miSs thE timEs wHen i wAs iN chuRch

Today i dunno why...
Suddenly miss the time when i was in the church...
I miss all my Church of Sitiawan's friends...
I miss the time when we are serving together..
I miss the time when we practising dance together..
I miss the time when we practise the music together....

I really really miss those days...
How long i have not been to church since i come to MMU???
How long i have not serve in church???
How long i did not play church song already???
How long i did not play tambourine and dance in church already???
How long?? How long???
I dunno... I really dunno...

Why i become so lazy after i go to MMU study???
Why i did not go to church or even join the cell group???
I already stay far far away from God...
I miss those days..
I really miss those days..

I hope i can get back to there..
I hope i can become the Sophia that is super active in church like last time..
I hope.. I really hope..
I hope to serve God again...
I hope to dance again..

New year.. New wish..
This is my wish.. My desire...
To go back to church again..
To serve God again..
To stay closer with God again..

My hope... My wish..
Hope God answer my prayer...
Let me become a real christian again...