不是你所想般愛你，但不代表那人不是全心全意地愛你。

4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.
一個真正的朋友是向著你伸手，觸動你心靈的人。

5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.
掛念一個人最差的方式，就是你坐在他身旁，而知道你不能擁有他。

6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
就算你不快樂也不要皺眉，因為你永不知道誰會愛上你的笑容。

7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.
在世界裡你可能只是某人，但對某人你可能是全世界。

8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.
不要花時間在一個不會花時間在你身上的人。

9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.
可能神要我們在遇到那位對的人之前先遇上一些錯的人，讓我們遇到那位對先生/對小姐時懂得珍惜。

10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.
不要因為完結而哭，要為曾經發生而微笑。

11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.
這個世界永遠也會有一些傷害你的人，你要做的就是繼續去信人和小心你下次信的人。

12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.
在你嘗試了解其他人和盼望其他人明白你之前，先把你自己變成一個更好的人和了解你自己。

13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.
不要太努力去找，最好的東西是在你最預計不到的時候出現。

REMEMBER: WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON.
緊記: 所有事也是因果循環的。

vAleNtinE dAy

Valentine day...
What is it so special about???
For me, it is nothing really special...
It is just a day where whole world's couple celebrate their days with their love one...
Where you can see plenty of couple walking on the street or shopping centre with blessed face & sweet smile...
It is a day where you can really see a lot of couple here and there...

What are they doing normally???
Actually they are just doing the same things like when they go out dating with each others...
Just the only different is they will received gift from their love one on that particular day...

Last year, my Valentine was lonely..
However, I do celebrate my first Valentine yesterday...
The food of the shop is extremely expensive!!!
Omg..
After i see the price i feel like don't have the appetite to eat...
It is really super duper expensive...
It is 2 or 3 times of the normal price...
Just on that particular day, it provided special menu which will make you poor for the next 3 week...
I think the shop sure earn a lot of money just for this day...

Yesterday, i eat until so full...
The food left so so so much and even Ken can't finish eat the food...
We both will become fatty just after the Valentine...

Valentine day...
The things we do just like what we use to do each times we go out for dating..
Watch movie, eat lunch & dinner...
Window shopping...
It is just a very normal day for me..
Except i received gift from my love one...
Hehe... ^^

Below are the gift given by the Manhattan Fish Market~~~

hOt tEmpEr

I dunno what is going on with me...
This few days my temper is just too hot...
Small things is enough to make me mad...
I am just too hot temper nowadays...
Why???
I dunno....
I really dunno...

Is because i too care of how others look at me???
Is because i dislike people keep on comment about me???
Is because i dislike people put me aeroplane???
Perhaps...
But i just dunno why...

I dislike this hot temper's me...
It is just too strange for me...
I am now like a stranger for myself...
I just too hate myself for been get angry for small matter...
It is so meaningless actually...
It just make myself suffer...
It really suffer~~~

sImilAriTy

I meet someone in the Thaipusam duty...

His name is Wong WeiKien and was from PJ VAD...

He look some how like a malay..

At first i thought he is a malay but who knows he is actually a chinese....

He got some similarity with one of my bro Chai Sim Por...

Both of them look same in some way...

For example, their body size...

Both are small and tiny....

Look super active as well...

Still remember last time RC's binding trip, Sim Por is same group with me...
When we play the treasure hunt, the effort he make, the way he try to solve the problem, the way he act...
Just almost same like how Weikien is acting during the Thaipusam duty...
Just some how...
I saw Weikien i will think of Sim Por...
That is why i feel both of them got some similarity...

The most similar things is the way they act when somethings happen...
Both alsowilling to do anything just for the sake to solve the problem...
Willing to sacrifice...
Willing to take initative...
Cham lo...
Maybe just i feel this way and others might feel not...
But no matter how...
It is an honour to meet with someone from PJ VAD....







First picture is Chai Sim Por a.k.a my brother...
Second picture is Wong Weikien...

tIreD

Since after the Thaipusam duty, i have been extremely tired although i have sleep a lot after that...
How come???
I myself also dunno...
No matter where i go or where i am...
I just can't stand long...
I will feel sleepy after 1 or 2 hours...
I am just like a PIG now...
Sleep early and awake late...
Still super duper tired....
Aikzzz....
I really hope my body can back to normal again~~~

tHaiPusaM duTy

First time in my life i went for the Thaipusam duty...
I have never expect myself to join this type of duty as it require a lot of energy and strength as it is a national event...
I choose to go to the night shift as it won't so hot & burn my skin...
I just don't want myself to become mangali...
Our duty time slot is from 9pm to next day 9am...
Exactly 12 hours...

5pm...
We depart from MMU...
Go to Serdang there take KTM...
It is free of charge as we are RC's member who go for duty...
We reach KL central and change another KTM...
We reach Sendol....
Then at there we sit train go to the Batu Caves for duty...
We reach there almost 830pm already....

At first, i, Shi Yun & Victor is in charge of bases...
But we feel that stay there is extremely boring and we go inside the caves for duty...
Wow...
I never expected myself to go inside the caves and see how the indian celebrate their Thaipusam...
Can't stand for the smell and the music...
But whole day staying there...
No matter how much i dislike, i also will have to get use of it...

Climb up to the caves...
We need to go through 272 stairs...
Due to have to open way for the casulty to be transport from the caves to the base under the caves...
I & Shi Yun have climb the stair up and down for 3 times...
We totally climb 1632 stairs for this duty...
Extremely exhausted and tired...
Feel like want to faint~~~

The food there is extremely spicy...
That's why we can't really eat it and feel hungry all the time...
Can't sleep as the people coming time to time...
The caves just too crowded..

However, i really enjoy this duty although i am exhausted...
This is because this is a great experience for me to learn how to handle cases in this type of event which involved so many people...
From this duty, can see how the RC's member from different state co-operate together just to serve the people voluntarily...
Just feel is a type of fate that we all are there to serve...

5pm - 12pm...
Totally spend 19 hours just for this duty...
It takes almost one of my days away...
However, i have no regret...
But, i just extremely tired and exhausted now...
Is time for me to sleep...
Haha... ^^

rEd cLiFf 2

Today after BDS class...
I with Ping Ying, Kok Hong, Chiew Shi & Winson went to Alamanda to watch Red Cliff 2...

I and Ping Ying go to eat Mc Donald...
While Kok Hong, Chiew Shi & Winson go and eat KFC...
We eat until so rush as our movie start at 720pm...
The time when i and Ping Ying bought the Mc Donald already almost 710pm...
The time we finish eating is already 725pm..
It is already late for the movie...
However, Kok Hong they all still not yet finish eating...
I and Ping Ying wait them outside the cinema...
We went in the cinema at around 740pm...
At that time the movie already dunno do until where liao...

Red Cliff 2 is such a nice movie...
It is better than the Red Cliff 1...
It is much more interesting...
There are a lot of part in the movie touches me...
Such as the soldier willing to sacrifice for the country...
Even in the winter solstice, the soldier is unable to back to their home to celebrate with their family yet stay in the camp side to protect their country...
The part when they all eat the Tang Yuan together...
They just hope so much to go back home to see their family...
However, they know there is something more important for them to do...
It is to protect their country and let the people there live in peace...

The part where many soldier die due to the war is really a bit cruel...
The moment when they get kill...
It is really very sad for me...
As they will never see their love one again...
Their hope to go back to meet their family will never reach...

War is such a cruel things..
It takes away so many human life...
Just because of ambition...
An ambition of a King to become the empire for many country...
I hope there is no war in this world...
So that won't so many people sacrifice just because of it...
I hope every family can Tuan Tuan Yuan Yuan...

Actually i feel quite happy after watching this movie...
I have been waiting for so long time just to watch this movie...
Finally, i watch it...
Haha.. ^^
It is really such a nice movie that it show the real situation of the cruel war...

tHieF

Today, one incident that frighten me happen...
I and Ping Ying went to our Uni's book store to buy book...
When we arrive the book store, there is no bag on the bag stand there...
So, as usual we have to put our bag there before we enter the book store...

When we go in, one international student come out...
A while more, she suddenly come in and say her bag is missing...
The bag she put on the book stand there is missing...
Oh God...
I just feel so afraid and went out and see...
Luckily my bag is still there...
Another malay girl went out...
A while she also say her bag is missing...
Both of the girl who put their bag on the bag stand before us is missing....

It really frighten me...
How can the bag get missing???
How if i went to the book store as early as them???
How if my bag get stole???
I really thank God for his protection on my belonging...
Luckily i and Ping Ying went to the book store later than that 2 girls...
Or else our belonging will get stole like them...

I just feel so weird...
Why the things will get missing???
I went to the book store for so many times also i never hear of this incident happen there...
Even the book store's owner say so....

The thief...
How can you steal others belonging and make them sad????
You are not supposed to do so...
You should not become a thief...
A thief that people will hate....

Really thank God for his protection everyday...
So grateful~~~

tHank yOu

Today finally finish my PSA exam paper..
I just feel so happy lo...
So release and relax...

Yesterday night feel quite touch...
Thank you for my coursemate for their greeting...
Some of them purposely MSN me just to say good luck and ganbatte in exam...
That moment just feel so touch...
Thank you neh my dear friends...

sUrPrisEd

3 weeks of holidays cause me and my dear can't meet each others...
During the holidays, we sms each others everyday but we seldom phone...
At first he say most probably will be back to campus on tuesday...
However, he is back today...

I took my nap at around 3 sth...
At that moment i am thinking of smsing him asking him after reach campus come and find me since we long time no meet already...
At the same time, i also waiting for my langkawi gift as well...
However, due to scared of been reject...
At last i also did not sms him telling him about what i hope in my mind....

At around 530pm he sms telling me he come back to campus now...
Then i was hoping him to say i come and find you but he didn't...
So it is really disappointing...

7 sth...
Out of sudden my hp ring...
Ken : What are you doing???
Sophia : Huh??? do nothing...
Ken : I come and find you now...
Sophia : oOoo...

An unexpected phone call...
It surprised me...
But my heart is full of happiness & joy...
Did he miss me???
Did he bring the gift he bought in the Langkawi???
Did he... ???
My mind is full of question mark...

He appear...
Finally appear in front of me after 3 week no meet...
My feeling is just too complicated...
All the feeling of missing him during this 3 weeks of holidays is just like a burden suddenly been put down...
Just feel like crying...
But it is with joy...^^

He grow until more fat already...
I am wishing him to give me the Langkawi gift..
However, he is really a coconut...
He put the chocolate inside his refrigerator at his house in Ampang and forget to bring it back...
Sob.. Sob.. Sob...
Have to wait for 2 more week only can eat already...
He is really coconut la...

But today really surprising me...
I did not even tell him i am taking the supplementary paper tomorrow yet he know about it...
Wondering how he can make it...
My coursemate did not tell him also...

Today is a happy day for me~~~
Hoping that tomorrow will be a better one...
Ganbatte to myself for the paper~~~ ^^

pRayEr

Please take a moment to relax your mind and humble your heart to focus on Christ. Allow God to be the only person on your mind while you read this prayer. If we can take the time to read long jokes, stories, etc, we should give the same respect to this prayer. Friends, who pray together, stay together.

Dear Lord, I thank you for this day. I thank You for my being able to see and to hear this morning. I'm blessed because You are a forgiving God and an understanding God. You have done so much for me and You keep on blessing me. Forgive me this day for everything I have done, said or thought that was not pleasing to you. I ask now for Your forgiveness..

Please keep me safe from all danger and harm. Help me to start this day with a new attitude and plenty of gratitude. Let me make the best of each and every day to clear my mind so that I can hear from You.

Let me not whine and whimper over things I have no control over. Let me continue to see sin through Your eyes and acknowledge it as evil. And when I sin, let me repent, and confess with my mouth of my wrongdoing, and receive forgiveness.

And when this world closes in on me, let me remember Jesus' example -- to slip away and find a quiet place to pray. It's the best response when I'm pushed beyond my limits. I know that when I can't pray, You listen to my heart. Continue to use me to do Your will.

Continue to bless me that I may be a blessing to others. Keep me strong that I may help the weak. Keep me uplifted that I may have words of encouragement for others. I pray for those who are lost and can't find their way. I pray for those who are misjudged and misunderstood. I pray for those who don't know You intimately. I pray for those who will delete this without sharing it with others. I pray for those who don't believe. But I thank you that I believe.

I believe that You change people and You change things for good reasons. I pray for all my sisters and brothers. For each and every one of my family members and friends and their families. I pray for peace, love and joy in their homes that they are out of debt and all their needs are met.

I pray that every eye that reads this knows there is no problem, circumstance, or situation greater than You. Every battle is in Your hands for You to fight. I pray that these words be received into the hearts of every eye that sees them and every mouth that confesses them willingly..

This is my prayer.
In Jesus' Name, Amen.

sAd

Today, i finally come back to MMU after the 3 week of holidays...
However, my heart doesn't has any feeling of happiness...
It is just full of sadness...
The moment when i left my home, i just feel so sad..
I tell my mum, can i just don't go back to campus???
I just don't have the feeling of wanna coming back this time...
Why???
I dunno...
I just dunno...

Now, I miss my home so much...
I miss my parents, my sister, my brother & my doggie so much now...
Just feel so stress when think of everything...

Normally come back to MMU for the first week sure can relax but now i have to study for the supplementary paper...
Just because of this paper, i can't really enjoy my new year...
Just feel so stress when think of it...
I hate it..

So sad so sad...
Dunno why my heart is so sad now...
Sad for what???
I also dunno...
Feeling is so complicated...
Just feel like wanna go home now...
Dad, Mum, I really miss you so much...