PSA eXam

PSA exam finally coming soon...
Coming Tuesday...
OoooooOoo..
A bit scary...

New year so pity have to study while everybody is enjoying and playing...
PSA o PSA..
Hope i can faster finish this exam and then can finally be relax...
Waiting for the arrival of Tuesday~~~

wiSh

New Year there is always new wish...
What i wish the most for this 2009???

Things i wish for my family~~~
1. Be heathly all the time.
2. My parents can have a successful business throughout the year.
3. My siblings can achieve flying color in their exam.
4. Get closer to God more and more.
5. Have long life.
6. Be happy everyday.

Things i wish for my doggie~~~
1. Be healthy all the time.
2. Be safe.
3. Eat until fat fat.
4. Have long life.

Things i wish for my dear~~~
1. Be healthy all the time.
2. Don't always over work.
3. Take care of himself all the time.
4. Sleep early everyday.
5. Achieve flying color in result.
6. Have bright future in his career.
7. Success in everything he do.
8. Eat until fat fat.
9. Be happy everyday.

Things i wish for my friends~~~
1. Be healthy all the time.
2. Achieve flying color in result.
3. Be happy everyday.

Things i wish for myself~~~
1. Stay healty always.
2. Maintain my result in first class.
3. Get closer to God.
4. Remember to read bible everyday.
5. Must go church every Sunday.
6. My relationship with my dear can last long.
7. Become a more understanding gf.
8. Temper can improve and become more patient.
9. Be happy everyday.

I hope my wish can come through...
I hope all my wish can come through in this year...
Really hope so so so much...
Hehe ^^

fOrm 5 gAtheRinG

Tue...
Our 5SD gathering...
The amount of people coming is less than the previous years...
How come???
Perhaps many of them have to go back their hometown to celebrate the Chinese New Year...
Perhaps this year the gathering a bit early than previous year...

The people who are coming is still the same gang...
We go Poh Chie's house for BBQ...
I saw her doggie..
So cute & so small...
Haha...
But keep barking there coz we all are too noisy...

It is a happy news to know that most of my ex classmate already in relationship...
They are happily showing us their gf or bf photo...
Haha... ^^
Of course, it is something to be proud of...
For the pass 20 years people who never in relationship finally found their love one...
Maybe next time gathering they will bring their love one attend...
Who knows???

This gathering i saw You Jian change a lot..
Change become more handsome until i nearly can't recognised him...
Hehe...
And Jim Choo already get married and give birth to a child...
So fast...
Hohoho...
Our first mother in 5SD...

Once in a year we all meet...
I just hope those ex classmate who never attend the gathering show out themselve in the next gathering...
It is just once in a year...
It is hard to meet with each others...
Do cherish all the moment we still can have together with them...

sNakE 1

The most scary things in this world is...
My house in new year got 2 snake come in...
Oh God...
Today another snake coming in...
This time this snake is white color one...
It really frighten me...
I hate snake ...
I really hate snake...
It make my heart like gonna heart attack!!!

My sister facing snake like nothing...
She has no feeling of scare at all...
She can take the bamboo and throw the snake away into the rubbish bin...
Oh God..
I like mad person screaming here and there..
I really scared snake...
I hate snake...
Hisshh...

I pray that all those stupid snake don't ever enter my house again...
I will burn their hole and tear them into pieces...
I swear!!!

kEn's biRthdaY

23rd Jan...
It is my dearest ken birthday...
He is just staying too far from me at that moment...
I unable to celebrate for him his birthday as one is in Perak & one is in Ampang now...
The first time his birthday when we are together...
But i unable to celebrate for him...
Just feel a bit disappointed...

Can't celebrate for him for his birthday..
What i can do???
I just can send the birthday gift i buy for him through post laju to him...
He do received the gift on his birthday...
Another things i can do is phone him at 11.58pm on 22nd Jan...
And talk phone with him until 0.00am on 23rd Jan and wish him happy birthday..
That is the only things i can do for his birthday...

However, for him like there is no surprised when he received the gift i send to him through post laju...
Why???
Coz this fellow too clever liao and is able to guess what i am going to do...
One week before his birthday he already told me the things i am going to do is this and that...
No matter how i deny also he never believe...
That moment i just feel like killing him...
Haha...
But in the end i just do according to my plan...
Don't care him whether he really know what i am doing or not...

Plan to phone him at 11.55pm on 23rd to say the last happy birthday to him ...
But, i am too tired already...
I slept at 10 something while my alarm clock ring until want faint liao also i no wake up...
Haha..
I am really a pig...
When i wake up already 1am...
My plan to be the first one to wish him happy birthday & the last one to wish him is gone...
Just because i sleep like a pig at that moment... =.="

By the way, i just wish my dear to be happy and healthy everyday...
Love ya~~~

sNakE

Snake...
This is the animal i hate the most in this world...
I hate cobra especially...
Why???
It is because it has take away two of my belover dog's life....
My bobky & teddy...
I miss them so so so much...
I hate those stupid snake for appear around my house or even appear in my house compound...
It should not have appear...

Today...
Another incident which make me shock happen again...
I was going to take a nap at around 345pm as i just come back from outside and it is quite tired...
Who knows???
Out of sudden my mum shout...
Snake snake snake~~~
I am quite blur as i about to sleep...
What i hear is jackie bite by snake...
I immediately jump up from my bed and rush down to see what is happening...

Oh god...
A cobra been bite by my dog until death...
It has been tear into half...
I see already i also feel like crying...
Cobra...
Oh god.. is cobra...
Why it appear again????
Each time they appear around my house i will like getting heart attack....
I don't want the same things happen again...
My heart is unable to accept the suddent shock anymore...

What i worry the most is whether my dog is bitten by the cobra o not...
I can't see any wound that the cobra bite as the hair is too much...
I unable to check also as i got 4 dog and they walk here and there...
Never sit there diam diam also...
The first things i do when i see the death cobra is i pray...
I pray to god that please safe my dog life...
Don't let my dog has any injury...
Just let my dog be safe and it is the greatest joy i will have...

Hour by hour pass...
I sit around my dog and see whether they got any weird action or not..
I really thanks god for protect my dog...
I really feel so grateful...
Without god protection my dog might get bite by cobra again...
Thanks god...

Stupid baka cobra...
Don't ever appear around my house compound or around my house anymore..
Or else i really will kill you...
I won't let you injured any of my family member & dog..
Never~~~

rEsulT

23rd Jan...
Supposely it is a happy day for me as today is my dearest ken birthday...
However, today semester 2 result is out...
It is really a sad day for me..
I never ever get such a bad result in my life before..
Some more it is without adding PSA yet..
How am i gonna to face this fact???

I think i sure get a C in my result or else the gpa won't drop until so low so low...
I think is ecomm...
Sad sad sad...
I hate this semester result..
How come it is like that???
I dunno..
I really dunno why..

Perhaps i did not study well..
Perhaps i did not concentrate during my study...
Perhaps... perhaps...
I dunno...
Feel so sad...
But I don't want give myself any excuse for this bad result...
It is a fact that i did not put enough effort in maintain my cgpa..
This is the result...
A result for not being put much effort in study...
A result for not start study during the first day of the semester...
A result for watch too much drama & sleep too much...

If i unable to maintain my first class and pull up my cgpa in the coming semester, i will let myself isolate from this world...
Just can study study study only...
It is a punishment for myself for being play too much & sleep too mcuh...
Lazy pig deserve this type of punishment...

nG kOk hOng

Mr Ng Kok Hong...
You appear in my blog again...
Just like what you wish 2 days ago...

Each time once he saw his name appear in my blog he will feel super duper happy...
How come???
I oso dunno why...
He just feel so happy when he type his name NG KOK HONG in the google and search...
The chance for full name of his appear is getting more and more in the website...
Perhaps this is what he feel happy of...

Mr Ng Kok Hong..
Just let me describe something about him for this moment...
His hobby is to bully me...
This is what he told me everytimes once we got sms with each others...
He always say i am noob...
But he himself is also a noobie...
This is a fact that cannot be deny...

Just wondering how come NG KOK HONG is so clever sometimes...
He know i will never play war games...
And he look down on me say i will never play it...
But that is the fact as each time i play war games i will feel pening...
The people in the games move here and there & kill this and that...
Waa...
I see liao also want faint...

This Ng kok Hong ar..
Aikzz...
He tell me in my heart he sure is 90% bad & 10% good..
But honestly telling you, he is 80% good & 20% bad...
Haha...
Guy bad bad a bit is fun...
Not that boring...

Ng Kok Hong ar Ng Kok Hong ar...
Don't watch so much anime la..
Although i know your house got so so so big TV...
Haha... ^^

5sD

5SD's mate...
My form 5 classmate...
So long did not meet with all my ex classmate already...
So miss them...
We nearly meet just once in a year...
Finally we going to meet each others in this new year at Poh Chie's house for BBQ...
Hohoho...

But dunno why...
Feel a bit shy...
Maybe is because too long did not meet liao..
Not really that close as before...
Feel a bit weird + excited...
The feeling is really complicated...
Hehe...

Next wednesday...
Waiting for your arrival...
Haha... ^^

miSs thOse dAy wiTh Rc's fRiEndS

Suddenly so miss my RC's friends...

Especially my VAD C de...

Miss those days so so so much~~~

So long did not really go out with my VAD C friends already...

I also dunno why...

Pehaps i am busy???

Maybe...

This is the another things i regret during my semester 2...

Semester 3 i want my life back like before...

Back to the life where i always join RC's friends out for supper...

Back to the life i always crazy crazy with RC's friends...

I want my life full of memory with no regret...

Aikzz...

I emotional again..

Maybe that is the character of a girl...

Haha.. ^^

bEn bEn

Ben ben???

Who is that???

Curious to know???

Haha..

Ben ben is Mr. Yeo Chin Fon...

My RC's friends...

We become good friends during last year DRRO...

Our VAD C...

Get the best performance for DRRO & overall best VAD for the year 2008..

Just 6 of us...

But, we manage to do it...

So proud of it...

The rewards should go to our commandant, Botak Ming...

He is a good leader...

Hehe... ^^

A fact that 6 of us won't be denying...

First time meet ben ben..

He is such a shy guy..

Less talk...

However, after know him well...

I only realised that he can talk..

Some more can talk so well...

Haha.. ^^

He is a cute & caring guy that i ever meet...

Always bring us go out play & eat when we are bored...

Ben ben, thanks for always be at my side...

Thanks for being my friends..

Thank you~~~

sEmesTer 2

Finally, i end my semester 2 officially...
I can go back home already...
I will meet my family & doggie later...
So happy.. ^^

Semester 2 is a busy semester which cause me have to rush for assignment, weekly test & presentation...
However, it ends..
It finally ends...
I left 1 more short semester to go before i graduate...
Hurray~~~

Yesterday, I go Sunway with Ken at night..
At there we celebtrate for Kang2 birthday...
And then watch movie...
Wow, today i have watch 2 movie...

At first i really feel so unhappy because the things doesn't go as it should be..
Supposely i and Ken should go Times Square shopping at 4pm...
However, due to his tiredness...
All have cancelled...
I really feel so disappointed at the first place...
Feel like crying..
Hishh...
I already want go back home liao some more 3 week won't be meeting each others...
He can't even accompany me to shopping...
However, lastly we go Sunway at 745pm...

Actually i think he don't even understand why i date him 2 week ago for 9th Jan...
I just want to spend some times with him before i go back home on 10th Jan...
3 week won't be meeting each others...
Maybe he don't even have the feeling of missing each others...
But, i will...

My semester 2 finally end...
End with happiness??? Sadness???
I dunno..
The feeling is complex...

My sweet sweet home...
Here i come~~~

hOlidAyS

Holidays...
Normally when people mention about this words, they will be super duper happy..
However, my holidays this time won't be as relax as before...
Why???
The reason is so simple...
It is because i am taking supplementary paper for PSA...
I have mention it for several times in my blog...
I really feel so regret for not taking the paper during 6th Jan...
Or else i should be like everybody else happily enjoy their holidays...

I hope before i go back home..
I can have some happy moment...
I just want to spend some times with my coursemate, my friends and my dear...
However, what i wish normally hard to come through...
Is that so tough???
I dunno..
Maybe..

Today my life is like so messy...
So many things happen and make my mood so bad...
Can't even be happy even though i finish my paper...

I just now went to Alamanda with Kok Hong, Ping Ying, Catherine and Pei Chun to watch movie..
Bedtimes story..
It is such a nice movie..
It is so funny and the hamster is just too cute...
The hamster eyes is extremely big...
Super duper cute...
Hehe... ^^

Ng Kok Hong today no bully me but accompany me talking...
This make my mood become better a bit..
But my heart still quite sad...
Why??
I think only myself know what is going on to me...
Things i expected did not go as it should be...
Aikzzz...

Never mind la..
All edi over...
Go back home to cure my broken heart...
Enjoy my holidays...
Hope i really enjoys...

2nd l@st p@pEr

While everyone is having their last paper tomorrow...
I am having my second last paper...
Really feel like crying...
Sob.. sob...

If i tuesday go for the exam, i will be taking my last paper tomorrow as well...
Now it is great...
Super duper great...
I have to study during my semester break for the last paper...
My PSA supplementary...

The medicine make me feel so sleepy...
I have no mood to study the Human Resource Management..
I hope tomorrow can come faster...I want to go back home earlier...
I miss my home so much so much~~~

sMs

I am kinda distrubing Ken in study this few days...
This morning, before he go exam...
He told me that he less sms me because he want to concentrate in study...
He want himself to be relax and don't want to think anything before go exam...
But, for the past few days...
I got sms him...
We sms each others not more than 10 message per day...
Consider much???
I dunno...
But normal days we sms more than that...
He reply me quite slow this few days...
But it is understandable...

Today, i only realised that my sms would be something disturbing to him in concentrate for study especially in final exam time...
I am kinda noob...
I did not realised it at all...

I am a person who like to sms...
While smsing with others, i still can concentrate in my study...
But if i ym or msn with others, i cannot concentrate in my study at all...
However, he is different with me...
He sms with others will make him cannot concentrate in study...
But when he ym or msn with others, he can concentrate in study...
We are totally different in this..

I totally forget about it in time like this..
Maybe study too much..
Too stress and too emotional...
Can't even recall small and tiny things...

I do hope my sms did not bring disturbance to him...
Hope he can do well in his last paper tomorrow...
So do i...

hUngRy

I m very very very hungry now...
Dunno why my stomach feel so hungry..
Waiting for Ng Kok Hong to deliver the rice...
However, the time not yet come...
It is just 6.15pm now..
Have to wait for 45 minutes more before the rice is been deliver...

Rice... rice... rice...
I miss you so so so much...
I think i can eat a lot today with the hungry stomach...

Ng Kok Hong...
Faster come faster come...
Waiting for you~~~
By the way, wanna say thank you to you for always deliver the rice for me...
Thanks for helping me order the rice always...
Thank you Ng Kok Hong..
You are a good guy...
A good good guy~~~

tHe wOndeR oF loVe

爱的感觉，总是在一开始觉得很甜蜜。。。
总觉得多一个人陪、多一个人帮你分担。。。
你终於不再孤单了，至少有一个人想著你、恋著你。。。
不论做什么事情，只要能一起，就是好的。。。
但是慢慢的，随著彼此的认识愈深，你开始发现了对方的缺点。。。
於是问题一个接著一个发生。。。
你开始烦、累，甚至想要逃避。。。

有人说爱情就像在捡石头。。。
人总想捡到一个适合自己的。。。
但是你又如何知道什么时候能够捡到呢？
她适合你，那你又适合她吗?
其实，爱情就像磨石子一样。。。
或许刚捡到的时候，你不是那么的满意。。。
但是记住人是有弹性的，很多事情是可以改变的。。。
只要你有心、有勇气。。。
与其到处去捡未知的石头，还不如好好的将自己已经拥有的石头磨亮。。。
你开始磨了吗？

很多人以为是因为感情淡了，所以人才会变得懒惰。。。
错！
其实是人先被惰性征服，所以感情才会变淡的。

在某个聚餐的场合, 有人提议多吃点虾子对身体好， 这时候有个中年男人忽然说「十年前，当我老婆还是我的女朋友的时候，她说要吃十只虾，我就剥二十只给她！ 现在，如果她要我帮她剥虾壳，开玩笑！我连帮她脱衣服都没兴趣了，还剥虾壳咧！

听到了吗？明白了吗？
难怪越来越多人只想要谈一辈子的恋爱，却迟迟不肯走入婚姻。。。
因为，婚姻容易让人变得懒惰。。。
如果每个人都懒得讲话、懒得倾听、懒得制造惊喜、懒得温柔体贴。。。
那么夫妻或是情人之间，又怎么会不渐行渐远渐无声呢？

所以请记住：
有活力的爱情，是需要适度殷勤灌溉的。。。
谈恋爱，更是不可以偷懒的喔！

有一对情侣，相约下班後去用餐、逛街，可是女孩因为公司会议而延误了， 当她冒著雨赶到的时候已经迟到了30多分钟， 他的男朋友很不高兴的说： 你每次都这样，现在我甚么心情也没了， 我以後再也不会等你了！ 刹那间，女孩终於决堤崩溃了， 她心里在想：或许，他们再也没有未来了。。。

同样的在同一个地点，另一对情侣也面临同样的处境； 女孩赶到的时候也迟到了半个钟头，他的男朋友说：我想你一定忙坏了吧！ 接著他为女孩拭去脸上的雨水，并且脱去外套盖在女孩身上， 此刻，女孩流泪了, 但是流过她脸颊的泪却是温馨的。

你体会到了吗？
其实爱、恨往往只是在我们的一念之间！
爱不仅要懂得宽容更要及时， 很多事可能只是在於你心境的转变罢了！
懂了吗？
当有个人爱上你，而你也觉得他不错。
那并不代表你会选择他。

我们总说：我要找一个你很爱很爱的人，才会谈恋爱。。
但是当对方问你，怎样才算是很爱很爱的时候，你可能无法回答他，因为你自己也不知道。。。
没错，我们总是以为，我们会找到一个自己很爱很爱的人。。。
可是後来，当我们猛然回首，我们才会发觉自己曾经多么天真。。。
假如从来没有开始，你怎么知道自己会不会很爱很爱那个人呢？

其实，很爱很爱的感觉，是要在一起经历了许多事情之後才会发现的。。。。
或许每个人都希望能够找到自己心目中百分之百的伴侣。。。
但是你有没有想过在你身边会不会早已经有人默默对你付出很久了，只是你没发 觉而已呢？
所以，还是仔细看看身边的人吧！
他或许已经等你很久喽！

当你爱一个人的时候，爱到八分绝对刚刚好。。。。
所有的期待和希望都只有七八分；剩下两三分用来爱自己。。。。
如果你还继续爱得更多，很可能会给对方沉重的压力，让彼此喘不过气来， 完全丧失了爱情的乐趣。。。。

所以请记住：
喝酒不要超过六分醉。。。
吃饭不要超过七分饱。。。
爱一个人不要超过八分。。。

那天朋友问我：到底该怎么做才算是爱一个人呢？
我笑著跟他说：其实每个人的爱情观都不一样，说对了叫开导，但就怕说错反倒变成误导。那就糟糕了！

如果你也正在为爱迷惘，或许下面这段话可以给你一些启示：
爱一个人，要了解，也要开解；
要道歉，也要道谢；
要认错，也要改错；
要体贴，也要体谅；
是接受，而不是忍受；
是宽容，而不是纵容；
是支持，而不是支配；
是慰问，而不是质问；
是倾诉，而不是控诉；
是难忘，而不是遗忘；
是彼此交流，而不是凡事交代；
是为对方默默祈求，而不是向对方诸多要求；
可以浪漫，但不要浪费；
可以随时牵手，但不要随便分手。

这封信打动了我，因为它说：'收到了这封信，是因为有人在默默的祝福你，因为你也爱你身边的一些人'。带着爱的，一切将如愿以偿。现在好运已降临到你身上，只要你照办，将此信复制2O份分别寄给亲朋好友，使它在界各地周转，你将在四天内交到好运，这不是在开玩笑，不需要寄钱，因为幸运是无代价的。

我在默默的祝福你。*^_^*
让我们一起祝'愿天下有情人终成眷属!!!!!!!

rElatiOnsHip

Today i accidently enter one of my friend's blog...
It is really such a sad news to know that my friends break with his gf...
Both of them are my friends..
I dunno what happen to them...
I have never expected this to happen on them...
It is something unexpected!!!
Really unexpected~~~
It makes me feel so shock!!!
I feel so sad to know about this...

I believed that a guy & a girls will be in relationship is always not by coincidence but by fate...
There are so many people in the world yet both can be friends...
Fall in love with each others and decided to be together...
It is something special and unique...
Not everyone can meet the one they really like and decided to have commitment to each others...

Once in the relationship, i think that it is the best we don't easily give up on it especially when we are angry or sad...
No one is perfect in this world..
Everyone did a mistake..
The main things is how we gonna maintain the relationship by using our heart...
The heart that when we first started in relationship with each others..
The excitement...
That type of feeling...
How we gonna make it last long...
That is the main things...

Imagine 2 different background and characteristic of people have to be together...
Sure there is a lot of different in opinion...
There is by love, we can tolerate with each others..
By love, we willing to make effort to make the relationship become better...
By love, we willing to change ourselve to become a better one...
Everything is by love...

Love is patient, love is kind..
It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud...
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is no easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs...
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth..
It always protect, always trusts, always hope, always perseveres...
Love never fails...
(1 Corinthians 13 : 4 - 8)

I do hope...
My relationship with my dear can last as long as possible...
Nobody knows what will gonna happen next...
But i cherish every moment i have with him...
I thanks for eveything he done for me..
I appreciate...
I feel grateful...
I have no regret for choosing him to become my dear...
The only and special one...

gEt bluFf

8pm...
We supposed to be in Catherine's house to drink the bubur kacang's soup...
However, i did not go..
It is because my stomach still not yet fully recover...
Don't dare to let myself drink others things...
Just scared it become more serious later as i still got one more paper to go on friday...

Ng kok Hong super duper bad..
He tell me everybody stay in hostel not going is due to me...
Below is our conversation :
sOphi@ wOnG: u not yet go ar?
sOphi@ wOnG: ng kok hong
kokhong kokhong: i din go
kokhong kokhong: hostel no ppl go
sOphi@ wOnG: geng
sOphi@ wOnG: y everybody not going?
kokhong kokhong: ya
kokhong kokhong: coz u din go
kokhong kokhong: so all dun1 go
sOphi@ wOnG: who say le?
sOphi@ wOnG: sob..blame me pula
kokhong kokhong: ya la
kokhong kokhong: u din go rite?
kokhong kokhong: vy py kh winson all no go
sOphi@ wOnG: yerr..
sOphi@ wOnG: y u all like tat de
sOphi@ wOnG: sob..
kokhong kokhong: kenot a?
kokhong kokhong: @.@
kokhong kokhong: then go hit all of us la
kokhong kokhong: go scold all of us la
sOphi@ wOnG: bad guy

I really believe what he say is true at the first place...
Feel so guilty...
I immediately go and ask one of his close friends about this...
Below is our conversation:
sOphi@ wOnG: y u no go cat de house de?
WINSON LEE: u got go meh
WINSON LEE: cos kok hong dont want go lo
sOphi@ wOnG: i cannot go ma coz stomach still not yet recover..
sOphi@ wOnG: oic..
WINSON LEE: ic
sOphi@ wOnG: not because of i no go la
sOphi@ wOnG: stupid ng kok hong bluff me
WINSON LEE: lolz..

In the end i found out, Ng Kok Hong is bluffing me..
Sob.. Get bluff again...

Catherine, sorry for unable to go your house to eat the bubur kacang's soup you cook..
Next time...
If got next time..
I sure will go..

miSs thE timEs wHen i wAs iN chuRch

Today i dunno why...
Suddenly miss the time when i was in the church...
I miss all my Church of Sitiawan's friends...
I miss the time when we are serving together..
I miss the time when we practising dance together..
I miss the time when we practise the music together....

I really really miss those days...
How long i have not been to church since i come to MMU???
How long i have not serve in church???
How long i did not play church song already???
How long i did not play tambourine and dance in church already???
How long?? How long???
I dunno... I really dunno...

Why i become so lazy after i go to MMU study???
Why i did not go to church or even join the cell group???
I already stay far far away from God...
I miss those days..
I really miss those days..

I hope i can get back to there..
I hope i can become the Sophia that is super active in church like last time..
I hope.. I really hope..
I hope to serve God again...
I hope to dance again..

New year.. New wish..
This is my wish.. My desire...
To go back to church again..
To serve God again..
To stay closer with God again..

My hope... My wish..
Hope God answer my prayer...
Let me become a real christian again...

sLeepIng piLl

The medicine that the doctor give to me is just like a sleeping pill...
Everytimes after i consumes it, i will feel so so so sleepy and cannot continue my study...
Aikzz...
The medicine is also bitter...
I really hate to eat medicine or see doctor..
But i have to continue consume the medicine in order to get well so that i can go for exam on this coming friday...

Medicine ar medicine..
Please don't make me so sleepy anymore okie???
I cannot finish study my Human Resources Management already le...

wOrrY + inG

My coursemate tell me that today PSA exam is tough..
Ohhhhh...
I really start to worry about my supplementary exam paper for this subject...
Haizz...
Semester break also cannot rest properly already lo...

vEry fUnnY

一位國文老師的告白
我是個國中的國文老師，生平最痛苦的事情就是改作文!! 字醜就算了，還會自己學倉頡創字!! 創字就算了，還會用自己奇怪的邏輯寫句子!!每次都改到哭笑不得~~~

１、元旦時，我們全家一起到歷史博物館參觀「冰馬桶」…
師評：有這樣的東西嗎？我也要去！（兵馬俑）

２、早上起床整裡「遺容」後，我們到學校集合，搭車前往墾丁畢業旅行
師評：不知道你家是哪一家殯儀館？老師一直都不知道…（儀容）

３、昨晚左眼皮跳個不停，當時就覺得那是「胸罩」，果然今天皮夾被扒走了!
師評：孩子，你已經這麼大了嗎？（凶兆 ）

４、報上說重金屬污染過的牡蠣，可「治」癌…
師評：一字之差，養蚵人家翻身矣! 我是不是該趕快去養牡蠣？會賺到翻哦…（致癌）

５、昨晚我和同學到速食店吃晚餐，我們點了兩個漢堡、「雞份一塊」…
師評：好吃嗎？雞糞？（雞塊一份）

６、星期天準備外出逛街時，匆忙之間不小心給「肛門」夾到，真倒楣!!
師評：老師很好奇──誰的肛門這麼大…？（鋼門）

７、四下無人，不要從背後 拍我肩膀，我很容易「受精」…
師評：孩子，我可能是你爸哦… 老師記得曾這樣讓很多人「受精」喔!（受驚）

８、逛完花市後，我花錢買下「賤男」，準備帶回家過年。
師評：發音正確一點，「劍蘭」會哭的…

９、我的歷史老師長髮披肩，個子矮小，脾氣不好，有一點點「胸」…
師評：歷史老師要我轉告你「等下上歷史課﹐皮給我繃緊一點。」（兇）

１０、我認為自己是個品學兼「憂」的好學生…
師評：你是該憂了──不及格。（優）

１１、在「崎嶇坎坷」的人生「康莊大道」上，我們要堅定方向…
師評：此路可繼世界八大奇蹟兵馬俑之後，登上第九大奇蹟。

１２、從小就住在我們家隔壁的陳伯伯住家三樓最後面一間廚房不知道為什麼會三不五時地飄來
一陣烹煮紅燒牛肉時所散發出來的濃濃迷人中藥味道…
師評：明天麻煩你一口氣唸完這句給我聽，不准換氣。

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這次出的作文題目是：美食與我
我非常沾沾自喜，相當期待這麼生活化又簡單的題目一定能讓他們發揮的淋漓盡致，可以減輕我每次改作文到快往生的噩運!!!

沒想到我錯了!!!!!!! 這些天兵天將們每個都是未來的棟樑????

節錄一些下來:
1.我最喜歡吃的食物是生魚片，但是生魚片最讓我困擾的地方就是他的魚刺很多。

2.我最喜歡吃的食物是生魚片，唯一美中不足的是，他總是沒煮熟。

3.我最喜歡吃的美食是青菜，青菜中最喜歡吃的美食是白菜，為什麼喜歡吃白菜呢？因為他是青菜的一種（繞口令嗎？）

4.我最喜歡吃滷肉飯跟貢丸湯，他們對我來說不只是一種美食，而是……兩種美食。 （真是謝謝你的數學教學）

5.我最喜歡吃外婆煮的菜，裡面包含了很多愛心，但是萬一外婆死了我就吃不到了，所以我要趁外婆還活著的時候，叫他每天煮三餐給我吃。 （這算虐待老人嗎？）

6.我最喜歡吃那種在外面跑的雞肉 （所以你要吃雞肉前都要追著他跑？）

7.我最喜歡吃美食，是那種出現陸地上，天天都看的到的那種肉（人肉？）

8.我對美食的要求很嚴格，他不能是由一位傷心的廚師做出來的 （連續劇看太多了，孩子）

9.媽媽很厲害，他下廚以後，可以把一顆蛋變成一顆荷包蛋（不然呢？）

10.每次媽媽煮完菜我們全家都會歡呼，於是媽媽就走進廚房再做第二道 （原來你家都是一道菜煮完再煮一道…）

11.我很喜歡跟爸爸去逛夜市，因為美食都能讓我感到垂涎三尺，只要我看到那些食物出現，就會跟爸爸說我要吃這個我要吃那個結果我當然什麼都沒吃到 （好心酸的孩子）

12.我最喜歡吃媽媽煮的菜，跟外面賣的差的可遠呢! （那到底是好吃還是不好吃？）

13.世界上美食很多，其中我最喜歡吃的外國料理是台南擔仔麵 （同學，請問你是哪國人？）
14.生魚片實在是太好吃了，每次一想到我的口水都會緩緩的滴下來… （慢動作嗎？）

15.有一樣食物讓我百吃不厭，那就是雙胞胎，名字聽起來大家一定都會覺得很奇怪，沒錯，他就是很奇怪（這樣有解釋到嗎？）

16.我吃東西總是又快又急，沒辦法，熟能生巧嘛! （我呼吸總是又快又急，沒辦法，熟能生巧嘛…！）

有前輩說：他上輩子殺了人，所以這輩子處罰他當老師。唉...我想我不只殺了人，還是………………殺..
错..
人…
才會淪落到當 國文老師………

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換小學老師了:


１。題目：一邊……一邊……
小朋友寫：他一邊脫衣服，一邊穿褲子。
老师批語：他到底是要脫還是要穿啊？

２。題目：其中
小朋友寫：我的其中一只左腳受傷了。
老師批語：你是蜈蚣嗎？

３。題目：陸陸續續
小朋友寫：下班了，爸爸陸陸續續的回家了。
老师批語：你到底有幾個爸爸呀？

４。題目：難過
小朋友寫：我家門前有條水溝很難過。
老师批語：老師更難過。

５。題目：又 又
小朋友寫：我的媽媽又矮又高又胖又瘦。
老师批語；你的媽媽是變形金鋼嗎？

６。題目：你看
小朋友寫：你看什麼看！沒看過啊
老师批語：沒看過

７。題目：欣欣向榮
小朋友寫：欣欣向榮榮告白。
老师批語：連續劇不要看太多了！

８。題目：好吃
小朋友寫：好吃個屁。
老师批語：有些東西是不能吃的。

９。題目：天真
小朋友寫：今天真熱。
老师批語：你真天真。

１０。題目：果然
小朋友寫：昨天我吃水果，然後喝涼水。
老师批語：是詞組，不能分開的。

１１。題目：先……再……，例題：先吃飯，再冼澡。
小朋友寫：先生，再見！
老师批語：想像力超過了地球人的智慧。

１２。題目：況且
小朋友寫：一列火車經過，況且況且況且況且況且況

老師批語：我死了算了 @@

liTtle bOy tOucHes hEarTs

This is a story that i feel so touch after reading it...
That is the reason why i copy and paste & blog it here to share with everyone...


I was walking around in a Target store, when I saw a Cashier hand this little boy some money back.
我在「塔杰」商店閒逛時，看到收銀員將一些錢退還給小男孩。

The boy couldn ' t have been more than 5 or 6 years old.
這男孩不過5、6歲。

The Cashier said, ' I ' m sorry, but you don ' t have enough money to buy this doll.
' 收銀員說：『抱歉！你買這娃娃的錢不夠。』

Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to him: ' ' Granny,are you sure I don ' t have enough money? ' '
小男孩轉向他旁邊的老婦人： 「奶奶！妳也認為我的錢不 嗎？」

The old lady replied: '' You know that you don ' t have enough money to buy this doll, my dear. ''
老婦人回道：「親愛的！你知道買這個娃娃的錢是不夠的。」

Then she asked him to stay there for just 5 minutes while she went to look around. She left quickly.
她要小男孩呆在那裡5分鐘，她一下就回來。 她迅速離開了。

The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand.
小男孩的手仍然握著娃娃。

Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he wished to give this doll to.
最後我向他走去，問他這個娃娃你想給誰。

'It ' s the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for Christmas.
『這是我妹妹的最愛，非常想要的聖誕節娃娃。

She was sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her.
'她一直認為聖誕老人會帶娃娃來給她的。」

I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus would bring it to her after all, and not to worry.
我告訴他不用擔心，聖誕老人最後可能會帶給她的。

But he replied to me sadly. ' No, Santa Claus can ' t bring it to her where she is now. I have to give the doll to my mommy so that she can give it to my sister when she goes there. '
但他哀傷地回答我『不！聖誕老人不可能將它帶到她現在的地方給她。我必須將娃娃交給我媽，當她去那裡的時候可以給我妹妹。』

His eyes were so sad while saying this. ' My Sister has gone to be with God. Daddy says that Mommy is going to see God very soon too, so I thought that she could take the doll with her to give it to my sister. ' '
他說話時的眼睛是哀傷的。『我妹妹已經和上帝在一起。爸爸說 媽媽很快也將要去見上帝，因此我認為她可以將娃娃帶給我妹妹。』

My heart nearly stopped.
我的心臟幾乎要停止了。

The little boy looked up at me and said: ' I told daddy to tell mommy not to go yet. I need her to wait until I come back from the mall.
'小男孩看我說：『我叫爸爸告訴媽媽現在不要走，讓她等我從購物中心回來。』

Then he showed me a very nice photo of himself. He was laughing. He then told me ' I want mommy to take my picture with her so she won ' t forget me.
' 然後他拿出一張他自己非常漂亮的相片給我看。他笑著告訴我『我要媽媽帶著我的相片，這樣她就不會忘記我了。』

'I love my mommy and I wish she didn ' t have to leave me, but daddy says that she has to go to be with my little sister. '
『我愛我的媽媽，我希望她不要離開我，但是爸爸說她必須去找我妹妹。』

Then he looked again at the doll with sad eyes, very quietly.
然後他安靜地用哀傷的眼睛再看著娃娃。

I quickly reached for my wallet and said to the boy. ' Suppose we check again, just in case you do have enough money for the doll!
' '我趕緊摸著錢包對小男孩說『我們再檢查一下，說不定您有足夠的錢買玩偶! 』

'OK ' he said, ' I hope I do have enough. ' I added some of my money to his without him seeing and we started to count it. There was enough for the doll and even some spare money.
『好呀！』他說『我希望有足夠的錢』。沒讓他看見，我塞了一些錢到他的錢包中，我們開始數錢。買娃娃的錢足 了，甚之還有剩餘呢。

The little boy said: ' Thank you God for giving me enough money!
'小男孩說：『謝謝上帝給了我足 的錢!』

Then he looked at me and added, ' I asked last night before I went to sleep for God to make sure I had enough money to buy this doll, so that mommy could give it to my sister. He heard me! ' ' 然而他看著我補充說『昨晚睡前，我要求上帝讓我的錢能足夠買這個娃娃，因此媽媽能將它帶給我妹妹。祂聽見我了! 』

'I also wanted to have enough money to buy a white rose for my mommy, but I didn ' t dare to ask God for too much. But He gave me enough to buy the doll and a white rose. ' '
『我也想有足夠的錢買一朵白玫瑰給我媽媽，但我不敢要求上帝太多。但祂給的錢足 買娃娃和一朵白玫瑰了。』

'My mommy loves white roses.
' 『我媽媽喜歡白玫瑰』。

A few minutes later, the old lady returned and I left with my basket.
幾分鐘後，老婦人回來了。我也就提了購物籃離開了。

I finished my shopping in a totally different state of mind from when I started.
我從一開始就在完全不同的心境下購物。

I couldn ' t get the little boy out of my mind.
小男孩一直無法離開我的心境。

Then I remembered a local news paper article two days ago, which mentioned a drunk man in a truck, who hit a car occupied by a youngwoman and a little girl.
我想起兩天前當地報紙的一篇文章，提及一位醉酒卡車司機，撞上了一輛載著年輕少婦和一個小女孩的汽車。

The little girl died right away, and the mother was left in a critical state. The family had to decide whether to pull the plug on thelife-sustaining machine, because the young woman would not be able to recover from the coma.
小女孩當場死亡，母親呈現彌留狀態。 這個家庭必須決定是否要拔出維持生命機器的插管
，因為年輕少婦不可能從昏迷中恢復。

Was this the family of the little boy?
他就是這家庭的小男孩？

Two days after this encounter with the little boy, I read in the news paper that the young woman had passed away.
碰到小男孩的二天之後，我看了報紙年輕少婦過世了。

I couldn ' t stop myself as I bought a bunch of white roses and I went to the funeral home where the body of the young woman was for people to see and make last wishes before her burial.
我不自主的買了一束白玫瑰，來到喪家，年輕少婦的遺體在她埋葬前讓人瞻仰與最後許願。

She was there, in her coffin, holding a beautiful white rose in her hand with the photo of the little boy and the doll placed over her chest.
她在那裡，裝在棺木中，在她的手中握著一朵白玫瑰和小男孩的相片，娃娃則放置在她的胸口。

I left the place, teary-eyed, feeling that my life had been changed for ever.. The love that the little boy had for his mother and his sister isstill, to this day, hard to imagine.
我離開了這裡，眼淚奪眶而出，覺得我的人生已經永遠改變了。至今，小男孩對他母親和妹妹的愛，仍然難以想像。

And in a fraction of a second, a drunk driver had taken all this away from him.
就在一轉眼工夫，一位醉酒司機奪去了他的所有。

tAkinG mC fOr thE fiRst tiMeS

I have never take any Mc for my exam paper in my life...
Today is the first time..
The first & only one...
How unlucky am i to be???

Yesterday i slept at 10pm and wake up at 1.40am myself..
I thought Ken will wake me up at 1am ...
But he slept also...
I feel so sleepy & continue sleep...
Ken wake me up at 2.44am...
My PSA not yet finish study...
Still got so many chapter to go...
A bit worry and angry myself why keep on sleeping...
Study study study~~~

I eat some bread for my breakfast...
7 something...
My stomach started to pain...
I keep on go to the toilet until my leg feel so powerless...
Hisshhh...

8 something....
The situation still the same...
I feel like crying...
How am i going to do my exam paper with the condition like this????
Later keep on go to the toilet then i no need do the exam paper already...
I feel so angry at myself why suddenly stomach will pain...

I keep on asking myself...
Why in time like this???
Why i have to sick during the exam time???
Why why why????
I dunno why...
I feel like all things i study for PSA is like for nothing...
Today i can't even go for exam...
I feel so so so sad...
My semester break gone...
I have to study for PSA during my semester break...
Hisshhhh...
Argghhhh...

Although i really dislike PSA's exam...
But i never expected myself to take mc...
Such a sad day for me...
Unexpected things happen in my life...
First time taking mc...
First time skip my exam...
First time so hopeless...
First time so scared...
I really many first time give to you ---> PSA

e- cOmmeRce

Ecomm ar ecomm...
At first i thought you should not be so tough as lecturer already give tips before the exam...
But how come???
How come all the question is not direct and very complicated???
I really dunno should write what type of answer for each question le...
Haizzzz...
A's gone again...
This semester.... aikzzz...
Game Over again...

Stupid gal, when only you want awake from dreaming???
Why keep think of things that already past???
Wake up!!! wake up!!!
Study for PSA...
Wake up!!!
No time anymore...
Can't finish study already...

eMotiOnal

I dunno since when i have become super duper emotional...
Hishhh...
Hate myself for being like that...

Nowadays, i easily to get angry...easily to cry...
Since when i have become like that???
I dunno...
I really dunno...
I really hate myself for being so emotional...

I dun understand why i get angry sometimes for small and tiny things..
I dun understand why my tears always drop so easily due to small matters...
Since when i have become so weak???
Since when???
I dunno...
Can anyone tell me???

a pOweR fAiluRe

Yesterday, I go out with Ken & his housemate to eat Ba Ku Teh at Sk...
Both of our mood doesnt look good because we feel stress for the final exam...
Inside the car, we did not really talk...
The atmosphere is just so gloomy and scary as the car just got 2 of us...
After eating the Ba Ku Teh, he fetch me home...

Waiting for his sms to tell me that he reach home safely...
Time pass minutes by minutes yet no sms received...
A bit angry... a bit worry...
I phone him after i lose my patient...
The first words he say in the phone make my anger melt...
Hishhh...
Cant get angry at all...

While talking phone with him, suddenly the power supply been cut off...
The light on off on off...
And the surrounding of the apartment is just too quite...
Like the ghost movie..
I feel so scared coz i hate darkness....
All my housemate went out already...
Nobody at home...
My mind is totally blank!!!

I really hate this type of situation...
I nearly cry coz I already in bad mood and the power supply want to bully me some more...
It last almost half an hours...
I really hope this type of situation don't ever happen again...
Coz i really hate darkness...

PSA

PSA ar PSA...
Why are you so bad???
Why are you making my life so miserable???
You know what??
I hate you le....
I really really really hate you...

You are the toughest subject i ever meet...
You make me break my record...
The lowest mid term exam's marks i ever get..
The lowest assignment marks i ever get...
The lowest carry marks i ever get...
All the lowest lowest lowest things you get champion...
Champion!!!

You like champion so much izzit???
You really a bad subject...
Bad bad subject...

I wish i could like you but i can't...
I try..
I use all the way..
Still i cant like you...

Want i like you?
Can..
Very easy..
Let me get an As in PSA during the final...
Then i will not only like you but kissing you...

nEw yeAr neW bloG

2009...
Another new year coming...
While everyone is busying study for their final, I created a new blog...
It is not because i have finish my study...
But is because i m bored..
Tired of studying...
Hate my study...
Especially PSA...